Shacadia Shay• Show poetry

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FireFairyBradhadair & DarkPrincessVampire

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My SW http://storywrite.com/Shacadia_Shay
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Hi, i'm Shacadia.
18 years old.
dyed hair.
green eyes.
Singer/songwriter.
poet.
novelist.
musician.
surf lifesaver.
gypsy girl.
gothic.
gamer.
role player.
childless mother.
motherless child.
emotional.
loved.
unloved.
actor.
ballroom dancer.
still me.
no labels please, i have many already.

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Every community has them,
they are ugly or fat.
They have scars or acne or birthmarks.
Or maybe its just something about them
that doesn't fit in with the cherry-lipgloss,
video hits view,
of how teenagers should be?...
People are mean to them
they ridicule them
they make monsters of them
people don't want to sit next to them
or stand near them...
I AM ONE OF THESE!
and I think its horrible
that people can be mean to somebody for these things.

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((From my Column http://allpoetry.com/column/2354221 ))
things in life, running from love

love, running away

sometimes things change, sometimes we get scared of the good things because so many bad things have happened.
sometimes we flee, we're scared & lonely & don't know how else to fix things. so we run even when things are perfect, you start to ask yourself how long will this last? we've all had these thoughts so don't pretend you haven't.
so is it really that bad if you run? does it make you any less human?
sometimes you just need a brake from reality, sometimes that's all it takes, to see what is really happening. that the world isn't different, that things really are perfect & there's no reason to be scared.
not all the time is the other person(s) is so understanding. they start to think you ran away & never want to come back. their friends & family tell them to forget & move on. 'that person was no good for you'
you feel lost when they person(s) you love don't answer their phone anymore, don't talk to you online & you slowly realize that you hurt them. they just wanted you to stay, wanted you to never leave. so if you go back, even though they aren't talking to you, will they want you back? or will they say no, because you ran?
love is difficult, it hurts.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ED031LIg1Ms

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MY AP family:-

Son:
Scorpion Boy/John
http://allpoetry.com/Scorpion%20Boy

~♥~

Demonic Child:
Demon Goddess/Amber
http://allpoetry.com/Demon%20Goddess

~♥~

Fairy God mother:
Melodies
http://allpoetry.com/Melodies

~♥~

Mom:
Morningstar1948/Sondra-Sue
http://allpoetry.com/Morningstar1948

Princess Amy/Amy
http://allpoetry.com/Princess%20Amy

~♥~

Step Mom:
Useles
http://allpoetry.com/useles

~♥~

Father:
The Guardian/Zack
http://allpoetry.com/The%20Guardian

~♥~

Aunties:-
Catz/Dee
http://allpoetry.com/catz

Uncles:
The-outhouse-poet
http://allpoetry.com/the-outhouse-poet

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Sisters:
unbreakablesoul/RedBird
http://allpoetry.com/UnbreakableSoul

BlueQueenAvarus (no longer on AP)

Morgana raven
http://allpoetry.com/morgana%20raven

Mentally Touched/Nada
http://allpoetry.com/Mentally%20Touched

And Hyetal/Cassie
http://allpoetry.com/And%20Hyetal

til the day i die/Dawn
http://allpoetry.com/til%20the%20day%20i%20die

AngelWitoutHerWings/Sequoia
http://allpoetry.com/AngelWitoutHerWings

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Brothers:
CountCrimsonMaryian
http://allpoetry.com/CountCrimsonMaryian

Darc Raven
http://allpoetry.com/Darc%20Raven

Morgan Kennedy Nite
http://allpoetry.com/Morgan%20Kennedy%20Nite

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Step Brothers:
Avarus L. Katier
http://allpoetry.com/Avarus%20L.%20Katier

Darkrunn/Jordan
http://allpoetry.com/Darkrunn

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Niece:
Werewolf Avarus/Kate
http://allpoetry.com/Werewolf%20Avarus

Sorrento-Moon/Tamara
http://allpoetry.com/Sorrento-Moon

~♥~

Nephew:
Kira-avarus
http://allpoetry.com/kira-avarus

~♥~
Monster in my closet:
Wee Beastie
http://allpoetry.com/Wee%20Beastie

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~*~*~ Who Are You? ~*~*~

Name: Shacadia
Nickname: Emily, Molly, Cadia, Kat, Goth Kitten, Dark Princess & Princess
Zodiac Sign: Virgo
Rising Sign: Gemini
Birth Year: 1991
Birthplace: Whyalla
Hometown: Whyalla
Are you the eldest, middle, youngest or only child?: Middle
Heritage: Australian/American

~*~* What Do You Look Like? ~*~*~
Hair Color: natraly a blonde but can be any color. i dye it all the tym
Eye Color: grey/green, grey/blue depends on the light
Skin tone: fair
Face Shape: Heart shaped i fink
Height: 161cm
Weight: N/A
Shoe size: anywhere between a 6 and an 10 i have wide feet

~*~*~What Do You Like? ~*~*~
Colors: Black, Green, Purple & Red
Scents: Flowers especialy the blue moon rose
TV Channels: um southern cross gts/bkn & ten
PC Games: um most
Snack Foods: CHOCOLATE, Skittles, Marshmallows, anyfink with sugar apart from liquorish & things with peanuts (i'm allergic)
Beverages: Creaming Soda, Lemonaide with rasberry cordial, chocolate thickshakes & coffee
Alcohol Beverages: Jim Beam, Jack Daniels, basically Bourbon mixed with coke & also pulse.
Game Consoles: PCs & nintendo 64
Concerts: Evanesence, I Killed The Prom Queen. Jeesie McCartney & Hillary Duff with my lil sis. & an internet concert of Distubed with my ex Mark & sister Kara
Conversation Topics: to many to list
Magazines: none really um i used to collect total girl when it first came out for a few yrs...
Flowers: Roses, Lillys & Irises
Radio Stations: Magic FM
Jewelry: Necklaces, Ring, Lip Ring, ear rings
Restaurants: um... Fast food- Barnical Bills, KFC & Hungry Jacks. Pubs- Sundowner
Websites: Allpoetry, Myspace, Hotmail, Neopets
CDs: to many to name
Vacation spots: um anywhere as long as im with my other half
TV commercials: hate them