Schizophrenic angel• Show poetry

4/28/2006
14 years, 13 days, 5 hours, and 3 minutes....... thats how long it's been since I died, and came to this world.

shouts to everyone,"YOU CAN ADD ME TO YOUR AUTHOR PAGE IF YOU WANT!!!!!"

Basic Me

Name: Marc Lukey
Country: USA
State: Arizona
City: Mesa
Grade: 8th
Age: 13
Nicknames: Marc, Markey, Marcus, Marcis, TMP, Mystic, Dart(ohhhhh so many nicknames, so little time to kill O.o)
Birthday: April 15th 1992
Height: 5'4"
Hair Color: Brown/Auburn(reddish brown, my mom has pitch black hair and my dad is a red head O.o) hair (soon to be neon blue)
Hair Length: all the way to my ear lobe, and covers my eyes.
Eye color: Blue(sky blue)/Gray(foggy gray)
School: Powell Junior High
Status: Single
Music: most everything, but country, and pop, and rap.(I like opera ^_^)

EXTRA

Ever Kissed Someone? - Yes
Ever Done Drugs? - No
Ever Smoked? - Yes(a puff, my mom did it to show me never to smoke, I hated it)
Ever Drank? - Yes(I get mixed drinks on occasion
Favorite Band: Greenday, second is Muse
Instruments: vocals, violin, piano, steel pans(there is really and instrument called that)
Best Guy Friends: Jose, Chandler, Matt
Best Girl Friends: Kiera, Diana, Antonette
Favorite Song: Take a number
Favorite Soda: MUG ROOTBEER!
Favorite Food: Vanochka, best food ever.
Favorite Movie: The Phantom of the Opera
Favorite Colors: Blue(any shade practically), Blood Red, Black(so not trying to be steriotypical)
Favorite Season: Winter, summer, Autumn, Spring
Favorite Quote: You all laugh at me because I'm different, I laugh at you because you're all the same.; how can you understand me or my words, if you can't understand my silence?
Most used word: monkey
Most hated word: dawg
Most hated rapper: all of them
Pet-Peeve: Posers, and Judgers
Future college major: Art (anime baby!)
Future Minor: Music (Vocals)
Future College: I'll wait a little bit to decide, maybe 3 years....
Marriage in the future?: YES
Interests: Reading, Music, singing, dancing, reading, writing poems and short stories, written one book, watching TV, going online, talking with my friends, Playing Video Games, watching news, & cooking.

Favorite Ice Cream: Chocolate chip cookie dough
Chocolate or Vanilla?: both
Favorite School Subject: Art
Least Favorite Class: P.E., Social Studies

Qoutes:

"How can you understand me and my words, if you can't understand my silence?"
~Me

"You can do anything to me, but lay so much as a finger on my friends, and I will hunt you down and make your life a living hell!"
~Me

"What is reality but an illusion?"
~Me

"What is death but and excape from life?"
~Me

"It's not my heart that just broke, it was my mentality"
~Me

"I turely am stronger then most will even be able to dream of"
~Me

My acronyms

acctual name:
Magickal
Arty
Revoulutionary
Cute

AP name:
Tempermental
Healty
Enchanting
Mysterious
Yucky
Smooth
Tastey
Industrious
Cuddly
Arty
Lazy
Principled
Organic
Entertaining
Talented

AIM name:
Technological
Hairy(it is like 4-5 inches long! I love my hair, it's soft and shiny)
Excellent
Delicious
Entertaining
Philosophical
Perfect
Relaxed
Exhausting
Silly
Exhausting
Delicate
Astounding
Responsible
Timeless

Name I wanna change my name to!:
Inspirational
Creepy
Honest
Influential
Gloomy
Old

Lol ya I wanna change my name to ichigo, it means strawberry, lol, sounds wierd, but I'm obbsessed with that name, but I won't change my name to it ^_^

How to reach me:
E-mail: sakurasdreams@myway.com
AIM(AOL Instant Messenger): thedeppresedart
YIM(Yahoo Instant Messenger): mystically_artistic_me
MIM(MSN Instant Messenger):sakurasdreams

My Wiccan Junk:
ok here it is, i was learning wicca since I was like 5, and I'm pretty good at it, and also, be very afraid about my empathy, thats the reas for the quote "I turely am stronger then most will even be able to dream of" that I have, one I pick up so many emotions it's not funny, it's amazing I haven't killed myself yet. well my empathy was a main cause for me gettin depressed in the first place ^_^. then comes my healing ability, I natrually spend so much time healing myself, i can't heal anyone else, i could also be dead right now witout it. well that all I putting, ask if you want more detail and junk...... I'm also making a wicca site with spells and junk........... spellish O.o

My AP Family!:
Briar Rose, Mum

siblings:
rainbowchica
LollyDaPoet

FAVES!
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rhiannon 11: (comment from rhiannon goes here!)
My comment: FRIEND! *hugs rhiannon*
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NBF: (comment)
My comment: Hi Hobo I met on the street!
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Dragonia Dark: (comment)
my comment: HI DD! long time no talk
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Briar Rose: (comment)
My comment: we haven't talked in so long...... I forget who you are!
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SoleDiavolo: (comment)
My comment: HI SUN! long time.... so whats up?
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nightangel: (comment)
my comment: HI HEATHER! *acts like a drone**chants, "Buddy"**hugs heather*
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ChibberMonkey:
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iluvwritin
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TempestRose
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can-i-make-a-comment
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sesshoumaru
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Onyx Dragon
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Desire
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Yutina
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ikkin
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DetectiveRose
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GreyMist
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FalconStarfyer
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BlackMagewind
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How I Am:
Ok I always have been really emotional, even though I am a boy. I have 2 sides to me a boy side and a girl side, you might be thinking I am bi or gay but I am not it is because I am artistic i see things from both angles, I might make comments that usually only girls make, but that that is how i choose to say it and if you got a problem with that stay away for your own good. because if you continue to nag about it I will hunt you down and make every moment of your life a living hell.

History:
I have had depression since I was 8 and I still have it but it will pop up ocasionally but but I have been threw many things so it barely effects me now. When I was in the worst stages of my depression I wanted to end my life so badly but I never cut myself and one time I got close to but I stopped myself because I love my mother to much. and I also have a wiccan heritage, my ancestors came from the black forest, where Gypsies originated from.

My AP Family!:
Sunkist, Mum

siblings:
rainbowchica
LollyDaPoet

Stuff I talk bout, like a diary:
5/25/04
I WILL continue updating my author pages so you may learn about me. I will post events of my life and I will state things that are important to me  !

5/31/04
Sorry I haven't been on ^_^! I have had a HORRIBLE sunburn since the 26th ^_- lol so lol! and my mom is going to be so kind and take me to olive garden cause my sunburn*_*(that is a sparkley eye!). Now here is the story, I was at sunsplash on the last day of school with my whole 6th grade class, and we had to wiat and hour to get in!(UGH UGH UGH!) and then after an hour and thirty there I lost *ALL* my money!! ALL of it added together was $21.22 and I earned it ALL! and then I got a bad sunburn lol. but that the tale!

6/1/04
Hey everyone! I am going to my aunt's this summer! I can't wait to get away for 2 WEEKS! and also my art classes this summer! YAY! UH this summer is going to be a blast!

6/2/04
ok I took alot of quizes on Mutedfaith.com and these are my results! Ohhhhhh and if you wanna take these tests to clink on the pictures to take that quiz!  


What High school stereotype am I?:
It says I am a

But I really am a

What Evil Villan Am I?:

What type of mage am I?:

What is my roleplaying stereotype?:

What type of Friend am I?


6/4/04
Ok so the tests didn't show up but once I make my homepage i will have them in there  . lol I am going to see Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban today  . lol plus i have been working on my room alot today! I never knew I had that many clothes............... Well anyway half of my clothes probally don't fit me (update) today we aren't going to see HP

6/5/04
well today is my moms and dads anniversery!

6/6/04
I saw The Day After Tomorrow today! it is awesome!

6/8/04
just a normal day
as the times goes bye
just a normal day
we say hi
just a normal day
with an attitude
just a normal day
that is screwed!
ohhh why did have to be
ohhh why could it be
ohhh I wish it be
OHHH it has to be
SCREWED!
Copyright© of themysticalpoet

6/17/04
I know I haven't updated my author info for about 9 days, today I am typing because I wish to let you know of saphire, my bird that past away today, I had him for 1 year, 2 months, 2 days, and about 5-6 hours, which is kinda sad that I know that. Well he was the best bird I will ever own, and I just wanted to write this in loving memory of him.

7/17/04
WOW! it's been one month, well time to get you guys up to date, I was at my aunt's from the 6/26-7/10, and before that me and one of my dearest friends and me had a fight, it was because, her life is the worst, but it wasn't, and she got tired of me crying on her shoulder! but she was the only one who understood, and she hasn't talked to me since, and yes I am talking about my dearest friend, Fern, and now I am back from my aunt's, and no matter how hard I try to talk to Fern, or apologize, she just says shut up and blocks me, but she was my bestest friend. and that is all for today.

7/21/04
UPDATE! update on tat fight with Fern, ok like I told before about the fight, we talked yesterday, and I begged and pleadded and said I was sorry, and then we got into another fight and I said to her, "You most likely will never meet a friend with as much heart as me again!", and she says, "I have a friend with 2000 times as much heart as you do!", but the thing is, if I can forgive a girl that shattered my heart completely, I think I have a hell of alot more heart than most people will ever have(was not Fern who broke my heart). Ohhhh and about Fern, well if she couldn't accept me for how I am, she never really was a friend.

7/21/04
ok here is a link to my AIM buddy profile! but you do not have to have AIM to view it! www.buddyprofile.com/viewprofile.php?username=thedeppresedart&u=%n lol have fun!

10/14/04
WOW! haven't updated in a long time! lol well me and fern are aquantances again

10/21/04
Hey, I found out I got a special program that they want me to go to, people to people program in Washington D.C., yet my family doesn't have the money so I am upset and sad. ttyl

11/8/04
Isn't it amazing how you are so far ahead in life, you just pause and it all speads up to you? Ya, that's how it is now. It's sorta like my fave book Go Ask Alice, she is so far ahead in life, then a certain something happens (don't wanna ruin the story!, well it is acctually her diary but still.), then she re-focuss on life. But I left out the re-focus part......

11/10/04
*tears* I can't take it anymore. I have no loved ones. except on here, and on aim. I HATE LIFE! It doesn't matter anymore!!!! I hate EVERYTHING!!!!!!!! nothing is keeping me happy. my best bud moved. my friends think I am trying to get them on a guilt trip. and the ones who don't, don't really consider me a friend! so from now on I won't talk, only verbally, and I will talk verbally in class if i am called on, that is the only time. *tears and sobing*

11/16/04
Ya, have you ever been there then a minute later it's like a adrenaline rush, then you go back to normal? I have been doing that for weeks. No I am not on drugs, nor have I ever, or will ever take them. I am tired of everything, and everyone. My mask has not cracked, and I am still tearing. I fear my mask will always stay on. But one day the mask will be taken as I die.

12/23/04
can you believe it? it has been a whole 2 years today since my grandpa died. I updated my author page atleast. talk to you guys later...*fades into shadows*

2/3/05
MAN! I haven't updated here in a while! well I adding a new section on here about my wiccan junk, about my empathy and what not, well life is getting better, i'm happily in love, with a girl of my dreams, were like replicas, but without the gender part............ ya, well talk to me sometime, I feel alot better now.

2/12/05
hmmmmmm, not much to say, I brokish up with my love, but I really don't feel bad about it, I would normally be bawling my eyes out, but I'm not. she was perfect, but we broke up. thats all.

3/22/05, Tuesday
I just took a personality report that is 100 pages long, but here is the summary of it that they wrote down:

Your Personality Type,
You are an optimist who is often more focused on the past and the future than the present moment. You have an active imagination. You have good hunches and intuitions and people notice that.

Your Motto,
"I want to discover the truth in life."

How You Work Best,
You work best in cooperative, harmonious environments. Competition, a rushed pace, and a strict format for communication don't work well for you. Your strength is your open-mindedness. Your Achilles heel is that you are sometimes too hard on yourself.

Your Life Situation,
You are not fully satisfied with your current life situation. It is in your own hands though to change this. Every day you have the opportunity to improve your life situation by making decisions that suit your personality best.

Making decisions that suit your personality best benefits all areas of your life: your relationships, your career, your love life, your goals, your family life, and your health.

In order to make the decisions that suit YOU best, you need to know your personality well.

go to this link for the test: www.personalitybook.com/?partnerid=GGC&linkid=5220804_204552024_11824481&a​mp;userid=&domain=unknown&counted=true