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Hey,
I recently turned 16,YAY!! but i thought id tell you abit about me.I like to play guitar, and ive recently bought a drum kit and am looking forward to when my lessons start. I enjoy listening to my heavy metal. Yes,typical i know. my fav bands are slipknot, Mudvayne,KoRn, Epica, Children Of Bodom and so on. i live with my mum,dad, sister and her boyfriend,but am looking forward to moving out very soon.
theres not much else to say about me. im actually kinda boring. Well thats what ive always told myself anyway.
I was molested when i was nine by a classmate who was supposed to be my friend. In the past, i tried commiting suicide a number of times or just to cut to cure the deep pain i was feeling..it hurt and i still carry the scars from that day. i have nightmares most of the time. His smile is imprinted on my brain.What he did made me disgusted in myself that i didnt stop him. No-one stopped him. I live with that everyday of my life. That is something that will haunt me till the day i die. but im ok now, i learnt that telling people(i.e family members) helps. not all people want to hurt you.
I realize im probably a deatbeat poet but i just find writing about what happened helps instead of cutting. i have always put myself down, and i just want to know if my poems are as dumb as I think they are. no-one in my family knows about my poetry and i know if they try to critize them, i will never get the real answers.



please feel free to comment on my poems. Please be honest, id really appreciate it.

thanks to all and please enjoy my poems, if possible.

Love and Peace

Jamie-lee (Jem)