She Hides Her Pain• Show poetry

Out by sixteen, or dead in this scene, but together forever


I am gothic. I love Evanescence, Slipknot, Green Day, HIM, Mudvane, P.O.D., Seether, Ramstein, t.a.T.U., Puddle of Mud, Yellow Card, Dashboard Confessional, Rob Zombie, Kidney Theives, Avril Lavine, ATREYU and Alien Ant Farm, Theater of Tragedy, My Chemical Romance and Crossfade, Paramore, Porcelain and the Tramps, Stereomud, Bullent for My Valentine, ASP, Flyleaf, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Alkaline Trio, Lacuna Coil, Demon Hunter, Devil Driver, Kelly Osbourne, Marilyn Manson,Cradle of Filth, Otep, Type O, Hawthorne Heights, Rise Against, Lady Gaga...


To a Kind Beauty of a Girl

To a friend who has been there for me
threw the thick and thin
to a person who is loving and cares
to a woman who has helped me thew life
and for always being there
to kind beauty of a girl for showing me the way
and for telling me that death is not the key
i love you dearly
to the one who calls her self the PrincessofDarkness
and showers us with all her thoughtness
I'm so glad that we are friends
and i hope we will be until the end
Happy Birthday Crystal!!!
Love your Irish beauty,
Kelly

Author notes
this is for my friend Crystal and fellow poet on here! i hope you have the best birthday!!
Written June 25th, 2005

http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=heDRFXabotk


These people mean the world to me. Mess with them and I'll rip out your throat. Got it.


Nyte Shade- Belle- Meh Ap Twin. She is dark and twisted like me. She is the girl after my own heart in poetry that is. She and i write some bad ass collaborations. I Love You Twinnie!

Thepeepingnosferatu- Alex- Meh Crayon. She is sweet and loves crayons as much as I do. She colors the world. She and I have alot in common.

Wulf Eyez De Winter- Cass- Ap sis- This girl sweet and cunning. She and I have alot in common. She always has my back and she is gorgeous. She loves wolves as much as i do. I Love You Cass

Shadow Princess- Sinead- Ap Sis. This young lady is so sweet. We love to talk about Renaissanse clothes. She loves talking about Wicca and about anything metaphysical. She and I are of like minds. I love ya sis.

Matt Von Fireface- Mattia- He is a great ap bro. He is sweet and we have many tings in common. He can always make me laugh and he has gorgeous eyes.

Schmexie Secret- Ellie- This girl is sweet and shares a like interest in music. When we first met we talked about music for hours. I Love Ya Sis

Dmonik- Scott- He shares a like interest i the metaphysical. He is like an older ap bro. He gives good advice. He makes me think.

Sugarblade- Rena- She is a spitfire thats pretty to boot. She is a great friend and always gives good advice.

American Rebel- William- He is sweet and a great listener. He gives great advice. He is a great AP bro. he makes me laugh when i want to cry. I Love Ya Bro!

Blueyez- Sara- Meh Bluey. She is a great friend. She has beautiful piercing blue eyes. She is a pistol. She gives great advice and is a great listener. She keeps me sane. I You Bluey

redbarchettadrive- Mark- He is a great friend. He and i are of like minds. We are from the same state. He gives great advice.

Billy Badass- Jaime- She's sweet and a good poet. She is smart and easy to get along with. She makes me smile.

Dark Geometry- Geo- He has an interest in the metaphysical just like me. He is a dark, twisted poet. He's sweet and makes me laugh.

Kellena Von Zombie- Kellena- Meh Zombie. I've know Kellena for 5 years. She is smart, sweet and pretty even though she doesn't think that she is. We've had our up's anddown's but we've remained friends. She's the little sister that I wish that I had. We love alot of the same movies and music. I Love You Kellena!!!

Dark Vampyre- Dan- i haven't know him that long but he seems cool. He and i have interest in the metaphysical and history. He is my friend from down under

Crazychook- Amelia- She is sweet and had the most beautiful piercing green eyes that I've ever seen. She is funny and always knows how to lift my spirits. She is a sister to me. I love her poems. I You Chooky!!!

MaddHatter- Matthew- He's very protective. He's a great friend. He's smart and sweet and he always has me rolling in the floor. He's easy to talk to and a great listener.

Nephlim- Elizabeth- Meh Nephy- A lovely young lady. Sweet and funny. She is a great poet and a good listener. I think that she is pretty.

The Odd One- Kristine- Oddity. she's funny and easy to talk to. She is a good listener and she is the sweetest person that I've ever met. She cares about the feelings of her friends.

Trilliana- Emily- I've known thisgirl ever since I've been on all poetry. She's smart and sweet. She's my oldest friend on AP. She doesn't take shit from anyone. I Love You Emi!!!

Rejected Easter Egg- Holly- Meh Eggeh. she is sweet and funny. She is pretty and she makes me laugh. She loves eggs as much as i do. She has a pretty smile. She is a great friend. I YOu Eggeh!!!

UnityHope-Dani- Meh marvelous Dani- I havent know her for long but she and i clicked when we first started talking. She is sweet and kind. She is a great poet and friend. She makes meh laugh. I luffles you Dani!!!





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Ville,
All days are nights to see
till i see thee,
all ngiths bright days
when dreams to show thee me.

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My best friends are the following:
Belle Nyte Shade
Alex Peping Alex
Cass Wulf Eyes De Winter
Shadow Shades Shadow
Matt. Zombie Bad Boy
Jaime Billy Badass
Kerri Salt Therapy
Scott Dmonik
Raeven Patched Up Ragdoll
Ellen Quiescent Dreamer
Holly Rejected Easter Egg
Matthew Random Master
Sara Blueyez
Rena Sugarblade
William Amaricanrebel
Sarah Broken Soul
Emily Trilliana
Tammy Strangeclouds
Jessica Sadgurl1
Arielle Wasurgirl72
Phil brodie25
Allissia Postmarked obituary
Bill sidewinder
Shelby Gothicdoll
Kelly Beautifully Chaotic
Ashley ChibberMonkey I lovers her to deathers



I love Vampires. I love reading books about them. I love reading anything about them. My favorite poems and short stories written about them are by Irrationalmind. She knows how to write.

My favorite color is dark purple , black and crimson
My favorite songs are Tourniquet by Evanescence, Boulavard of Broken Dreams by Green Day, Wait and Bleed by Slipknot, Fuck It and Gasoline by Seether, Dragula, Living Dead Girl,Thunderkiss 65, Feel So Numb by Rob Zombie, Misery Business by Paramore and My Leftovers by Porcelain and the Tramps.

I am a christian. I love softball and being extrremely pale. I am paper white. I look undead.

My nicknames


Boo Bear given to me by the love of my life Spencer
Chicka Bonita given to me by Emily
Scully given to me by Jessica Hirsch
Pumpkin given to me by Katie Peach
Dark Crystal given to me by Alan
Sabrina given to me by Lynda
Trikra,The Princess of Darkness given to my by my Ap mommy and daddy(Harmonia and brodie 25)
Baby doll from my Mother
Darky given to me by Gigi Insane Princess




Demonology and Heartache

So unaffectionate
So insecure
You claim to know
A thing or two about heartache
And what its like to have your insides torn out
And I believe you see it
Everytime your pallbearers pallor
Is obscured by the Darkness
Dancing across your face
And when the blackness veils
Your eyes in pain
I know what its like when memories make you wince
And love letters read like obituaries
And photo albums are the books of the dead
I need no more reminders
No more reminders
I'll forget the past
And lay it to rest


Chorus

If I had my way I'd cut the calluses off your
Off your breaking heart
If I could get passed the sternum
Cauterize those wounds with
Every kiss I could give to you
I'm holding your heart in my hands
The reason it still beats

Bridge

Am I being too cryptic?
Am I being too obscure?
Am I being too cryptic?
Am I being too obscure?

Love kills
Romance is dead
And I don't even trust myself
But I love you
And you can pull my wings apart
And pin down under glass
Until the end of days
If I can help you discover that
We share the same pain
I just hope that you write your thesis
Before your subject is dead
No life after death

Chorus




By:Atreyu Album: The Curse



Savior-


It kills me not to know this but I've all but just forgotten
What the color of her eyes were and her scars or how she got them
As the telling signs of age rain down, a single tear is dropping
Through the valleys of an aging face that this world has forgotten

There is no reconciliation that will put me in my place
And there is no time like the present to drink these draining seconds
But seldom do these words ring true when I'm constantly failing you
Like walls that we just can't break through until we disappear

So tell me now if this ain't love then how do we get out?
'Cause I don't know

That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer for the questions that you still have, oh, oh

And the day pressed on like crushing weights
For no man does it ever wait
Like memories of dying days that deafen us like hurricanes
Bathed in flames we held the brand, uncurled the fingers in your hand
Pressed into the flesh like sand, now do you understand?

So tell me now if this ain't love then how do we get out?
'Cause I don't know
[ Rise Against Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]

That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer for the questions that you still have, oh, oh

One thousand miles away, there's nothing left to say
But so much left that I don't know
We never had a choice, this world is too much noise
It takes me under, it takes me under once again

I don't hate you
I don't hate you, no

So tell me now if this ain't love then how do we get out?
'Cause I don't know

That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer for the questions that you still have, oh, oh

I don't hate you
I don't hate you, oh, oh
I don't hate you
I don't hate you, no, oh, oh

Savior By: Rise Against


This is my fifth birthday on all poetry. I am now 26



My favorite quotes from movies:

"Mommy" "I am not your fucking mommy" The Ring 2
"Tastes better than chocolate" Dracula 2ooo
"Hey " "Is anyone going to call me an ambulance?" Sin City

"I keep trying to die but, they won't let me" The Notebook