"The past is what you remember, imagine you remember,
convince yourself you remember, or pretend you remember "
Harold Pinter
Ok well I am kind of a loner lol I hate being around people. I am never one to want hugs, or physical contact of any kind. I love writing poetry it has really helped me deal with and vent my issues sooo much better than holding it all in. Especially since I have a hard time opening up to people. I love the song "Walk Away" by christina Aguilera it perfectly describes every relationship I have had with men. I am a christian though I struggle every day to be good. I have two sisters and three brothers I am in the middle so of course I have the "middle child complex" lol. I am told mostly by my older sister that I am incredibly rude...though most of the time I don't even realize I am, but I will admit I do enjoy being rude and mean on occasion but who doesn't?, so if I ever post something on your page and you think I am being a total bitch chances are pretty good I didnt realize it just ask me please before you go assuming Gosh I don't even know what else I can say really the best way to get to know me is just to ask me questions I will reply unless I think your question is either A:Stupid B:to personal or C:...no I guess thats it
convince yourself you remember, or pretend you remember "
Harold Pinter
Ok well I am kind of a loner lol I hate being around people. I am never one to want hugs, or physical contact of any kind. I love writing poetry it has really helped me deal with and vent my issues sooo much better than holding it all in. Especially since I have a hard time opening up to people. I love the song "Walk Away" by christina Aguilera it perfectly describes every relationship I have had with men. I am a christian though I struggle every day to be good. I have two sisters and three brothers I am in the middle so of course I have the "middle child complex" lol. I am told mostly by my older sister that I am incredibly rude...though most of the time I don't even realize I am, but I will admit I do enjoy being rude and mean on occasion but who doesn't?, so if I ever post something on your page and you think I am being a total bitch chances are pretty good I didnt realize it just ask me please before you go assuming Gosh I don't even know what else I can say really the best way to get to know me is just to ask me questions I will reply unless I think your question is either A:Stupid B:to personal or C:...no I guess thats it
- Last seen on Sep 23 4:03 AM. Member since February 21, 2007.
- I'm a carnelian hope poet for 132 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is It could always be worse..
- I am a 19 year old girl from California (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm Working or sleeping.....or driving around at night having a dance party in the car with friends.
- I am in the groups Broken Hearted, Lonely and Broken hearted, Raped and Abused, Vocabulary for Poets and Writers
- I have 132 comments, 1 contest
My Poetry
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I gave away my innocence to see if I could regain
a glimpse of me before I was the child who was shamed.6 lines, September 8 -
The drive home seemed to take forever. I sat down on my bed and felt the tears rush in.23 lines, May 25
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The sun didn't shine on the day you went away. Instead the clouds parted and gave a teary rain.
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Why am I protecting you? Why am I afraid to tell them the truth.10 lines, 1 comment, November 30, 2007
