July 17, 2008
I love to write. I love to read. I love how when youare writeing or reading you can get lost in that world you are thinking about. I love how when you are reading you cna become anything you want. You can go any where your heart longs to be. I love how when you are writing you can make people see and feel what you are feeling and dealing with everyday. I am 18 years old I am a Junoir in high school I be out of highschool in one year.. I have a great boyfriend who belives in me. My only hope is...is to become a great writer. My dream is to be a mother and a wife.....My favorit thing to say when I am upset it "Grr Rarw I need a hug!"
Nov 16, 2009
So I guess I should update everyone. I am now a Senior in High School. I should have been done with school but that “Amazing” boyfriend had me drop of school and never leave the house. I was an moron back then. I thought I knew everything. I thought I was smarter than my mom and my dad. Sad truth is. I was smarter than my dad but my mom was smarter than me. Pretty soon after wrote that about me my “Great” boyfriend started to beat me and starve me. I could only eat one meal a day and when I wanted to leave the house I had to lie about where I was going. The only reason I got out and am alive today is because of my best friends. Marie Catharine LaValle, Molly Thomas, Jacob Daniel Lapp, and Krista Lange (Who is no longer my best friend but I do miss very much.) My friends saw me losing scary amounts of weight and me looking very sick. I went from the Kelsey they knew to someone completely different. When I was with this man I wasn't who I was suppose to be. They where scared for me. They were worried for me and because of that I got the courage to leave him and move to Washington. I lived there for 9 months and I will always hold those nine months close to my heart. Sadly while I was there I lost some very dear friends. William who was my best friend and who was my heart. Lee my best friend and some times boyfriend who was my soul. Kelly who was like a mother to me and who was my head. But losing them helped me grow. After nine months I moved back to Plymouth got back in school. Hanging out with the three people who saved my life and I am dating a pretty okay guy. I'm not sure how it's turning out but I do know that I am not going to get beat down like I did the last time. If this doesn't work out it doesn't. If it does than YAY! I also know that if anyone needs to talk to someone I am here. I will aways be here. I'm able to help no matter what.
Favorite quotes
“When I'm right no one remembers. When I'm wrong no one forgets”-unknown
“Shite Happens dude”-William and Lee
“NEVER have regrets”-Jacob Daniel Lapp
“You can't take one the whole world babe. You sometimes have to have a friend help you through it”- Molly Thomas A.K.A. MOMO or Moes
“Smother with love!”- Marie Catharine LaValle
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I love to write. I love to read. I love how when youare writeing or reading you can get lost in that world you are thinking about. I love how when you are reading you cna become anything you want. You can go any where your heart longs to be. I love how when you are writing you can make people see and feel what you are feeling and dealing with everyday. I am 18 years old I am a Junoir in high school I be out of highschool in one year.. I have a great boyfriend who belives in me. My only hope is...is to become a great writer. My dream is to be a mother and a wife.....My favorit thing to say when I am upset it "Grr Rarw I need a hug!"
Nov 16, 2009
So I guess I should update everyone. I am now a Senior in High School. I should have been done with school but that “Amazing” boyfriend had me drop of school and never leave the house. I was an moron back then. I thought I knew everything. I thought I was smarter than my mom and my dad. Sad truth is. I was smarter than my dad but my mom was smarter than me. Pretty soon after wrote that about me my “Great” boyfriend started to beat me and starve me. I could only eat one meal a day and when I wanted to leave the house I had to lie about where I was going. The only reason I got out and am alive today is because of my best friends. Marie Catharine LaValle, Molly Thomas, Jacob Daniel Lapp, and Krista Lange (Who is no longer my best friend but I do miss very much.) My friends saw me losing scary amounts of weight and me looking very sick. I went from the Kelsey they knew to someone completely different. When I was with this man I wasn't who I was suppose to be. They where scared for me. They were worried for me and because of that I got the courage to leave him and move to Washington. I lived there for 9 months and I will always hold those nine months close to my heart. Sadly while I was there I lost some very dear friends. William who was my best friend and who was my heart. Lee my best friend and some times boyfriend who was my soul. Kelly who was like a mother to me and who was my head. But losing them helped me grow. After nine months I moved back to Plymouth got back in school. Hanging out with the three people who saved my life and I am dating a pretty okay guy. I'm not sure how it's turning out but I do know that I am not going to get beat down like I did the last time. If this doesn't work out it doesn't. If it does than YAY! I also know that if anyone needs to talk to someone I am here. I will aways be here. I'm able to help no matter what.
Favorite quotes
“When I'm right no one remembers. When I'm wrong no one forgets”-unknown
“Shite Happens dude”-William and Lee
“NEVER have regrets”-Jacob Daniel Lapp
“You can't take one the whole world babe. You sometimes have to have a friend help you through it”- Molly Thomas A.K.A. MOMO or Moes
“Smother with love!”- Marie Catharine LaValle
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, and quote is "Dancing on the earth and listening to Second Chance by Shinedown...my theme song". - I am a 19 year old woman from Indiana (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm Going to school, Hanging out with friends, looking for a job, and hanging out with my boyfriend.
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My Poetry
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I lay in my bed at night thinking of something awful and dark
I think of the sadness I'm bringing19 lines, 1 comment, November 16. In Inspirational, Happiness -
You act as if you know what I need
You act as if you've seen me this way before -
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You broke my heart
You ripped it out
My journal entries
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Have you ever been so in love with someone that you haven't even relized it until someone pointed it out to you and by that time your heart belongs to someone who just screws with it over and over and never really understands why you cry at night and why when he is being sweet you want him to stay for a few minutes lNovember 17, In Life, Love, My life, My own personal thoughts, Pain, Personal, Real time, Sad. 300 words. → Make first comment?
