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                                            "I LIKE WALKING IN THE RAIN 
                                     BECAUSE NO ONE KNOWS IM CRYING".

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                                    Pain dosnt hurt when its the only feeling

                                                     you've ever felt

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                                 No one dies a virgin because life fucks us all.

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I LOVE CATS

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 well on this site i have met some awsome people and one of thones that ive met is Teresa, she is always there no matter wat time i message her and she always listens to me no matter how much i complain and i LOVE her so much she a great sis  and shes always there for me and i WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR HER!!!!

love ya sis will ive been on here she has been a great additon to my life i started talking to her i think about 2 or 3 days after joing and im so glad ot have her as a sis u mean lots to me sis LOVE YA

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 ok since i started going to this site ive met 3 awsome ppl who realy get me and the first one i met "she was my first friend on this site" is BrockenAtBest shes so amazing and shes been through alot and is still a great person,friend,and,sis!! shes the one who listend to a fucked up girl who just stared telling her, her life story and she ;listned i mean SHE REALLY LISTNED!!! how many of you would honestyl listne to someones life after you just me them. I LOVE U SOOOOOOO MCUH SIS!!!
OH P.S. FUCK WITH HER I FUCK WITH YOU!!!!

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ive also met a great person i call DAXA shes my TWIN we have the same problems and the samw ideas and we get each other soo well. and she always gives me her honest oppinon if i want to hear it or not!!! shes so amazing to talk to and she listnens I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH IDK WAT TO DO IF SOMETHING HAPPENED TO YOU

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                Box of Bandades:3.00$
                Sharp Razor: 5.00$
                Towel: 2.00$
                New long sleeved shirt: 10.00$
                Bleeding until the pain finally goes away: PRICELESS

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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~See im just F.I.N.E.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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                                              Roses are red,
                                             Violets are blue,
                                     sugar is sweet and so are you.
                                     However, the roses are wilting
                                         and the violets are dead,
                                         the sugar bowl's empty
                                    and my wrists are stained red....

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''Starvation is control
Control is tough
Bones are beautiful
When thin isnt enough''

"The girl who seemed unbreakable--broke
The girl who seemed so strong--crumbled
The girl who always laughed it off--cried
&& the girl who would never stop trying--Finally gave up"


"Not even make up could make her
beautiful... Because real beauty
comes from loving yourself and
that's something she can never do"

~♥~ She finally let go of her fake smile as the tears slowly rolled down her face as she whispered to herself "i don't wanna be me" ~♥~

 && the worst thing about being lied to is knowing you're not worth the truth

you're such a beautiful disaster
but the scene is breathtaking

 They say
"Guns don't kill people, people kill people."
Well i think the guns certainly help.
If you stood there and yelled, "BANG!",
I don't think you'd kill too many people...

Depression-A fancy way of saying "i'm dying inside."

It's not suicide....if you're already dying.

Smile, it's easier that explaining why you're sad.

 Have you ever

 General:
( ) Smoked a cigarette
(x) Drank so much you threw up
(X) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) Been arrested
( ) Gone on a blind date
(x) Skipped school
( ) Seen someone die
( ) Been to Canada
(x) Been to Florida
() Been to Mexico
( ) Been on a plane
(X) Been lost
( ) Been on the opposite side of the country
( ) Gone to Washington , DC
(x) Swam in the ocean
(X) Felt like dying....
(X) Cried yourself to sleep
(X) Played cops and robbers
(X) Recently colored with crayons
( ) Sang karaoke badly
(x) Paid for a meal with only coins
(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(X) Made prank phone calls
(x) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
(X) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(X) Danced in the rain
(X) Written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe
( ) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(X) Blown bubbles
( ) Made a bonfire on the beach
( ) Crashed a party
(X) Gone roller-skating
(x) Ice-skating
( ) plays more than three sports a year.

Relationships:
(x) I've had someone cheat on me.
( ) I've gone on a blind date.
( ) I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
(X) I miss someone right now.
(x) have a fear of commitment.
(X) I have a fear of abandonment.
( ) I've cheated in a relationship.
( ) I've been the cheatee ( if that means that you were the person someone cheated on their gf/bf with )
() I've gotten divorced
(X) I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
(X) I've told someone I loved them
(x) I've kept something from a past relationship.


Sexuality:
( ) I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
( ) I've had a crush on a teacher.
(X) I am a cuddler.
( ) I love to flirt.
(X) I've been kissed in the rain.
(X) I've hugged a stranger.
( ) have kissed a stranger.
(x) straight.
( ) bisexual/ lesbian/ gay.

Honesty/Crime:
( ) I am a terrible liar.
(X) I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
(X) I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
(x) I've snuck out of my house.
(X) I have lied to my parents about where I am.
(X) I am keeping a secret from the world
(X) I've cheated while playing a game.
(x) I've cheated on a test.
(x) I've run a red light.
( ) I've been suspended from school.
( ) I've witnessed a crime.
(x) I've been in a fist fight.
( ) I've been arrested.


Drugs/Alcohol:
(X) I've consumed alcohol.
(x) I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
(X) I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
(X) I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
( ) I can't swallow pills.
(X) I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
( ) I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
(X) I shut others out when I'm depressed.
( ) I take anti-depressants.
(x) I'm anorexic or bulimic.
(X) I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
( ) I'm addicted to adrenaline
(X) I've hurt myself on purpose
(x) I'm addicted to self harm
(x) I've woken up crying.
(X) I've cried myself to sleep.


Death and Suicide:
(X) I'm afraid of dying.
( ) I hate funerals.
( ) I've seen someone die.
( ) Someone I know has attempted suicide.
( ) Someone close to me has committed suicide.
(X) I've ATTEMPTED suicide.


Random:
( I can sing well.
( ) I open up to others easily.
(x) I watch the news (occasionally).
( ) I don't kill bugs.
(x) I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
(X) I curse regularly.
( ) I sing in the shower.
(x) I am a morning person.
( ) I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
( ) I'm a snob about grammar.
( ) I am a sports fanatic.
( ) I twirl my hair
( ) have "x"s in my screen name
(x) I love being neat (sonetimes)

( ) I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
(x) I bake well.
( ) My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
( ) I would wear pajamas to school.
( ) I like Martha Stewart.
(X) I know how to shoot a gun.
( ) I am in love with love.
( ) I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
(X) I laugh at my own jokes.
( ) I eat fast food weekly
(x) I believe in ghosts/spirits.
( ) I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
(X) I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
(x) I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
(X) I am really ticklish.
( ) I love white chocolate
( ) I bite my nails
(x) I play video games (sometimes)
(X) I'm good at remembering faces.
( ) I'm good at remembering names.
( ) I'm good at remembering dates.
(X) I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
( ) I have tried to join a circus and failed

Name: Tina

Eye Color: dark green

Hair Color:  red on top black on bottom (natural red)
Height: 5'5

Favorite Food: potaoes and chicken
Fears: being left alone

Drank: yes
Smoked: no

Shoplifted: no
Hobby: drawing, listening to music,reading & writing poetry
Favorite Movie: Cold Creek Manor, V for Vendetta, all the fast and furious, and any anything scary 
Favorite color: black
Have you ever made a mistake?: i am a mistake

Beer, wine or hard liquor?: yummy

What are your plans for the future?: no idea
Would you rather be blind or deaf?: deaf
Do you have any special talents?: If fucking up counts

Do you like horror or comedy?: both

Who is the person you can count on the most? my friends
What is your favorite alcoholic drink?: none
What did you last cry over?: what didn't I cry over
What's the last mistake you made? being a fuck up

Who was the last person you said I love you to?:
Who last slept in your bed?: my cat
Where do you want to be?: anywhere that's not here
Who can always make you happy? Misty,Adam,Theresa,Heather
Who hates you?: the world
What are you doing right now?: sketching and listening to music
How often do you cry?: alot
What did you do last night?: sketched
What's the last movie you watched?inal fantasy 7 advent children

Done drugs?: Nope
Made fun of a fat person?: yes
Laughed at someone?: yeah
Looked at someone funny?: yeah
Whats on your mind right now:how i fuck up everything thats good on my life

Are you in a relationship: no...
Do you drink beer or liquor: liquor sometimes

Would you kill yourself over someone:yes
Would you kill for someone: no
Do you have something to hide:everything
The one you can talk to about anything?: Adam

Are you more of a talker or a listener?: talker
Do you know how to shoot a gun?: yes
Do you think more about the past, present or future?: past
If you could fast forward your life, would you?: throught some parts I would
Would you go back in time?: yes
Is your closet door open or closed? closed

When is the last time you ate breakfast?: Yesterday
Which do you prefer: DVD Player or VCR?: DVD
When is the last time you flew on a plane?: forever ago
Are your parents married or divorced: married (sometimes)

How old will you be in 7 years?: 23
Who do you wish you could talk to more than anyone right now?: