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I'm Jenna Erwin. I live in the small town of Ashtabula Ohio. *representin A-Town. Holdin it down.* I've been writing poetry for a while now. about two years. Not as long as alot of people. But still a long time.
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Forgive me not-Our seperate Ways

Our separate ways we'll go
Our separate loves will be living broken apart
No use of too much crying
Don't waste these tears and save your feelings
For somebody else

Our lives are brought to ruins
But I will never give up trying to free me from love
I never share my sorrow
I never ask you for compassion
'Cos I don't know
My world so bright and free

I don't want you I just want to be
You are now on your own
I can do nothing to make you free
You are now on your own
My eyes are open and I can see
You are now on your own
The world I have it's made for me
You are now on your own

Our separate ways we'll go
Our separate loves will be living broken apart
No use of too much crying
Don't waste these tears and save your feelings
For somebody else
My world so bright and free

I don't want you I just want to be
You are now on your own
I can do nothing to make you free
You are now on your own
My eyes are open and I can see
You are now on your own
The world I have it's made for me
You are now on your own

So long then
I will not remember your wicked love
Oh, yes, it's true
I leave you
I leave you the sky and the stars above
Only for you



~!*Favorite Quotes*!~

Light is only the illusion of darkness. Hope is only a figment of pain. Truth is only a façade of lies. And happiness is only a delusion of sadness.

Everything I do is wrong, Its been this way for to long. I don’t have my soul mate, Now im bitter and full of hate. Cut myself is all I can do, I can’t go on without you.

Hate is such a harsh word Love is such a strong word But are they different?

Tell me again how much you love me and how much I mean to you…because I love it when you lie to me with your gorgeous eyes.

Everyone cries now and then, My tears just happen to be red and I have to carve them.

Im not supposed to love you, Im not supposed to care. Im not supposed to live my life wishing you were there, Im not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do. Im sorry I just can’t help myself, I fell in love with you

Three words one lie

From broken hearts to broken wings
With bleeding souls and shattered dreams

If he is the first thing you think about when you get up, The only thing you think about all day, and the last thing you think about before you go to sleep, then you know your in love.

I’m gunna draw a picture, a picture with a twist. I’ll draw it with a razor blade, I’ll draw it on my wrist. As i draw this picture, a fountain will appear, as this fountain flows my problems disappear.

Tell my heart to stop beating *
tell my mind to stop thinking *
throw a stone in tha ocean.. *
and tell it to stop sinking *
tell tha sky not to be so blue*
its like tellin me not to be *
-In Love With You-

2 tear drops were floating down a river
1 teardrop said to the other "Hey Im the tear of a girl who loved a boy but lost him who are you?"
and the other teardrop replied "I am the tear of a man who regrets letting a girl go"

..*..If You Are Willing To Trust A Person When All others Tell U To Go Against It; If U Are Willing To Get Your Heart Broken B/C You Belive In That Person..Than That Is *True* Love..*..

When are we going to be together?
Will you love me now or will it take forever?
I Love you always with all my heart
Be with you and never apart
With this poem I have one thing in mind
You just have to read the first word in each line...

When your helplessly in love and your sure you think its true, When hes all your thinking of…When you got nothing else to do, Just do yourself a favor and think the whole thing through…And ask yourself one question..Is he thinking of you to.

I'm trying really hard not to cry over you because every tear is just another reminder of how I don't know how to let you go.

Every girl wants a man that she can go to in her sweats, hair a mess, make up running down her face, eyes red from crying and the first thing he says to her is "baby your beautiful" and mean it.

How far do we have to go in life to realize were all gunna die?

Fake smile. I use them everyday. A convenient tool that can help you hide many things. Good results guaranteed. You wont regret using it. Try yours today.

Yesterday you broke me heart in two, and today you want me to spend then rest of my life with you, but that chance is over and will never come again….

Joke and laugh, and smile everyday,
Don’t let them see that you’re not okay.
For if you hide and don’t let them know,
They wont be trying to stop you, when you decide to go.

I'll carve your name on a bullet so everyone knows you were the last thing going through my mind before i died.

Never question if your in love or not..because if you were..you wouldn't have to ask.

The hardest part of goodbye. The hardest part of all. I say those words to you now. And i watch you clawck back to me. Where is your dignity oh Where is your dignity. I never really loved you. I never really loved you back. I never even liked you. I only wanted sex.

Im jelious of every girl who has ever hugged you..because for those few seconds...she was holding my entire world.

Sometimes i just wanna shout to the whole world what a wonderful person you are..but other times, i just wanna bite my lip and be quiet about it in fear that someone will take you away from me if they found out.

Why is it that he can break your heart..but you can still love him with every single one of those broken peices.

Being with you made me learn the hard way..

I wanted everything to stay the same..but feelings fade and people change.

Some things are better left unseen. Some tears are better off left unshed. Some people are better left unknown. And some words are better left unsaid..

Dont leave the one you love..for the one you like..because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.

*Not all scars show*Not all wounds heal*Sometimes you can't always see*The pain someone else feels*

I would rather go blind than see you walk away from me. I would rather go deaf than hear you say you hate me. I would give up all things just to be with you because whats everything if i dont have you?

I hate it when people ask me if im okay because its just reminds me that im not.

I want you to know that i really do care. But as each day goes by i can feel my heart slowly tear. So watch me put a knife to my wrist and cut it deep. After im done my heart is what im giving you to keep.

If my tears had any power..i would cry.

Dont drink water...fish have sex in it.

Theres life after you go to hell and back.

Another day. Another fear. Another thought. Another tear.

As i walk on through this wicked world, Searching for light in the darkness of insanity, I ask myself, Is all hope lost? Is there only pain, and hatred, and misery?

I'm somewhere between normal and insane.

Hope

Together we will live....Together we will die...But together we will never be..In your deep dark eyes..

How about you go tell your mom to shut up

Daaang.