'There is too much pain here, and it agonisingly outweighs the pleasure'
Thank you to my favourites (especially my AP family). You were all an inspiration. Keep up the good work.
Fare thee well.
My Poetry
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The kettle boils in my veins, as I anxiously await your return;
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Bring me back again to this haunted serenity,
that crack in the middle of your abyss,
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When the sunlight pours in showers
and the earth grins and devours,
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My journal entries
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Cutters: For this purpose, Genuine cutters will be G-Cutters and the dregs of adolescence will be A-Cutters. Note - both types of cutters do harm themselves. Do all cutters act like the world must stop for their problems? No! i hear you say, not at all... In fact, you'd be right: G-cutters do not think this. A-cutters, despite the arguments they use to convince themselves that they don't, in fact do think the world re...
Cutters: For this purpose, Genuine cutters will be G-Cutters and the dregs of adolescence will be A-Cutters.
Note - both types of cutters do harm themselves.
Do all cutters act like the world must stop for their problems?
No! i hear you say, not at all...
In fact, you'd be right: G-cutters do not think this. A-cutters, despite the arguments they use to convince themselves that they don't, in fact do think the world revolves around them.
No! I hear you say again, shut up! That's bullshit!
Is it?
Then why do A-cutters make it such a big deal when they meet someone or write something (e.g. on AP)?
'I'm a cutter...yeah, i've been involved in cutting...'
In fact, the only time this answer should ever be given (if at all), is when someone says:
'whats that on your arm? do you cut yourself?'
But G-cutters who cut for an actual reason - and i'm not going to put that reason on here because it is the only legitimate reason why anyone would cut, and I dont want to give all you phonies out there the opportunity to replace your attention seeking arguments with a reasonable explanation - would try and hide it, or would divert the attention away even here. They know that it is a personal, almost ritual act that one commits for unsaid reason above, and the last thing they want is people to give them a lecture or grill them about it.
Most of, if not all the people I know or have heard of to be cutters, are pure, bored, time-wasting attention seekers:
No! you yell again. Take a look:
You wear your sleeves low or display in some way your cuts, and if you don't then you mention it in a coversation or make it clear that you do cut, pretty much to anyone that will give you sympathy or listen.
But here is the best part: when someone actually offers to listen, you push them away!!
'I can't trust you, i dont even know you properly'
...sure, but you had the trust to tell me that you do cut!
I mean, for crying out loud! If you didnt know me or trust me, why reveal something that is supposed to be so personal?!
Guest Book
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Hey =]
I can't sleep and it's 4;18 am so I figured I would stop by and say hello to my big brother since we haven't talked in ages
message me 
with love
Rose
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Heyy as just wanted to drop in and say hi and love ya
with love
your sis
rose
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Your poetry is fantastic...never stop. ever. haha
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