Hey.. My name is Amanda.. I'm 17 years old.. I've been a cutter since April of '05.. I've been dealing with a lot of stress, drama, and heartbreak so most of my poems are suicidal.. So please, if you dont want to hear about suicide, don't read most of my poems. I have an amazing boyfriend and we've been together over a month and a half. (travis, ur the best)
---Quotes:
1) i wanna be known as the girl who always smiles, even when shes down and the one who could always brighten ur day ..even when she couldn`t brighten her own
2) i wish that i could die today to make the pains of life just slowly fade away i cut myself a little to see if i can still feel i quickly hide the knife i hear someone coming down the hall do they know? the footsteps quickly pass right by my door i write the letter to let everyone know: why i was leaving and why i am gone when you get this it will be complete my reason is written on the blood stained paper he was my true love but he just didn't see tell him wat he did let him look at me i had my last breath and my last heartbeat all for one reason... for him...my love...my suicide...
3) I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain, All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble. Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray. I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble. It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.(James Blunt- Tears and rain)
4) What do u do when the only one who can dry your tears is the one that made you cry?!? seriously!!!!
5) *When we were together you said you'd die for me...now that were apart i think its time you kept that promise!!!*
6) The worst thing about gettin ur heart broken is goin to sleep and knowing ur gonna wake up with the same broken heart.
7) I like it when you look at me cuz then I know I crossed your mind.. if only for a second!
8) Love is a fire. But whether it is going to warm your heart or burn down your house, you can never tell- Joan Crawford –
9) I Love You; Is 8 Letters... So Is Bullcrap
10) I can find anyone to -hold- me, what i need now is for *YOU* to -love- me
11) The oposite sex is the most dangerous and addictive drug out there, but the high is unlike anything else
12) Tell me that you love me Tell me that you care Even if you're lying, Thats what I NEED to hear!!
13) Nights are too long and I'm cold here without you
14) Everyday I catch myself looking at you, wondering if I will ever get another chance, another day to be in your arms.
15) Every penny in a well, every broken wish bone, every 11:11 on a clock, every crossed finger, every turn of a necklace pendant, every star in the sky, every fallen eyelash, every blown out candle, every wish I could make.... will never give me you.
16) Don’t be afraid to love... Not everyone will hurt you....
17) EVERY -- TiME SHE LAUGHSz SHE H0PES HE iS WATCHiNG .. N0T S0 HE WiLL SEE SHE iS HAPPY bUT S0 MAYbE jUST MAYbE HE WiLL fALL F0R HER SMiLE AS HARd AS SHE fELL F0R HiS
18) Someone is going to hurt you at some point in your life...its up to you to decided who is worth it and who is not
19) ~*i hate the way u laugh, i hate the way u smile ,i hate the way u talk, i hate the way u look , i hate the way u dress, i hate u way u walk, i hate the way u r , i hate everything about u , especial the way u made me think i had a chance*~
20) I don't miss him, I miss who I thought he was
21) SOMETiMES .. no matter how long or how hard you`ve loved someone .. they`ll never love you back.
22) Is it wrong for you not to be able to fall asleep because you're afraid that you will dream of him?!?!?
23) I can't erase you from my past i cant delete you from my mind all i can do is say goodbye i cant pretend you were never here i cant fake like it didnt hurt when you disappeard i refuse to use a fake old grin but than again i'll never win... i cant pretend that i dont care i cant pretend that you are near so i guess ill just pretend to say goodbye..
24) *I Love You... See I Can Say It Too, And Not Mean It*
25) The worst part about looking @ u is u dont even look back.
26) *I didn’t get the worst feeling in the world when u said goodbye; i got it when u said hello again... because i realized u were still in my life, but a completely different person.*
27) If I could be anything I would be your tear, so I could be born in your eye, live down your cheek and die on your lips
28) Some times ur mind doesnt want u 2 be in love..but deep down u know you are....
29) If Your asking if I Need U the answer is 4Ever.. If Your askin if I'll Leave U the answer is Never..If Yur askin what I value the Answer is U.. if Yur askin if I love U the answer is I do
30) Love is ... Running into his arms, Colliding with his heart, And exploding into his soul.
31) º°x·:He HoLdS Me WheN i StArT 2 cRy &#;`»MaKeS Me SmiLe WiTh JuS HiS eYeZ ShAreZ My HoPes DrEaMs FeArs«´¨`ø &#;`»WiPes AwAy ALL My TeArs i LoVe hiM wiToUt rEgReT«´¨`ø i JuS hAvEn't FoUnd HiM yEt·:·xº°
32) Last night I hugged my pillow and dreamt of you..I wish that someday I'd dream bout my pillow and I'd be hugging you.
33) You never lose by loving, you always lose by holding back.
34) I dont come with dice so dont play me!!
35) don't promise me the moon or the stars just promise me you'll stay under them with me
36) -íMåGíNé Ur LíFé WíThØuT Mé- -¿M&#;éRåBLé HuH?-
37) u were my favorite mistake...
38) I loved you once I love you still I always have i always will
---Quotes:
1) i wanna be known as the girl who always smiles, even when shes down and the one who could always brighten ur day ..even when she couldn`t brighten her own
2) i wish that i could die today to make the pains of life just slowly fade away i cut myself a little to see if i can still feel i quickly hide the knife i hear someone coming down the hall do they know? the footsteps quickly pass right by my door i write the letter to let everyone know: why i was leaving and why i am gone when you get this it will be complete my reason is written on the blood stained paper he was my true love but he just didn't see tell him wat he did let him look at me i had my last breath and my last heartbeat all for one reason... for him...my love...my suicide...
3) I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain, All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble. Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray. I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble. It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.(James Blunt- Tears and rain)
4) What do u do when the only one who can dry your tears is the one that made you cry?!? seriously!!!!
5) *When we were together you said you'd die for me...now that were apart i think its time you kept that promise!!!*
6) The worst thing about gettin ur heart broken is goin to sleep and knowing ur gonna wake up with the same broken heart.
7) I like it when you look at me cuz then I know I crossed your mind.. if only for a second!
8) Love is a fire. But whether it is going to warm your heart or burn down your house, you can never tell- Joan Crawford –
9) I Love You; Is 8 Letters... So Is Bullcrap
10) I can find anyone to -hold- me, what i need now is for *YOU* to -love- me
11) The oposite sex is the most dangerous and addictive drug out there, but the high is unlike anything else
12) Tell me that you love me Tell me that you care Even if you're lying, Thats what I NEED to hear!!
13) Nights are too long and I'm cold here without you
14) Everyday I catch myself looking at you, wondering if I will ever get another chance, another day to be in your arms.
15) Every penny in a well, every broken wish bone, every 11:11 on a clock, every crossed finger, every turn of a necklace pendant, every star in the sky, every fallen eyelash, every blown out candle, every wish I could make.... will never give me you.
16) Don’t be afraid to love... Not everyone will hurt you....
17) EVERY -- TiME SHE LAUGHSz SHE H0PES HE iS WATCHiNG .. N0T S0 HE WiLL SEE SHE iS HAPPY bUT S0 MAYbE jUST MAYbE HE WiLL fALL F0R HER SMiLE AS HARd AS SHE fELL F0R HiS
18) Someone is going to hurt you at some point in your life...its up to you to decided who is worth it and who is not
19) ~*i hate the way u laugh, i hate the way u smile ,i hate the way u talk, i hate the way u look , i hate the way u dress, i hate u way u walk, i hate the way u r , i hate everything about u , especial the way u made me think i had a chance*~
20) I don't miss him, I miss who I thought he was
21) SOMETiMES .. no matter how long or how hard you`ve loved someone .. they`ll never love you back.
22) Is it wrong for you not to be able to fall asleep because you're afraid that you will dream of him?!?!?
23) I can't erase you from my past i cant delete you from my mind all i can do is say goodbye i cant pretend you were never here i cant fake like it didnt hurt when you disappeard i refuse to use a fake old grin but than again i'll never win... i cant pretend that i dont care i cant pretend that you are near so i guess ill just pretend to say goodbye..
24) *I Love You... See I Can Say It Too, And Not Mean It*
25) The worst part about looking @ u is u dont even look back.
26) *I didn’t get the worst feeling in the world when u said goodbye; i got it when u said hello again... because i realized u were still in my life, but a completely different person.*
27) If I could be anything I would be your tear, so I could be born in your eye, live down your cheek and die on your lips
28) Some times ur mind doesnt want u 2 be in love..but deep down u know you are....
29) If Your asking if I Need U the answer is 4Ever.. If Your askin if I'll Leave U the answer is Never..If Yur askin what I value the Answer is U.. if Yur askin if I love U the answer is I do
30) Love is ... Running into his arms, Colliding with his heart, And exploding into his soul.
31) º°x·:He HoLdS Me WheN i StArT 2 cRy &#;`»MaKeS Me SmiLe WiTh JuS HiS eYeZ ShAreZ My HoPes DrEaMs FeArs«´¨`ø &#;`»WiPes AwAy ALL My TeArs i LoVe hiM wiToUt rEgReT«´¨`ø i JuS hAvEn't FoUnd HiM yEt·:·xº°
32) Last night I hugged my pillow and dreamt of you..I wish that someday I'd dream bout my pillow and I'd be hugging you.
33) You never lose by loving, you always lose by holding back.
34) I dont come with dice so dont play me!!
35) don't promise me the moon or the stars just promise me you'll stay under them with me
36) -íMåGíNé Ur LíFé WíThØuT Mé- -¿M&#;éRåBLé HuH?-
37) u were my favorite mistake...
38) I loved you once I love you still I always have i always will
- Last seen on Nov 5 10:47 AM 2008. Member since May 11, 2005.
- I'm a amethyst understanding poet for 19 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "Never let him close.. You'll only get hurt in the end".
- I am a 17 year old girl (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a Student.
- I am in the groups A Cyber Cafe for the In Love Looking a, A Sanctuary for the Lost Alone Dark or, A Shoulder To Cry On, A day stained in blood The life of a c, Cutters Noncutters and ExCutters, cutters and bleeders, lost in this world
- I have 19 comments, 14 poems
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Another day has come and gone
Now comes night when I’m the least strong29 lines, 5 comments, October 19, 2005. In Sad
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jamilyn on June 15, 2006omg i love your stuff i have to say i no what your going threw i just started cutting cause of some stupid crap and im hopping to stop but i dont no keep writing its awmazing stuff
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She Stole My Voice on May 24, 2006Wow. I love your poetry. It's amazing. Wicked. Beautiful. I think you have a new fan. lol. Keep up the killer work
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Two-headed Boy on March 10, 2006hey i love your style and feel the same as you do and understand, you are a really good poet, kept writing . . .
