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updated 11/19/09

Hey, I'm Ashley


About me;

Name: refer above

Height: 5' 8"

Eye color: hazel

Hair color: brown


Everything random and necessary about me (if you care to read)...
hey people, call me ash

Life isnt a pleasant ride for me, but I refuse to linger on that knowledge.
I am alone in the world, but I refuse to take pitty.
Voilence is impossible to escape, but I refuse to take part in it.
Endurance is something I lack, but im still standing

Love is something I've yet to find, but I'm still searching
Outsider seems to be my middle name, but Im still social
Volleyball seems to be the game with friends, but I still lend my shoulder
Excitement seems to be absent from my soul, but you'll still see me partying

Learning isnt always easy, but i still TRY
Education may be a word for the rich, but Im plenty wealthy with my acquired knowledge
Action may not be an easy task for me to take, but I'm still making change
Running for President may not be in my future, but Im still trying to make a difference
NO LIFE IS PERFECT, NO LOVE LACKS MISTAKES, NO HELPFUL LESSON IS EASY...

THATS WHY YOU MUST LIVE LIFE LOUD, LOVE LIKE NEVER BEFORE, AND LEARN WITH OPEN EARS AND EASED MINDS
IF YOU AGREE, POST THIS!


I'M SORRY...


Im sorry if I don't meet your standards
I'm sorry if I'm not a
I'm sorry if my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your desires.
I'm sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs
I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".
I'm sorry if I'm not tanned enough for you
I'm sorry if I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you.
I'm sorry if I'm weird
I'm sorry that I write about you every day in my journal
I'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.
I'm sorry if im not tall enough.
I'm sorry if I don't have sex with you on the first date.
I'm sorry if I'm annoying
I'm sorry if my hair is not long enough.
I'm sorry that im different from those other girls
I'm sorry i won't hang all over you, and be a complete tramp to make you happy.
I'm sorry that I actually care about you
and actually call to see how you're doing.

But most of all...

I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.
If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry".
If you're one of the FEW GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are"


(>' ')># I was going to give you this waffle.
#<(' '<) But then, I was like.
(>'#'<) "I'm hungry."
(>'-'<) So I ate it.
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If you believe that there's such thing as true love, or love at first sight, or you're really in love with someone now, let this sparkle in your profile!



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For Charmsy

Vanilla Twilight - Owl City
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eqbOtK91lpI

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because when I think of you
I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here

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STOLEN!!!!
I Love You-English
Ta ma agam ort-Irish
ich liebe dich-German
Te amo-Spanish
Je t'aime-French
i rangi tangiriko-Gilbertese
Ik Houd Van Je-Dutch
Ti amo-Italian
Wo ai ni-Chinese
Su ki-Japanese
Mahal Kita-Filipino

Te amo-Catalan
Volim te-Croatían
Miluji te-Czech
Jeg elsker dig-Danish
Mina rakastan sinua-Finnish
Aku cinta kamu-Indonesian
Es milu tevi-Latvian
As tave myliu-Lithuanian
Jeg elsker deg-Norwegian
Kocham cie-Polish
Eu te amo-Paraguay
Te iubesc-Romanean
Mi lujem t’a-Slovak
Ljubim te-Slovenian
Jag alskar dig-Swedish
Toi yeu ban-Vietnamese
Ammo te-Latin
Ani ohevet otcha-male hebrew
Ani ohev otach-female hebrew
Se gampo-Greek






AP FAMILY!!!

AP HUBBY/BF/LOVE OF MY LIFE: Charmsy (A.K.A Dan): Dan is an amazing man: sweet, loving, super caring, funny, cute... ('ll stop there, you dont want to hear the full list, its a taaaaad big lol ) point is, he is great and all mine!

AP Triplets!!!!!!!!

Yes, i am a triplet... what now!!! haha

MatticBaby!! a.k.a. MaddHatter; Matt is a freakin amazing guy!! He is a true gentleman and im sure his Neko and him will tie the knott some day luffles you matticbabeh!!!! your awesomeness!

Nikkil!! a.k.a. Wolfess Mute; Nikk, my other clone ish UUUHMAZINGS! Shes meh shmexy bi sis that never leaves a room dry of fun! Shes freakin coolio!! lufflesss you meh nikkil!!!!!!

AP Sisters:
YOUNGER:
Calandra Jane: CJ YOU ARE AMAZING GIRL! DON’T LET ANYONE TELL U DIFFERENT! YOU ROCK!!
Nephlim: ALSO MY PET KITTY!!!



OLDER:
Daughter of Night: ANGEL YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME! YOU ARE FOR REAL LIKE MY SISTER, YOU NEVER LET ME DOWN, YOU ARE AWESOME CHICA!!! LOVE YA!


AP Pet Kitty! Nephlim: one feisty little feline!!

AP Brothers:
OLDER:
xXPriesTXx!!: a.k.a. Jon!! haha Jon is awesome. Hes an amazing guy, -currently dating Vampyric Aurora (so cute together!)- and a fantastic friend! Hes got my back, and I always will have his

Redgrave!!!!!!!!!!: aka, ANTHONY!!! haha, anthony is a totally awesome friend, hes one of my best friends to be exact. Hes gone through hell but what makes him awesome is he still stands strong, with his head held high ready, waiting to take on the next battle. hes a great guy, and will stand by you through anything if your loyal to him.

YOUNGER:
OMFGitsKY: thee coolest guy I know! Kyler has been through so much BS in life, but is still able to put one foot in front of the other. I tell him daily he should be an inspirational speaker. haha




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Some amazing groups (IN NO ORDER):
1) Three Days Grace
2) Linkin Park
3) Third Eye Blind
4) Seether
5) 3 Doors Down
6) Fireflight
7) Kutless
8) (old) Avril Lavigne
9) (old) Pink
10) Nickleback
11) 3Oh!3
12) Hollywood Undead
13) Flyleaf
14) Paramore
15) The Fray
16) Good Charlotte
17) Kevin Rudolf
18) Puddle of Mudd
19) Cascada
20) Metro Station
21) ATC (A Touch of Class)
22) Daniel Bedingfield
23) The Veronicas
24) Kaci Brown
25) Kelly Rowland
26) Keri Hilson
27) Martina McBride
28) Theory Of Deadman



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~Not all scars show, not all wounds heal. You can't always see the pain someone feels.
~ She says she doesn't care, but her eyes tell a different story
~ Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart.
~Look closely at me and you will see, the girl I am...isn't me.
~I wake up and think dreams are real. I sleep so I don't have to feel.
~Cause fucking up takes practice, and I feel I'm well rehearsed.
~ I didn't want to admit it. It was easier to lie. Hide the hurt and emptiness to smile instead of cry.


[♥]My mind is awake but still dreaming.
[♥] My eyes are open but hating what they're seeing.
[♥] My mouth is talking, but are you listening?
[♥] I'll make a wish upon a star tonight hoping you'll never have to understand what I've been through, but knowing that too many of you already do.
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~Sick of crying, tired of trying, and yeah I'm smiling, but inside, I'm dying



I really can't deny it, I am who I am. I'm pretty normal. I'm not that smooth type of girl. I run into things, I trip, I spill food. I say stupid things... I really don't have it all together.


The truth is you don't know what is going to happen tomorrow. Life is a crazy ride, and nothing is guaranteed.


As we grow up, we learn
that even the one person
that wasn't supposed to ever let
you down will. You will have your
heart broken probably more then
once, and its harder every time,
You'll fight with your best friend.
You'll blame a new love for things
that a old one once did. you'll cry
because time is passing to fast,
and you'll eventually lose
someone you love. so take to
many pictures, laugh to much
and love like you've never been hurt.


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80% of Americans say "I LOVE YOU".
20% actually mean it.
If you honestly are in the 20%, paste this into your profile

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If you'd walk 5,000 miles to spend 5 minutes with someone who you love, put this in your profile

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would you believe me if i told you i loved you?
would you believe me if i told you that you were my world?
would you believe me if i told you that i could trust you with my LIFE

If true love means this to you...paste this on your profile
1. - as soon as you get online-whose name do you look at first?

2. - when you hear your phone ringing-who do u hope is calling?

3. - when a love song comes on the radio-who's face comes to your mind?

4. - who's name makes your heart skip a beat every time you hear it?

5. - who is it that you always find yourself thinking about-wondering if they're thinking about you?

6. - the whole time you were reading this bulletin, there was only 1 person on your mind.....

Repost this as "Six signs you're falling for someone"


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50 things to do at Walmart
1. Take shopping carts for the express purpose of filling them and stranding them at strategic locations.
2. Ride those little electronic cars at the front of the store.
4. Start playing Calvin ball; see how many people you can get to join in.
5. Contaminate the entire auto department by sampling all the spray air fresheners.
6. Challenge other customers to deuls with tubes of gift wrap.
8. Re-dress the mannequins as you see fit.
9. When there are people behind you, walk REALLY SLOW, especially down thin narrow aisles.
11. Tune all the radios to a polka station; then turn them all off and turn the volume up to 10!
13. Walk up to complete strangers and say, "Hi! I haven't seen you in so long!..." etc. See if they play along to avoid embarrasment.
18. Play soccer with a group of friends, using the entire store as your playing field.
20. Put M&M's on layaway.
21. Move "Caution: Wet FLoor" signs to carpeted areas.
22. Set up a tent in the camping department; tell others you'll only invite them in if they bring pillows form bed and bath.
23. Drape a blanket around your shoulders and run around saying , "...I'm Batman. Come, Robin- -to the Batcave!"
24. TP as much of the store as possible.
25. When some one asks you if you need help, begin to cry and ask, "Why won't you people just leave me alone?"
26. When two or three people are walking ahead of you, run between them, yelling, "Red Rover!"
27. Make up nonsense products and ask newly hire employees if there are any in stock, i.e., "Do you have any Shnerples here?"
28. Take up an entire aisle in Toys by setting up a full scale battlefield with G.I. Joe vs. the X-Men.
29. Take bets on the battle described above.
30. While handling guns in the hunting department, suddenly ask the clerk if he knows where the anti-depressants are. Act as spastic as possible.
31. Hold indoor shopping cart races.
32. Say things like, "Would you be so kind as to direct me to your Twinkies?"
33. When some one steps away from their cart to look at something, quickly make off with it wiithout saying a word.
34. Relax in the pation furniture until you get kicked out.
35. When an announcement comes over the loud speaker, assume the fetal position and scream,"No,no! It's those voices again!"
36. Pay off layaways fifty cents at a time.
37. Drag a lounge chair over to the magazines and relax. If the store has a food court, buy a soft drink; ask if they can put a little umbrella in it.

A FEW I HAVE ADDED

38. Tumble and dart around the isles singing the James Bond theme song
39. Wait for a few people to go into the bathroom, then tape toilet paper across the doorway. Then when someone comes out and congradulate them speaking into a hairbush.
40. Walk around with a disposable camera with a flash stopping suddenly infront of people saying "Strike a pose!" or "Its Vogue!" and snapping shots.
41. Get the pictures from 40 developed and tape them up in the store with the caption MISSING PERSON below it
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Son of a Bit...

Girl: "Forgive me father for i have sinned."
Preist: "what have you done my child?"
Girl: "I called a man a son of a bitch."
Priest: "why did you call him a son of a bitch?"
Girl: "because he touched my hand."
Priest: "like this?" (as he touches her hand)
Girl: "Yes father."
Preist: "that's no reason to call a man a son of a bitch."
Girl: "then he touched my breast."
Preist: "like this?" (as he touched her breast)
Girl: "Yes father."
Preist: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bitch."
Girl: "then he took off my clothes, father."
Preist: "like this?" (as he takes off her clothes)
Girl: "yes father."
Priest: "that's no reason to call him a son of a bitch."
Girl: "then he stuck his you know what into my you know where."
Preist: "like this?" (as he stuck his you know what into you know where)
Girl: "YES FATHER, YES FATHER, YES FATHER!!!"
Priest: (after a few minutes): "that's no reason to call him a son of a bitch."
Girl: "But father he had AIDS!"
Priest: "THAT SON OF A BITCH!!!"
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I LOVE MUSIC!!!
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92% of American teens today would die if Abercrombie & Fitch or Hollister said it wasn’t cool to breathe anymore. If you’re part of the 8% that would be laughing their butts off, put this in your profile.