I've updated my page. There's a few new things in here, mainly my total lack of a marker setup (I miss paintball. :( ), music, and my question of the week is back at the bottom. Hopefully people answer it.
Here's my mytspace: www.myspace.com/ndpenner I don't add random people as friends.... have to get to know you first.
Ok, I'm STILL single. Yeah.... Is hug deprivation deadly?
Oh, here's a little profile thingy:
Height: 5'11"
Weight: 179 lbs (Bench 235 currently)
Eyes: Green that turn Grey sometimes with a black ring around the iris
Hair: I've got it short right now. Brown with some black and some blonde if I grow it out.
Shoe Size: 12 Wide (i can't wear Nike's. )
Not much else really, unless they let me put a picture on here again...
Let's see. I'm a paintball fanatic. I play front, which is the stupidest position in any sport, because you have to cram yourself into tiny bunkers while the whole other team tries to kill you many times over.
I'm Christian. I don't want you to go to Hell, so please repent and confess that you believe Jesus died on the cross (and rose 3 days later) for your sins, and you're good. That's how you get to Heaven. No being perfect or wearing magical underwear or whatever crap you've heard. Doesn't matter who you are or what you've done. God'll accept you as you are and that's that. I'm not gonna write down a little prayer or anything, cuz that's "religion" and I don't go for that. I'm a faith person. So whatever you pray is between you and God and no fancy little paper or whatever should be involved. also, if you're one of those people that's gonna trash me for that, bring it on. I'm up for dishing out tough love anytime. Oh, and for the many people that're gonna be like, "stop forcing your religion on me", grow up. no one forced anything on you. LOL. I've been through Hell. Made it out. And thank God for every second I have to bring more people out of it.
Ok, I like music....which is what everyone on this site says, so I'll follow the trend and post my favorite bands at the moment. I'll also throw a list of bands that suck in my opinion. (that's really breaking the mold.LOL)
Favorite Bands at this point in time:
Seventh Day Slumber- I've decided to plug at least one Christian band every time I update this thing. These guys are awesome. Saw 'em live. The song "Caroline" is their big hit right now, so check it out
Shinedown- I really like these guys, despite their newer cd totally sucking. 45 and Crying Out are awesome songs that are gonna end up in a paintball highlights vid of me someday.
The Goo Goo Dolls- I just like them. They're my favorite band. Iris has to be one of the best songs of all time.
Ferona Vei- They're kind of "'underground" or whatever, but they rock. My favorite song at the moment is one of theirs.
Bands that suck:
Manson- can't stand this guy. Besides being able to put his mouth where his business is, he's basically on a mission to bring everyone to Hell with him. Listen to his music. You'll see. I've heard it, so don't throw the "you've never listened to it" line at me.
Green Day- Can't believe that after all our troops have been through, these guys throw out "Holiday". They should be ashamed to call themselves americans. I'd like to see them look one of our soldiers in the eyes, that are keeping their happy a**es safe,and tell them that they think they're on holiday. A recording of the butt-kicking that takes place should be all over these award shows instead of their "music".
If you read that, I've probably offended you somewhere. Get over it. Take note that I don't have anything against anyone. I've got friends in all walks of life. It just saddens me that they do cut or get high, or whatever, and mainstream society keeps fueling it. No one understands that the thing they're trying to be apart of isn't curing depression. It isn't fixing their problems. It isn't making anything better. All it's doing is robbing everyone of whatever hope they had and basically condemning them. I mean, why choose to be sad? Why choose to let everyhting get worse? I made it out. I made it out of crap that was worse 9 out of 10 times then what they're going through. And yet, this "society" is what everyone clings to...
Hmm, I'm not gonna list my friends. If you've spent 3 seconds on this site, you've met any number of them. I love 'em all, and do what I can for them (this is the internet). They're some of the coolest/nicest/ most artisticly gifted people on the planet. Too bad they're all hundreds of miles away. Their poems (and in one case, paintings) blow my stuff away, and I look up to them as poets and most as people. wish I had half the talent these guys (well, they're all girls.LOL) had.
If you want a friend, I'm here for ya. I won't judge, and I'm not gonna tell you how to live your life. Unless you happen to like the Dallas Cowboys...
Stupid question of the week: Why do girls freak out over chocolate?!
God Bless,
Nathan
You can hit me up on my myspace.
- Last seen on Jul 20 9:44 PM. Member since March 5, 2004.
- I'm a lapisLazuli dream poet for 320 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "Yes....I do have magical ninja powers.....".
- I am a 19 year old guy from Arizona (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a student/ Core Tech.
- Visit my homepage at www.myspace.com/ndpenner
- I have 320 comments, 55 poems
My Poetry
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I am not your savior
God knows I wish I was -
I'd almost kill to make her smile
She doesn't even know me
Guest Book
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ChibberMonkey on February 27, 2008Nathan.
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crosscountry07 on October 18, 2007girls freak out over chocolate for the same reason guys flip out over Halo.
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ChibberMonkey : *poke* on September 19, 2007Still alive in the poetry world?
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-NeverMind- on July 18, 2007I think there's something in chocolate that activates some sort of chemical in your brain, that makes you happy? I know that sounds stupid,but I heard it somewhere. Anyway,I love your name and I'll be sure to read your stuff when I get time

(I'm a procrastinator)
