I am contridiction. I am Ignorace and Wisdom, Beauty and Ugliness, Black and White, Perverse and Wholesome, Strong and Weak, Kind and Cruel, Pure and Tainted, I am Everything and Nothing. Most of all I am everything Inbetween.I am definitively undefinable
There is much to be said about me. There is nothing worth telling. My mind does not work the way that others do. I can see the reason in all things no matter how bizarre or wicked. I see beauty in destruction and death in the birth of a flower. I rage with happiness and cry with anger.I hear music in a traffic jam and noise in a piece by Motzart. I am not what you expect and more than you deserve.
Yet I am simple despite all of this. You will be held with polite indifference until I know you are worthy. Accept this as the challenge it is. If you wish to know me grab a shovel and miner's hat because once you begin you will never again see the light of day. Come closer and step inside my mind......
I can smile and you would be convinced that it is real. But do not mistake the mask for one that covers some deep and horrible pain. The mask covers the anger that can seep out from the pit it resides in. Do not mistake the tears for pain of the sort that robs us of all thoughts and functionality. I embrace the anger, pain and joy. I love the emotions that we as human beings feel. We are the only ones who can.
Do you ever wonder why stupidity is not painful? I'm not talking about ignorace but sheer unadulterated stupidity. I wish that it were painful maybe then people would live as they are meant to instead of being so self serving.
To change yourself and become the person you wish to be you must first accept the way you are. Embrace all aspects of yourself, recognize even those bits you hide from others, give a name to their faces. Pull them close and hold them dear, then shred them like cobwebs. Once you have accepted each part of yourself then change becomes easy, it becomes simple and achievable.
People think that hiding bits of themselves, like secreted cookies late at night, is healthy. But those pieces begin to leave crumbs and those crumbs begin to irratate and cause friction. They mass together like some baker's nightmare and begin to bite back. Soon you are the one consumed by those hidden bits.
If you embrace all of yourself you give yourself permission to be who you truly are. You give all of your selves a chance to be and become.
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rainyday woman on August 31Wouldn't you know You sneek in here and I didn't see you.

It's good to know you're still alive.
Take care babe, I love you.
PS think good thoughts to get your brother back up there and out of my hair.
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Jadestone Doll on August 24I still love ya!
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Ogreatbaldone on May 19where the hell have you been
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rainyday woman on November 17, 2008Wasup duck??
