Shacadia Shay• Show poetry

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FireFairyBradhadair & DarkPrincessVampire

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the poem that first brought me to this fantastic site was written by Emotionaldarkness http://allpoetry.com/emotionaldarkness
Called: razer blade http://allpoetry.com/poem/2028925

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About Me
Hi my name is Shacaida and I’m 17 years old. I'm a Gothic/pagan & some people would describe me as a vampire. I'm a life member of Surf life saving. I enjoy singing, dancing and acting. I write my own songs and I’m learning guitar. I can play the keyboard already. My friends are really cool but they worry to much bout my cancer. My poetry, song & story writing is my life their my out let on all the bad things i'm dealing with in life. I couldn’t live with out it nor would I be able to live without my music.

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My Music
I'm now a solo singer but was once in a band. my sister was the lead guitarist &; then there were 5 other members. but when Izzy got sick we all stopped playing. Sandra moved to Perth (haven't heard from her since) &; not that long ago my niece, Katie (we called her Katty) &; her mom &; i were in a car crash. Katie &; my niece passed on to the shadow world. as for Amanda, jack &; dean i lost contact with my moving from town to town. I've written many songs (i was the one in charge of most of the vocal work) but i write for myself now. mostly sad songs bout loss &; death. but occasionally a more cheerful one. I'm a pagan..goth &; my life is just one big mess. so i can write easily bout a lot of things. i was going to leave Australia to live with my aunt but shes just passed. so life as i know it will be even more difficult. so lest I'll have more things to write bout when I'm writing my lyrics. but i don't just sing i can play keyboard &; I'm learning the guitar.

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Every school has them,
they are ugly or fat.
They have scars or acne or birthmarks.
Or maybe its just something about them
that doesn't fit in with the cherry-lipgloss,
video hits view,
of how teenagers should be?...
People are mean to them
they ridicule them
they make monsters of them
people don't want to sit next to them or stand near them...
I AM ONE OF THESE!
and I think its horrible that people can be mean
to somebody for these things.

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~*~*~ Who Are You? ~*~*~

Name: Shacadia
Nickname: Emily, Molly, Cadia, Kat, Goth Kitten, Dark Princess & Princess
Zodiac Sign: Virgo
Rising Sign: Gemini
Birth Year: 1991
Birthplace: Whyalla
Hometown: Whyalla
Are you the eldest, middle, youngest or only child?: Middle
Heritage: Australian/American

~*~* What Do You Look Like? ~*~*~
Hair Color: natraly a blonde but can be any color. i dye it all the tym
Eye Color: grey/green, grey/blue depends on the light
Skin tone: fair
Face Shape: Heart shaped i fink
Height: 161cm
Weight: N/A
Shoe size: anywhere between a 6 and an 10 i have wide feet

~*~*~What Do You Like? ~*~*~
Colors: Black, Green, Purple & Red
Scents: Flowers especialy the blue moon rose
TV Channels: um southern cross gts/bkn & ten
PC Games: um most
Snack Foods: CHOCOLATE, Skittles, Marshmallows, anyfink with sugar apart from liquorish & things with peanuts (i'm allergic)
Beverages: Creaming Soda, Lemonaide with rasberry cordial, chocolate thickshakes & coffee
Alcohol Beverages: Jim Beam, Jack Daniels, basicly Bourbon mixed with coke & also pulse.
Game Consoles: PCs & nintendo 64
Concerts: Evanesence, I Killed The Prom Queen. Jeesie McCartney & Hillary Duff with my lil sis. & an internet concert of Distubed with my other half Mark & sister Kara
Conversation Topics: to many to list
Magazines: none really um i used to collect total girl when it first came out for a few yrs...
Flowers: Roses, Lillys & Irises
Radio Stations: Magic FM
Jewelry: Necklaces, Ring, Lip Ring, ear rings
Restaurants: um... Fast food- Barnical Bills, KFC & Hungry Jacks. Pubs- Sundowner
Websites: Allpoetry, Myspace, Hotmail, Neopets
CDs: to many to name
Vacation spots: um anywhere as long as im with my other half
TV commercials: hate them

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poem by my lil sis Sam for me

Big Sister
you're always there when i'm happy
you calm me down when i get mad
you make me smile when life gets me down
you hold me when i cry
you always help me when i need it
you're my lovely big sister

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MY AP family:- (if you're someone who should be listed here please tell me i lost my old list & just spent 2hrs trying to remember everyone who should be written here)

Son:
Scorpion Boy/John
http://allpoetry.com/Scorpion%20Boy

~♥~

Demonic Child:
Demon Goddess/Amber
http://allpoetry.com/Demon%20Goddess

~♥~

Fairy God mother:
Melodies
http://allpoetry.com/Melodies

~♥~

Mom:
Morningstar1948/Sondra-Sue
http://allpoetry.com/Morningstar1948

Princess Amy/Amy
http://allpoetry.com/Princess%20Amy

~♥~

Step Mom:
Useles
http://allpoetry.com/useles

~♥~

Father:
The Guardian/Zack
http://allpoetry.com/The%20Guardian

~♥~

Uncles:
The-outhouse-poet
http://allpoetry.com/the-outhouse-poet

~♥~

Sisters:
BlueQueenAvarus (no longer on AP)

Morgana raven
http://allpoetry.com/morgana%20raven

Mentally Touched/Nada
http://allpoetry.com/Mentally%20Touched

And Hyetal/Cassie
http://allpoetry.com/And%20Hyetal

til the day i die/Dawn
http://allpoetry.com/til%20the%20day%20i%20die

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Brothers:
CountCrimsonMaryian
http://allpoetry.com/CountCrimsonMaryian

Darc Raven
http://allpoetry.com/Darc%20Raven

Morgan Kennedy Nite
http://allpoetry.com/Morgan%20Kennedy%20Nite

~♥~

Step Brothers:
Avarus L. Katier
http://allpoetry.com/Avarus%20L.%20Katier

Darkrunn/Jordan
http://allpoetry.com/Darkrunn

~♥~

Niece:
Werewolf Avarus/Kate
http://allpoetry.com/Werewolf%20Avarus

Sorrento-Moon/Tamara
http://allpoetry.com/Sorrento-Moon

~♥~

Nephew:
Kira-avarus
http://allpoetry.com/kira-avarus

~♥~
Monster in my closet:
Wee Beastie
http://allpoetry.com/Wee%20Beastie

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RP Name: Shacadia Shadows

Nickname or Alias: Cadia


Class: princess, Healer, Queen

Race: vampire/fairy (half breed)

Age: 300-400years old

Age appears to be: 7

Hair: long past the butt hair
Color- Black as the night
Style: Messy curls

Eyes: black as the nights sky

Height:5’3

Weight: 32kg

Physical Build: skin & bone, looks very weak.

Dominant Hand: left

Alignment: Depends

Equipment:
Weapons: fairy dust, fangs, spells
Armor: none
Clothing:
Casual- black top & short dark green & black mini skirt, dark green & black arm warmers & long socks & matching cloak
Formal- dress of black & dark green & matching cloak
jewelry- necklace locket formed in the shape of an ember, a small tiara hidden in my hair.

Special Abilities:
precognition & posenognativion (seeing the past & future)
Skills: Healer
Magic- spells of all kinds

Special Features: has small strong elegant black but wings, pentacle burned into forehead, Luca cycle symbol burned into my hands.

Personality: trusting & caring, has been neglected, so watch out if you hurt someone in front of me.

History:
i was born a fairy or the element fire. my family were the royal family so that is why we were attacked. my entire family was either turned by lycans or killed, lucky me i never got made a lycan. but was found by a vampiress who took pity on me, she took me in, still badly injured & bleeding, she asked if i wanted to live. when i said yes she turned me. i was 7 when she turned me, then when i was about 50yrs old, she got drained by someone. so i ventured the earth looking for other vampires. i found a new home with my brother Count Crimson of Vampyre Family Mangnus.

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HATE EMO?

READ THIS:

Isnt it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a tshirt that barely cover anything?

Isnt it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?

Isnt it funny that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone

are you laughing?

Isnt it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?

Isnt it funny that you dont mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?

im not laughing

Its so funny that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.

Isnt it funny that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.

HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OR LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS

keep on laughing

Isnt it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life

without knowing her situation with her friends

or her family

or her LIFE

BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING

BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH

OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND

BRAVE IS

GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE WHORES AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES

ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT

ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET

ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS

BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISNT A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE

ITS ANOTHER DAY OF BITCHING AND DODGING RUMORS

keep on laughing
if you agree put this on ur blog
and advise others to do so
screw THE EMO HATERS

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