My poetry style is a reflection of my current state of mind. I usually write to release stress with creativity. I don't write to impress anyone so if you like my poetry then cool and if you don't oh well. Some of my poetry is influenced by the music I listen to. I would list some of my favorite bands but, it isn't like anyone even reads this so I'm not going to waste my time or yours. My poetry isn't always dark, it can be in a lighter mood... Like I said before, it depends on how I'm feeling.
- Last seen on Oct 5 7:25 AM. Member since October 9, 2004.
- I'm a lapisLazuli dream poet for 302 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is I like my edges rough....
- I am a 20 year old guy from Louisiana (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a US Marine.
- Visit my homepage at www.myspace.com/shade13
- I am in the groups Diseased Minds
- I have 302 comments, 1 contest
My Poetry
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I walk through the blistering sand
Sweat pours out from my nervous skin -
A broken heart left bleeding Fading away, your beauty fleeting15 lines, 12 comments, December 17, 2007
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Living dead girl 626 : Your forever Invite on April 16I don't play nice with others...but I might with you!! Come MMA with me...
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shadow89 on February 3, 2006wut is up! i aint talked to u in a while....so i thought i might drop a shit here..
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Good Morning. Yesterday was a good day. ISS blew though it was sooooo boring and I didn't do any of my work anyways. I might do it today. But Emilys ganna start tutoring me in chemistry and Algrebra YAY! thats every Monday so I dont know if I'm going to get every wendsday off. I dont know whats wrong with me but these past few days i've been soo tired. I might just sleep all day. I miss you so much. I'm passed being fed up with not getting to see you.I don't even know how I feel about it anymore. I mean of course I want to be with you again but like I have no feeling towards your mom. It seems the more I try to get people out of trouble the more they get into. Everyones mom doesn't like me or has their own "opinion" about me and I'm so sick of being judged. I wish some parents did know I wish they did know what I'm about. I bet they would'nt think the same of me then.That ticks me off so bad. O well. Apparently we can't talk on here anymore...it was bad enough me having to edit what I said to you already. Its not like its easy to get to talk to you either but o well.After today we have to find another way because people are reading whats being said.
Losing doubt, and gaining hope.
I love you Zach,
Kim -
Well good morning babe. I a little late on starting this today. My brother came home last night...and automatically started lecturing me bout getting an F. And I had the most God aweful dream imaginable. i dreampt after Josh woke me up that this huge fat guy and his skinny wife took me andrea and mom as prisoners and he used us as sex slaves. Well it turns out somehow andrea got hurt and had to go to the hospital and I escaped. Then he came looking for me and there was a coffee shop and I was trying to tell that lady not to tell him where andrea was. O babe it was horrible. To think that something like that could happen to imagining my sister going through that sickens me. And I know how sinister it sounds but I doubt I tell anyone else that dream. Something else happened last night too. Jamie V gave me all the letters the other Jamie wrote her. There was like 6 pages to 3 every other day for like a week. She blamed everything on me. She said that I just kept hurting her and bringing her down. She said that when I told her bye "it felt like a million pounds being lifted off my chest." She was saying how I had all this drama and how she felt sorry for me. And how she could'nt believe how i was trying to control the other jamie and how she would never do that. Then she went on and on bout jamie and how much she loves her and even though Jamie didnt want her as anything more then a friend "she would show her what a real friend is." Now its true. Now I can honestly say I was right about everything from the beginning. I've read other things jamies written to other people. The exact same shit shes saying or said to her. Everything was just another repeat. She just kept blaming EVERYTHING on me. Like it was my fault Jamie thought she was in love with me and it was my fault that I couldnt look at her and trust that she wouldnt throw my friendship away like she did before. Like it was my fault I knew and know shes full of shit. I've known her for years now. Jumping from friend to friend not thinking about the meaning of a friend. I don't know but if I wanted to blame all my pain on one of my friends theres no way I could because I'd be smart enough to know that was stupid and immature. Don't get me wrong I said alot of stuff to her I should'nt have. But I didn't have you to tell my feelings to so I thought I was doing the next best thing telling my friend. Your not suppose to take what I say and turn it around to it tearing you down. Thats not what a fucking friend is. You never did that and Marisols never done that. Brittany has Jamie and jamie. I hate not trusting anyone but now that I've read that bs I'm so putting up my guards again. And this is my fault because i knew it would happen. How could I let myself trust their better judgement of not judging me in the first place? I'm never going to admit I have as many problems as I do but how else am I going to get over it? Babe I gave them a chance and here Iam again. Pissed and hurt. The thing that got me was Jamie was actually believing her every word. I thought she was smarter then that. I shouldnt stereotype my "friends" but looky now how I was right and their no different then what I merely thought theyd turn out to be but dont get me wrong I was hoping they wouldnt. I'm in Iss today...and tomorrow so I probably wont get to talk to you. I can't explain how I feel right now. Probably fed up with me thinking negative about people and me being always right. Write me on here though I need to hear you. Don't worry about the shit I say just tell me bout you and how your doing. I miss you Zach.
Dealing with the fate of regret, heartache, and Pain.
I love you, I need you.
Kim
