-*about me*- hey everyone.. my name is Heather and i live in arkansas..im 19 years old...i love to play softball..i just recently started writing poetry because my friend cyndi got me into it and now i think it is awesome... well my poetry may not be the best but i do what i can... so enjoy and now to all the loves of my life.:
*-mom-* hey mom i love you so much and thats why your on here... i love you very much i dont know what i would do if i EVER lost you... i have a poem about you.. of course i have other poems about other people too... i know that you are really sick and have major health problems but no matter what you will ALWAYS be my mom... i love you ....bye...mom i never thought the day would come that i would wake up one morning and i would not be able to see or talk to you again...i never thought that you wouldnt see me graduate high school, go to colllege, get married, and have kids but i guess its not your fault its the way it was supposed to happen i miss you so much its only been two weeks since you passed but is seems like so much longer...i know your in a better place and you have no more pain but i still miss you and i will always love you and never forget you... so have a happy after life...I LOVE YOU ~heather 05/08/05 mom happy mothers day! i love you 03/02/06 Wow, in 7 days it will be one year since you left. I can't stop thinking about you and I'm just so scared to think that you won't be here for my 16th birthday, I know you will be here in spirit, but I wanna see your face I wanna feel your skin, I wanna give you a hug and a kiss. I know its being selfish but I don't care, I miss you and I love you. I just need you to know that. I love you forever and always. 08/26/06 your 40th birthday was thursday and you weren't here to celebrate it. I've been really touchy about alot of things and I wish I could talk to you about them. I know I can but the thing is you can't talk back and thats what I need I need you to talk to so I can figure out what to do in these situations I'm in. I know you want what is best but momma your best for me and I need your advice no one elses just yours. It sucks so much that I can't see you bc I really miss you. It's almost been a year since dad left and its kinda touchy for me too, I know I never really liked him but you and I both know that I loved him. He was there for us atleast money wise... Well I've got alot of stuff going for me now, but I'd much rather have you. Everything wouldn't be so hard and complicated if you were here, you made everything have a meaning and make sense. It sucks because everyone else has someone to run to, I don't not anymore. Anywho, I love you and always will forever till the day I die.
*---cyndi---* hey chica...whats up?.....the sky! just playin ya know i love ya thats why i say it. so how is life?...um cant wait till i turn 18 and i can finally adopt you as my sister! lol well high school is great but see its a bummer because you will be leaving me here all alone by myself. well isnt life twisted.... yea so well ill go now cuz i know you prob. got stuff to do....!!!! bye <3
*--outlaw--* hey buddy... i love you so very much!!! you are so precious to me i dont know what i would do if something ever happend to you.... you are my little punkin. love ya gotta go bye <3
*--maggie mae--*hey chica... hows it going?.. im good!! hows life?... mine has been better lol well it has oh well its been great havin fun in p.e.... lol you gettin me in trouble and all!!!.....so feel feel my buns do they feel good...? and what about my abs...? lol so hows everyone....tell you mom i said hi..lol so are you and your weiner having fun lol...YOUR WELCOME...so im gonna go...hope to stay in touch even if i dont see you first block now...love ya lots...bye <3
*-mom-* hey mom i love you so much and thats why your on here... i love you very much i dont know what i would do if i EVER lost you... i have a poem about you.. of course i have other poems about other people too... i know that you are really sick and have major health problems but no matter what you will ALWAYS be my mom... i love you ....bye...mom i never thought the day would come that i would wake up one morning and i would not be able to see or talk to you again...i never thought that you wouldnt see me graduate high school, go to colllege, get married, and have kids but i guess its not your fault its the way it was supposed to happen i miss you so much its only been two weeks since you passed but is seems like so much longer...i know your in a better place and you have no more pain but i still miss you and i will always love you and never forget you... so have a happy after life...I LOVE YOU ~heather 05/08/05 mom happy mothers day! i love you 03/02/06 Wow, in 7 days it will be one year since you left. I can't stop thinking about you and I'm just so scared to think that you won't be here for my 16th birthday, I know you will be here in spirit, but I wanna see your face I wanna feel your skin, I wanna give you a hug and a kiss. I know its being selfish but I don't care, I miss you and I love you. I just need you to know that. I love you forever and always. 08/26/06 your 40th birthday was thursday and you weren't here to celebrate it. I've been really touchy about alot of things and I wish I could talk to you about them. I know I can but the thing is you can't talk back and thats what I need I need you to talk to so I can figure out what to do in these situations I'm in. I know you want what is best but momma your best for me and I need your advice no one elses just yours. It sucks so much that I can't see you bc I really miss you. It's almost been a year since dad left and its kinda touchy for me too, I know I never really liked him but you and I both know that I loved him. He was there for us atleast money wise... Well I've got alot of stuff going for me now, but I'd much rather have you. Everything wouldn't be so hard and complicated if you were here, you made everything have a meaning and make sense. It sucks because everyone else has someone to run to, I don't not anymore. Anywho, I love you and always will forever till the day I die.
*---cyndi---* hey chica...whats up?.....the sky! just playin ya know i love ya thats why i say it. so how is life?...um cant wait till i turn 18 and i can finally adopt you as my sister! lol well high school is great but see its a bummer because you will be leaving me here all alone by myself. well isnt life twisted.... yea so well ill go now cuz i know you prob. got stuff to do....!!!! bye <3
*--outlaw--* hey buddy... i love you so very much!!! you are so precious to me i dont know what i would do if something ever happend to you.... you are my little punkin. love ya gotta go bye <3
*--maggie mae--*hey chica... hows it going?.. im good!! hows life?... mine has been better lol well it has oh well its been great havin fun in p.e.... lol you gettin me in trouble and all!!!.....so feel feel my buns do they feel good...? and what about my abs...? lol so hows everyone....tell you mom i said hi..lol so are you and your weiner having fun lol...YOUR WELCOME...so im gonna go...hope to stay in touch even if i dont see you first block now...love ya lots...bye <3
- Last seen on Jun 4 7:59 PM. Member since January 8, 2005.
- I'm a carnelian hope poet for 119 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "hard to remember, impossible to forget...".
- I am a 18 year old girl from Arkansas (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a student.
- I have 119 comments, 4 columns, 80 poems, 3 stories
My Poetry
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I was on energy drinks and energy bars so don't ask and I won't tell.
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Its about my mom! I love you mom!31 lines, 4 comments, March 14, 2006. In Personal
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I look and see where I am compared to where I've been
I'm almost 16 and so much has changed since I was ten.23 lines, 3 comments, March 1, 2006. In Personal
My Stories
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Ok, so here is what happened...
so I was spyin on Santa and his elves right... well then I sneezed and the little blue elf saw me and was like speeking elfinese so then Sant278 lines, 5 comments, December 23, 2005. In <200 lines, Humor -
There was this girl, real pretty. She was a quiet girl. She lived with her mom, brother, step dad, and step grandfather. Her and her mom had a special relationship but there wa219 lines, 2 comments, August 13, 2005. In <200 lines, Crime
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MissinArk on May 2, 2006Hey how come i havent heard from you? well i better be hearing from you on here or on xanga or what ever you have... my xanga is www.xanga.com/missin_ark k love ya
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JustEm on September 6, 2005heather...i hope you are ok...when i found out what happened i couldnt stop feeling like shit and i cried...im so sorry for what happen...i feel like i kinda let mom down and you...girl i love you with all my heart...you really are like my lil sister and im not just sayin that...i mean really...if i ever lost you or if anything ever happened to you...i really dont know what i would do...i love you girl...you better call me...ill talk to you real soon!!
love you with all my heart,
your big sis,
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demoninfluenced on June 26, 2005Thanks...I like your page too.
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bad kity on June 11, 2005Do you happen to go to Bryant High? I think I might know you.
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