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All my life I had been looking for something, and everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was.  I accepted their answers too, though they were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory.  I was naïve.  I was looking for myself and asking everyone except myself questions which I, and only I, could answer.  It took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization everyone else appears to have been born with:  that I am nobody but myself.  ~Ralph Ellison, "Battle Royal"

Shoot for the moon.  Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars.  ~Les Brown

Obstacles are those frightful things you see when you take your eyes off your goal.  ~Henry Ford’

Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.  ~Author Unknown

The world needs dreamers and the world needs doers.  But above all, the world needs dreamers who do.  ~Sarah Ban Breathnach, Simple Abundance: A Daybook of Comfort and Joy, 1996

Wherever you go, no matter what the weather, always bring your own sunshine.  ~Anthony J. D'Angelo, The College Blue Book

I You

varsity soccer, track and field, cross country...amature surfer ESA .
you dont know me, so dont judge me.
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My Chemical ROMANCE

"I'm Not Okay (I Promise)"

Well if you wanted honesty, That's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks,
For photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second store?

I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You -strike-wear-strike- me out.

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you *bold*sing*bold* the words but still don't know what they mean
To be a joke and look
Another line without a book
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look!

I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.

So can i beat out the dirty looks?
The photographs your boyfriend took?
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed

I'm okay.
I'm okay!
I'm okay, yeah
(I'm okay, yeah)

wish you were really hear listening to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I realize I'm okay!
(Trust me.)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)

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"It's Not A Fashion Statement, It's A Fucking Deathwish"

Lets GO!

Do you remember that day when we met
you told me it gets harder
well i said
were not holding on forever
promise me that when im gone you'll kill my enemies,
the damage you inflicted to the air routes
I'm coming back from the dead and ill take you home
I'll put you back into my heart

it never got that far, it helps me to come, come through this night
bright lights that, wont kill me now, or tell me how
just you and I your stareless tradgedy. well and then
dont pray for me, dont touch me, would you kill me in my sleep
we'll smell like dead
with all the **** you said to me

stabbed our backs, on razor blades
It wont be safe
I will avenge my ghost with every breath i take ill get you
back from the dead and ill take you home away!
ill put you back into my heart

this hole that you put me in
wasn't deep enough and
and im climbing out right now
your running out of places to hide from me
grab a hold of yourself
you see the hole flooding away girl

and (falling/living) is the hardest part
and then we'll end this together
(and in the end we'll problem her to shock)
her legs changing color
and then i will be with you
i will be there (while i starve)

and theres a reason for it i will be with you
<//3*
And i stand here with this gun to my head *bold*&*bold* wont you be soo sorry, when you see my blood stained shirt and crossed fingers. while you read the note left in my drawer. im missing you. and im not okay. do you understand , and forget me not, while you remeber waiting for me to come home...but then u go...and you go..so i'll remember...im so sorry, buts its up to you..<//3*