Maybe I don't know who I am anymore I just want to scream and Cry but who cares. I feel I am more alone than ever before...
"We are not evil. We don't harm or seduce people. We are not dangerous. We are ordinary people like you. We have families, jobs, hopes, and dreams. We are not a cult. This religion is not a joke. We are not what you think we are from looking at TV. We are real. We laugh, we cry. We are serious. We have a sense of humor. You don't have to be afraid of us. We don't want to convert you. And please don't try to convert us. Just give us the same right we give you--to live in peace. We are much more similar to you than you think."- Margot Adler
A little about me:
Pen Name: Shadow Seraphim
Always: Lady Rhiannon Teagan Winterstar Llewellyn
Real Name: Seraphim Nicole Kelly-De Laney
DOB: July 08, 1986
Hair Color:Black with blonde highlights
Eyes: Green
Orientation: Bisexual
Hobbies: Reading, Writing, Meditating, Drawing, and Tarot
#1 Bands: Evanescence , Metallica, HIM, Cradle of Filth and Within Temptation
Favorite People: Amy Lee , Ville Valo, Dani Filth
Favorite Colors: Black, Purple, Green, Red and Blue
Religion: Wicca
A little More about me:
Me I am what others may call unique, I am Born of the Irish,and I am a Devout Wiccan... I have been for 5 years now.. but I have a mesh of Beliefs but I can't really explain them all....I love to read and Draw as well as Write Poetry and stories.. As for my Style of Poetry it has become more defined over the last year, its more along the lines of pain, broken, and love but sometimes funny. My poetry comes for my heart and Soul that has been Broken so many times,I write about all the things that I have been through in my life.
My Family off AP:~
I have one Sister, Danielle.
My Six Great Best Friends:~
Nena and Travis I hope the lead happy lives with the new Family they will have soon.. Congrats !
~*Only Nena is on AP *~
Morpheus: A very dear Friend and The Kindest man I have ever known.
~*not on AP*~
Rhianna, The Lady of my Heart and my dearest friend.
~*she is on AP at times*~
Misty Dawn White : She Someone who has touched me in a way that she will have a place in my Heart for all time, Who's Fire warms me to my soul.
~*is on AP*~
Raven : One of my Best Friends, He's the Raven who watches over me... and he has something very special a Key to something within me.. even with sharp Talons he holds a very fragile Lonely Beauty ever so Gently.
~* He is on AP *~
My AP Family its small but I am sure with Time it will grow:~
Father:~ Karayan ::An Amazing poet, and my Dearest Friend, and I've come to think of him as my Father http://allpoetry.com/Karayan Ap and RL Father
Mother:~ Karayan's Lovely Wife : Mystic-Brat http://allpoetry.com/Mystic-brat Ap and RL Mother
My Guardian Angel :~ Darc Raven: http://allpoetry.com/Darc%20Raven He is one of my Best Friends.. I am glad we are Friends again, He is the Angel that Protects His Friends... and I love him Dearly for it.. Le mo ghrasa mise, agus liomsa mo ghra..... Gra Anois Agus Go Deo.... He is the only one meant to know what that means.
My Fiecre Protector :~ Dark Lady Dragoness
http://allpoetry.com/DarkLadyDragoness She is my Red,
and I love her , she is my woman.. she is my Fire , She is a mother of 5. and a very True Friend I met her through a old friend of myne , Morpheus. through them him as well I met Rhianna. but anywho. My Misty she is my guardian Dragoness.. as she says you mess with her Friends and Family you have to go through her.. If you try to take her on she will set you aflame....
Ap Aunt:~ Storm-Goddess : http://allpoetry.com/Storm-Goddess She is My Mommy and Papi's Sister. she listened when everyone else was away or busy. and I thank her for showing me kindness.. I would love to get to know her..
My Ap Aunt*~ Riftkin : A Rogue, A Thief.... still a dear friend and http://allpoetry.com/Riftkin
Sister:~ Nerieda Nightshade http://allpoetry.com/Nereida%20Nightshade
My Very Best friend and My sister under the wiccan law. she has been my friend for years, and I pray to the goddess that we remain so for many more years to come.. she is a very talented poet and writer.. she is the one who inspired me to write and showed me this site and ever since my poetry has grown.. Thank you My Sister for being there for me , You are One of the Greatest Poets I have ever known you belong with the other Greats. She is the Best Friend a Girl like me could have,. Sometimes I don't say it enough but I love ya Girl... May the Goddess Smile warm upon you.. This is a Poem she wrote for me: "For Dreamweaver Maiden" http://allpoetry.com/poem/2846408
Sister:~
Rhianna or Dark Angel http://allpoetry.com/Dark%20Amethyst%20Angel
She is another Dear friend, She Has the soul of a Lovely Lady and a Heart full of unreleased Passion. Blessed Be my Friend. You have a special place in my heart. Your Shy but with Friends and support you will Grow to be an amazing Poet, and ye are the lady of my Heart My Sweet Álainn Haon *Beautiful One*
Ap Grandmother:~ Rose Angel : http://allpoetry.com/Rose%20Angel She is my Papi Karayan's Ap Mother.. a very sweet lady
My AP Uncle :
Sir Griswold: http://allpoetry.com/Griswold A Bard My Uncle Hehe and and Very Talented Poet... My Uncle Griswold Wrote this Poem for me... http://allpoetry.com/poem/3224404
Jehdin tal Darasin: a Sneaky Little Drow and a every dear Friend http://allpoetry.com/Jehdin%20tal%20Darasin
Dark Poet Twin : My AP Father's Niece and my Ap Cousin http://allpoetry.com/Dark%20Poet%20Twin
http://allpoetry.com/tawk : Poet with a Beautiful and Pure soul
Ap Sister:~ Lady Immortale Bellezza http://allpoetry.com/Immortale%20Bellezza
http://allpoetry.com/countrybabe: A Wonderful Poet and now My Allpoetry Aunt Thank you!
80% of Americans say I Love you
20% actually mean it.
If you honestly are in the 20%, paste this into your profile
One can also Find me at Tagged and Myspace here are the Links:
http://www.myyearbook.com/imperfect-seraphim
www.myspace.com/dreamweaver_maiden
My Favorite Poem:
"A Rose in Winter"
A Crimson Bloom in winter's snow,
Born out of time, like a maiden's woe,
Spawned in a season when the chill winds blow.
'Twas Found in a sheltered spot,
Bright sterling gules and blemished not,
Red as a drop o' blood from the broken heart,
Of the maid who waits and weeps atop the tor,
Left behind by yon argent knight sworn to war,
'Til ajousting and aquesting he goes no more.
Fear Not, Sweet Jo, amoulderin' on the moor.
The winter's rose doth promise in the fading runes of yore,
That true love once found will again be restored.
~* From the A Rose in Winter, By Kathleen E. Woodwiss.*~
Never say "I Love You"...
If you really don't care.
Never talk about feelings
If they aren't really there.
Never hold my hand
If you're gonna break my heart.
Never say you're going to
If you don't plan to start.
Never look into my eyes
If all you do is lie...
Never say hi
If you really mean goodbye.
If you really mean forever
Then say you will try.
Never say forever
Cuz forever makes me cry...
I feel this saying fits me so well:
"I want to be Remembered
as the Girl who smiles
even though her
Heart is BROKEN
And the one who can always
brighten up your day even if she
Couldn't Brighten up her own?
Just look for the girl with the Broken smile.....
When one Is dear to the heart, Its impossible to forget them.. impossible to not love them. the pain and regret will hang over you when you lose them. Bleeding eternally, the heart and soul do. And no matter how life turns out, none will replace them.~*Darc Raven*~
Angels are hard to come by. They are forgiving for everything you do, and stick by your side no matter what. Its impossible to push them away, for they will always fly to your side when you need them. ~*Darc Raven*~
Congestive Heart Failure Awareness
I lost my RL Father to Heart Failure..
Glynn R. Kelly... June 5th 1953- March 24th 2005
Just 4 months shy of his 52nd Birthday..
I miss him Terribly He was and is still My Guardian , My Protector
The Spirit of the Snowy Owl ...
February 11-17, 2007
National Heart Failure Awareness Week
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----\\\-///----Someone
-----\\///-----Who Died
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My Great Grandmother....
Blessed Be All!
~*Hold Fast to your Dreams they might surprise you.... Dream Sweet to all when sleep comes to you, and May the Dreamweaver come to you in the still of the night and weave a spell in you mind*~
~*Ravenic Seraphim*~
- Last seen 8 hours ago. Member since April 7, 2006.
- I'm a moonstone path poet for 524 comments.
- My mood is
, and quote is "Love, Soulmates are just Fairytales and Myth ". - I am a 23 year old woman from Kentucky (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm Reading Novels , Drawing or Chatting with Friends.
- Visit my homepage at www.myyearbook.com/imperfect-seraphim


















- I am in the groups A Heaven For My Friends, A Place For Evanescence Lovers, Alyshian Tara, Beautiful Bisexual Women, Crescent Moon Castle, Felcat and Friends, Gay Lesbian and Bisexuals Group, THE ABC School Time, The Kingdom of Rune, World of Warcraft Players Unite
- I have 524 comments, 13 contests, 2 addlines, 2 columns, 175 poems, 4 stories, 26 journals
Poems I'm focused on
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Walking the fine line between the shadows
Light on the other side of me -
Screaming from the depths
Crying within the shadows -
Forever Love, My Beloved is my promise to you
No matter what my heart is yours
I'll still feel the same even though -
When does a Dream become a Nightmare?
When a Dream Dies in a Heart.... -
Wind howls in the night,
Maybe someday you’ll have woke up,
My Poetry
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Thump Thump of the heart
Pulse racing
My Stories
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By the pale moonlight ridding in the Saddle with Sandor, with his arm around my waist. The words that my stepfather had said still rang in
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Feathers Flying around the room, two young children, a boy and a girl of the ages nine and seven. Jumping up and Down on a Bed Laughing a enjoying themselves a nice pillow fight. The Little girl reared back and whopped Her B
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1111 lines, 2 comments, November 29, 2006. In 600-2000 words, Adult, Fiction, Gay, Love, Romance, Unfinished
My other items
- Column: Help! Need Ideas! at allpoetry
I need help with ideas for a contest - Column: I am working on getting Points at allpoetry
I am working on getting points I haven't done a conest in a long time and I gave all my points I had to a friend for their contest..
My journal entries
Guest Book
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Le Fille Morte on August 16great poetry (:
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Darc Raven on February 21
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the masked one on May 8, 2008*Smiles* Hello Lady Rhiannon. My name is Isha, the druidess. Your sister Aiteera is my daughter, what a small world we live in. It is a pleasure to be part of Rune. Thank you
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the masked one on May 8, 2008*Smiles* Hello Lady Rhiannon. My name is Isha, the druidess. Your sister Aiteera is my daughter, what a small world we live in. It is a pleasure to be part of Rune. Thank you

