I write my poetry to vent and get out my thoughts and get stuff off my chest! I deal with a lot of depression and all this other stuff... so I am happy to have a way to vent.
Okay, to start with a little about myself... okay... I like to listen to all kinds of music... Punk, metal, goth, grunge, even country... Some bands I like are Aiden, Atreyu, Slipknot, Korn, Disturbed, Evanescence, Evans Blue, 10 Years, metallica, Hinder, Stone Sour, AC/DC... and more than that... My favorite TV show of ALL times is Supernatural (GO JARED AND JENSEN!!!!!! aka SAM AND DEAN) lol. I also like to sing a lot... One thing not many people know is that I like girls... yes, girls and boys... I am bi... not many people know that... not even my best friend knows... hahaha. I am 16 years old... I am about 5 foot 6... I like to play with my lighter... I am a pyro! hahaha... I used to smoke... but I quit for my friends... well, that's all I can think of... Hope you enjoy my stuff... l8er everyone! Enjoy!
Amanda
okay, here are a few songs that I like.. the lyrics...
Lipgloss and Black by Atreyu
If I gave you pretty enough words
Could you paint a picture of us that works
An emphasis on function rather than design
Aren't you tired cause I will carry you, on a broken back
And blown out knees, I have been where you are for a while
Aren't you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream
All the stars right out of the sky
And destroy the prettiest starry night
Every evening that I die
I am exhumed
Just a little less human, and alot more bitter and cold (x4)
After all these images of pain
Have cut right through you
I will kiss every scar
And weep you are not alone
Then I'll show you that place
In my chest where my heart
Still tries to beat, It still tries to beat.
Aren't you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream
All stars right out of the sky
And destroy the prettiest starry night
Every evening that I die
Live
Love
Burn
Die
Disturbed: Stricken
You walk on like a woman in suffering
Won't even bother now to tell me why
You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment
Leaving me broken another time
You come on like a bloodstained hurricane
Leave me alone, let me be this time
You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption
I don't want to mention, the reason I know
That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss will I run
You don't know what your power has done to me
I want to know if I'll heal inside
I can't go on with a holocaust about to happen
Seeing you laughing another time
You'll never know how your face has haunted me
My very soul has to bleed this time
Another hole in the wall of my inner defenses
Leaving me breathless, the reason I know
That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss will I run
Into the abyss will I run
You walk on like a woman in suffering
Won't even bother now to tell me why
You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment
Leaving me broken another time
You come on like a bloodstained hurricane
Leave me alone, let me be this time
You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption
I don't want to mention, the reason I know
That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss will I run
Into the abyss will I run
I can't let you go
Yes I am stricken and can't let you go
Breaking Benjamin: Blow Me Away
They fall in line
One at a time
Ready to play
I can’t see them anyway
No time to lose
We’ve got to move
Steady and held
I am losing sight again
Fire your guns
Its time to run
Blow me away
I will stay unless I'm made
After the fall
We’ll shake it off
Show me the way
Only the strongest will survive
Lead me to heaven when we die
I am a shadow on the wall
I’ll be the one to save us all
There’s nothing left
So save your breath
Lying in wait
Caught inside this tidal wave
You’re covers blown
No where to go
Holding your fate
Loaded I will walk alone
Fire your guns
Its time to run
Blow me away
I will stay unless I may
After the fall
We’ll shake it off
Show me the way
Only the strongest will survive
Lead me to heaven when we die
I am a shadow on the wall
I’ll be the one to save us all
You wanted it back
(come bring me back)
Only the strongest will survive
Lead me to heaven when we die
I am a shadow on the wall
I’ll be the one to save us all
Save us all
Aiden: The Last Sunrise
You sink your teeth in.
Bite the blood that drains the life inside of me and fills your soul with love and hate and all those things you need to breath.
My body dies
But still my soul remains eternally in search of Caspian waves and shallow graves.
Explain why me?
This nightmare (This nightmare) won't last long.
Are you scared? (Are you scared?) So sing this song.
I'm right there (I'm right there) by your side.
Tonight we've got a chance.
I watched the sky bleed grey with see-through shades of violent
Bloody stains and felt the evil prime and wicked start a course straight through my veins.
I'm so alive
My skin so cold and fake.
I close my eyes
I know that now's the time to take my chance with death and realize.
Sunrise, sunset, will you wash away the rain?
Sunrise, sunset, will you wash away the pain?
This nightmare (This nightmare) won't last long.
Are you scared? (Are you scared?) So sing this song.
I'm right there (I'm right there) by your side.
Tonight we've got a chance.
This nightmare (This nightmare) won't last long.
Are you scared? (Are you scared?) So sing this song.
I'm right there (I'm right there) by your side.
Tonight we've got a chance.
So mute and beautiful to me
A promise kept on high
An angelic look at life through open eyes.
Don't be scared
We'll make it work.
We're right on time
Don't make things worse.
Now I'm right there by your side.
(Sunrise) I will avenge
(Sunset) I can't pretend
(Sunrise) I won't forget this vain
(Sunset) attempt and promise kept.
Just one more night to make up for the loss of love and time.
Here comes the sun to rid this world of see-through blood and swollen light.
Sunrise, sunset, will you wash away the rain?
Sunrise, sunset, will you wash away the pain?
This nightmare (This nightmare) won't last long.
Are you scared? (Are you scared?) So sing this song.
I'm right there (I'm right there) by your side.
Tonight we've got a chance
This nightmare (This nightmare) won't last long.
Are you scared? (Are you scared?) So sing this song.
I'm right there (I'm right there) by your side.
Tonight we've got a chance
Sunrise.
The last sunrise.
The last sunrise.
Animal I Have Become
by Three Days Grace
album:
I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see
The darkest side of me
No one would ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe, It's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal (this animal x's 2)
I can't escape myself
So many times I've lied
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see
The darkest side of me
No one would ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe, It's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe, It's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this cell
This Animal x's 7
So what if you can see
The darkest side of me
No one would ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe, It's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe, It's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
This animal I have become.
Atreyu: The Theft
He bends and he breaks
If he gives they will take away
His passion, his pain, his grace
He exhales
A thousand black flowers explode
Into butterflies as they're away
Rip them out, take them
Burn to coals as they crush
And leave nothing that
Resembles a soul of a man
See him numb, see him crushed
See him numb, see him crushed
Rip them out, take them
Burn to coals as they crush
And leave nothing that
Resembles a soul of a man
Leave him numb, leave him crushed
Leave him numb, leave him crushed
Just a fire inside one too many times
He's burning over and out as he fails
Up against the raging tides
No more sides
Everything you ever wanted to see
I see it in his eyes
One more time, one more time
Climb down to test the waters
My hands feel like they're rusting away, yeah
So I'll pace around like a lamb before the slaughter
I'll stay here, as long as you let me
Decisions, then, made obvious,
So I will return to where I started, I'll stay there
Unfinished I'll wither away
Rip them out, take them
Burn to coals as they crush
And leave nothing that
Resembles a soul of a man
See him numb, see him crushed
See him numb, see him crushed
Rip them out, take them
Burn to coals as they crush
And leave nothing that
Resembles a soul of a man
Leave him numb, leave him crushed
Leave him numb, leave him crushed
here are a few links for my favorite bands:
www.aiden.org
www.atreyurock.com
www.distubed1.com
www.afireinside.net
Here's a few links for fun stuff... You'll probably like it, it's funny!
www.amishdonkey.com
www.quizilla.com
www.lyricsbox.com
Enjoy!
Okay, to start with a little about myself... okay... I like to listen to all kinds of music... Punk, metal, goth, grunge, even country... Some bands I like are Aiden, Atreyu, Slipknot, Korn, Disturbed, Evanescence, Evans Blue, 10 Years, metallica, Hinder, Stone Sour, AC/DC... and more than that... My favorite TV show of ALL times is Supernatural (GO JARED AND JENSEN!!!!!! aka SAM AND DEAN) lol. I also like to sing a lot... One thing not many people know is that I like girls... yes, girls and boys... I am bi... not many people know that... not even my best friend knows... hahaha. I am 16 years old... I am about 5 foot 6... I like to play with my lighter... I am a pyro! hahaha... I used to smoke... but I quit for my friends... well, that's all I can think of... Hope you enjoy my stuff... l8er everyone! Enjoy!
Amanda
okay, here are a few songs that I like.. the lyrics...
Lipgloss and Black by Atreyu
If I gave you pretty enough words
Could you paint a picture of us that works
An emphasis on function rather than design
Aren't you tired cause I will carry you, on a broken back
And blown out knees, I have been where you are for a while
Aren't you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream
All the stars right out of the sky
And destroy the prettiest starry night
Every evening that I die
I am exhumed
Just a little less human, and alot more bitter and cold (x4)
After all these images of pain
Have cut right through you
I will kiss every scar
And weep you are not alone
Then I'll show you that place
In my chest where my heart
Still tries to beat, It still tries to beat.
Aren't you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream
All stars right out of the sky
And destroy the prettiest starry night
Every evening that I die
Live
Love
Burn
Die
Disturbed: Stricken
You walk on like a woman in suffering
Won't even bother now to tell me why
You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment
Leaving me broken another time
You come on like a bloodstained hurricane
Leave me alone, let me be this time
You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption
I don't want to mention, the reason I know
That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss will I run
You don't know what your power has done to me
I want to know if I'll heal inside
I can't go on with a holocaust about to happen
Seeing you laughing another time
You'll never know how your face has haunted me
My very soul has to bleed this time
Another hole in the wall of my inner defenses
Leaving me breathless, the reason I know
That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss will I run
Into the abyss will I run
You walk on like a woman in suffering
Won't even bother now to tell me why
You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment
Leaving me broken another time
You come on like a bloodstained hurricane
Leave me alone, let me be this time
You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption
I don't want to mention, the reason I know
That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss will I run
Into the abyss will I run
I can't let you go
Yes I am stricken and can't let you go
Breaking Benjamin: Blow Me Away
They fall in line
One at a time
Ready to play
I can’t see them anyway
No time to lose
We’ve got to move
Steady and held
I am losing sight again
Fire your guns
Its time to run
Blow me away
I will stay unless I'm made
After the fall
We’ll shake it off
Show me the way
Only the strongest will survive
Lead me to heaven when we die
I am a shadow on the wall
I’ll be the one to save us all
There’s nothing left
So save your breath
Lying in wait
Caught inside this tidal wave
You’re covers blown
No where to go
Holding your fate
Loaded I will walk alone
Fire your guns
Its time to run
Blow me away
I will stay unless I may
After the fall
We’ll shake it off
Show me the way
Only the strongest will survive
Lead me to heaven when we die
I am a shadow on the wall
I’ll be the one to save us all
You wanted it back
(come bring me back)
Only the strongest will survive
Lead me to heaven when we die
I am a shadow on the wall
I’ll be the one to save us all
Save us all
Aiden: The Last Sunrise
You sink your teeth in.
Bite the blood that drains the life inside of me and fills your soul with love and hate and all those things you need to breath.
My body dies
But still my soul remains eternally in search of Caspian waves and shallow graves.
Explain why me?
This nightmare (This nightmare) won't last long.
Are you scared? (Are you scared?) So sing this song.
I'm right there (I'm right there) by your side.
Tonight we've got a chance.
I watched the sky bleed grey with see-through shades of violent
Bloody stains and felt the evil prime and wicked start a course straight through my veins.
I'm so alive
My skin so cold and fake.
I close my eyes
I know that now's the time to take my chance with death and realize.
Sunrise, sunset, will you wash away the rain?
Sunrise, sunset, will you wash away the pain?
This nightmare (This nightmare) won't last long.
Are you scared? (Are you scared?) So sing this song.
I'm right there (I'm right there) by your side.
Tonight we've got a chance.
This nightmare (This nightmare) won't last long.
Are you scared? (Are you scared?) So sing this song.
I'm right there (I'm right there) by your side.
Tonight we've got a chance.
So mute and beautiful to me
A promise kept on high
An angelic look at life through open eyes.
Don't be scared
We'll make it work.
We're right on time
Don't make things worse.
Now I'm right there by your side.
(Sunrise) I will avenge
(Sunset) I can't pretend
(Sunrise) I won't forget this vain
(Sunset) attempt and promise kept.
Just one more night to make up for the loss of love and time.
Here comes the sun to rid this world of see-through blood and swollen light.
Sunrise, sunset, will you wash away the rain?
Sunrise, sunset, will you wash away the pain?
This nightmare (This nightmare) won't last long.
Are you scared? (Are you scared?) So sing this song.
I'm right there (I'm right there) by your side.
Tonight we've got a chance
This nightmare (This nightmare) won't last long.
Are you scared? (Are you scared?) So sing this song.
I'm right there (I'm right there) by your side.
Tonight we've got a chance
Sunrise.
The last sunrise.
The last sunrise.
Animal I Have Become
by Three Days Grace
album:
I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see
The darkest side of me
No one would ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe, It's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal (this animal x's 2)
I can't escape myself
So many times I've lied
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see
The darkest side of me
No one would ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe, It's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe, It's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this cell
This Animal x's 7
So what if you can see
The darkest side of me
No one would ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe, It's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe, It's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
This animal I have become.
Atreyu: The Theft
He bends and he breaks
If he gives they will take away
His passion, his pain, his grace
He exhales
A thousand black flowers explode
Into butterflies as they're away
Rip them out, take them
Burn to coals as they crush
And leave nothing that
Resembles a soul of a man
See him numb, see him crushed
See him numb, see him crushed
Rip them out, take them
Burn to coals as they crush
And leave nothing that
Resembles a soul of a man
Leave him numb, leave him crushed
Leave him numb, leave him crushed
Just a fire inside one too many times
He's burning over and out as he fails
Up against the raging tides
No more sides
Everything you ever wanted to see
I see it in his eyes
One more time, one more time
Climb down to test the waters
My hands feel like they're rusting away, yeah
So I'll pace around like a lamb before the slaughter
I'll stay here, as long as you let me
Decisions, then, made obvious,
So I will return to where I started, I'll stay there
Unfinished I'll wither away
Rip them out, take them
Burn to coals as they crush
And leave nothing that
Resembles a soul of a man
See him numb, see him crushed
See him numb, see him crushed
Rip them out, take them
Burn to coals as they crush
And leave nothing that
Resembles a soul of a man
Leave him numb, leave him crushed
Leave him numb, leave him crushed
here are a few links for my favorite bands:
www.aiden.org
www.atreyurock.com
www.distubed1.com
www.afireinside.net
Here's a few links for fun stuff... You'll probably like it, it's funny!
www.amishdonkey.com
www.quizilla.com
www.lyricsbox.com
Enjoy!
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- I am a 16 year old girl (United States)
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oneal on November 2, 2007Hi Amanada
Glad that I could the opportunity to hear from you.
Oneal
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natalie kay on October 26, 2007polyphobia is the fear of many things. i didn't even scratch the surface with all my fears, i just wanted to be goofy and serious at the same time. glad i made u laugh!
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Crimson Viper on October 15, 2007They moved now... I'm so mad! I miss him so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Crimson Viper on September 25, 2007Hey there. how's it goin? Things are going good here I guess. Cory says his mom is thinking about moving... with Chris, the guy she's been trying to get a divorce from... hm... sounds kinda weird don't it. lol. But yeah, if he ends up gaving to move, I'm going to die. like, no lie about that!
well... I'll talk to you later! bye
Crimson
