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I'm Tasha-♥

I'm 19 live in a crap as town in Ontario. I just started a great job and am planning on going back to school in the fall to become a child psychologist in the future. I've been through a lot in my life...have done somethings I'm not necessarily proud of...but am trying to become more then that. I am in love..but the situation is far beyond explanation and frankly...... it's depressing.... My poetry is about my life some about my experiences others just seem to be random collections of thoughts that spued out lol. I've been on this site for some time now so you can really notice a progression in my writting as the years passed and just changes through out my life that is one of the biggest reason I am a fan of poetry it grows with the poet and holds commemorative part of that person forever....

I should warn everyone who reads my poetry however that a lot of it is dark and morbid and not for the faint of heart....but others are about happiness and love so there is a bit for everyone i suppose....

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About me:-x.o.x

Favorite:

colour- Purple,Black,Hot Pink and Mint Green
music-Country,Rock,Hip-Hop,Dance
song- I can't even choose lol
person-Joshua♥ Ashley,Lianne, and Kristine
food-Chinese
drink-V8
alcohol-Ammereto
animal- Shark

This or That:

guy or girl-Guy
pink or orange-Pink
pain or pleasure-A bit of this..a bit of that lol
red head or brunette-Brunette
lip gloss or lipstick-lipsgloss
name brand or generic-name brand
love or money-Love

have you ever:

drank alcohol-Yes
done drugs-Yes
had sex-Yes
been in love-Yes♥
been with someone of the same sex-Yea
partied like a rockstar-HELLZ YEAH!!!!
hurt yourself-Sadly
been drunk and puked-Yes and it sucked
tipped a stripper-Lol yup
role played-I dressed up...
had sex with someone you just met-....
wanted to die-Yes..
been in a fight-Yup
hurt someone-Yup
cheated-Kinda...but not really
been cheated on-Many times
had a threesome-lol...
told a joke-Yea but i suck at it
lied-We all do

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♥ AP FAMILY ♥

Mom: Immortally Yours

Mom: x--GlitterWings--x

Daughter: Debra

Sister: x--Atelophobia--x

Sister: Bullet To The Head

Sister: lithium n lollipops

Bodyguard: Puking Faerie Dust

Sex Slave: Dead Star--x

Biker Bitch: Xx Morbid Beauty xX

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Ox-Lyrics I love-xO

......HOLLYWISE......
-Blacktop Manhattan-

She's been living in a basement
Down by the railroad tracks
Her dreams have all left the station
The kids have all turned their backs
So she lies in her bed and remembers
When the moon it climbs so high
But with a spoon and a needle
She never has to leave the sky

Superman is killing himself tonight
Hollywise hollywise
I tell him my sort of bein' of a lie
Hollywise hollywise

Hollywise

He's been living with his mama
Since the market crashed
His wife ran out with the doctor
When he ran out on cash
But now one hand holds a bottle
The other cradles the .44
Two more shots and it's over
He just couldn't hang no more

Superman is killing himself tonight
Hollywise hollywise
I tell him my sort of bein' of a lie
Hollywise hollywise

Hollywise

Superman is killing himself tonight
Hollywise hollywise
I tell him my sort of bein' of a lie
Hollywise hollywise

Superman is killing himself
But superman is killing himself tonight
Superman is killing himself
But superman won't kill himself tonight

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"Girl Like Me"
Miranda Lambert

You don't need a girl like me
I've got bruises you can't see
And when the lights go out
I won't be around
You don't need a girl like me

You can't have a heart like mine
But you can hold it for a while
and when the lights go out
I won't be around
You can't have a heart like mine

There's a rule that goes unwritten
And I break it from time to time
If you're fool enough to listen
Then I'm fool enough to lie

That's the kind of girl I am
I take off before I land
And even though you think you can
You can't change the way I am

Cause the rule remains unwritten
I still break it from time to time
If you're fool enough to listen
Then I'm fool enough to lie

You can't change the way I am
You don't need a girl like me

♥

"Gunpowder & Lead"
Miranda Lambert

County road 233, under my feet
Nothin' on this white rock but little ole me
I've got two miles till, he makes bail
And if I'm right we're headed straight for hell

[Chorus:]

I'm goin' home, gonna load my shotgun
Wait by the door and light a cigarette
If he wants a fight well now he's got one
And he ain't seen me crazy yet
He slap my face and he shook me like a rag doll
Don't that sound like a real man
I'm going to show him what a little girls made of
Gunpowder and lead

It's half past ten, another six pack in
And I can feel the rumble like a cold black wind
He pulls in the drive, the gravel flies
He dont know what's waiting here this time

I'm goin' home, gonna load my shotgun
Wait by the door and light a cigarette
If he wants a fight well now he's got one
And he ain't seen me crazy yet
He slap my face and he shook me like a rag doll
Don't that sound like a real man
I'm going to show him what a little girls made of
Gunpowder and lead

His fist is big but my gun's bigger
He'll find out when I pull the trigger

I'm goin' home, gonna load my shotgun
Wait by the door and light a cigarette
If he wants a fight well now he's got one
And he ain't seen me crazy yet
He slap my face and he shook me like a rag doll
Don't that sound like a real man
I'm going to show him what a little girls made of
Gunpowder and lead

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Bad Girlfriend
Theory of a Deadman

My girlfriend's a dick magnet
My girlfriend's gotta have it
She's hot, can't stop, up on stage doing shots
Tip the man he'll ring the bell, get her drunk she'll scream like hell
Dirty girl, gettin' down, dance with guys from outta town
Grab her ass, actin' tough,
Mess with her, she'll f**k you up
No one really knows if she's drunk or if she's stoned, but she's comin' back to my place tonight!

She likes to shake her ass
She grinds it to the beat
She likes to pull my hair when I make her grind her teeth
I like to strip her down
She's naughty to the end
You know what she is, no doubt about it
She's a BAD BAD GIRLFRIEND

Red thong, party's on, love this song, sing along.
Come together, leave alone, see you later back at home
No one really knows if shes drunk or is she's stoned
but she's coming back to my place tonight
I say
No one really knows just how far she's going to go
but I'm gonna find out later tonight

-CHORUS-

Doesn't take her long to make things right
But does it make her wrong to have the time of her life
The time of her life
(My girlfriend's a dick magnet)
(My girlfriend's gotta have it)

She's a gold digger
Now you figure out its over, pull the trigger
Futures finished, there it went, savings gone,
The money spent

look around and all I see
is no good, bad and ugly,
man shes hot and fixed to be,
the future ex-Miss Connolly!

-CHORUS-