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Hello everybloody (yes, everybloody) i'm Jess, or Jesse. call me what you want. I'm not much, just me. human, dumb (as far as i know), loyal, headbanging, and being a normal so called 'punk'. i like what i like, and i don't care what you say about me, i can always come up with something even meaner hmmm... i got problems...i've got scars, i've got one best friend that i wouldn't trade for anything (not even to be god for a day) and i got more best friends i also would hate to lose...


MY AP FAMILY I LOVE YOU!!!!!

HUSBAND:
XXIxLovexJessicaXX - he is soooo sweet! I just love him so much!

MOTHER:
StarLover - grr..she just had to be banned from AP...damn..i’m gonna miss her

BIG BROTHERS:
xXGaryXx - he’s the best friggen brother in the world! I wouldn’t let him go for
anything

Inspired By Till - ermm....we haven’t talked a lot lately, but he’s a pretty kickass person

Crumbled Remains - he’s my bestest best fwend. Always always makes me laugh, even if I feel like I wanna die, he doesn’t even have to try and cheer me up, he just does

LITTLE SISTER:
XXBelovedscreamsXx - she’s a really good person, even though she can be depressed, she’s easy to talk to and get along with

BIG SISTERS:
Scissors Wilde - she is soooo smart! omg! I can’t believe how smart she is! But she’s also really nice to talk to, and easy to get along with. Plus she has some badass poetry

serenity silvermoon - a wonderful person, with a calm and great personality

Mysterywryter - she’s sooo kickass! Wish she was my real sister

starving-to-survive - she deserves a lot more than anyone can offer, I wish she had it better

Beauty of Silence - I love going crazy with her, its so much fun

SilentTearsOnceMore - I’d totally die for her! She’s such a great friend

Broken-heart4-ever - a wonderful friend, who deserves a lot

Rayne1331 - realllllly cool person, she’s got lots of heart

FATHER:
Still Standing - I can come to him about anything, he’s a wonderful person

GRANDPA:
Puppydog - he’s really nice to talk to, and really smart. Also takes some good pictures

GRANDMA:
storiesuntold - she’s smart, and really nice. Gives some great advice too

UNCLES:
Redbarchettadrive - he’s such a cool person, I wish he was my real uncle...he’d make a great replacement for the other idiot I have now

Hold her hand - he’s a great person! I wish he was my real uncle too


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i rarely cut myself...RARELY! (k, i don't even cut anymore, happy?)
i'm not suicidal, but i think about it a lot
I LOVE....
i love marilyn manson
i love my friends
i love art....
i love music
i love poetry
i love YOU! hehe
i love... anything that isn't purple besides grapes....
i love the Adams Family (fav show, lol)
i love my little sister
i love people who aren't 'normal'
i love being happy while i can
i love Zack, the best person in the entire world! a.k.a, my AP husband
i love to be me, and hate it if i was anyone else
i love the unloved, just cuz i do
i love my ex boyfriend (yea, i know, but i couldn't live without him)
and thats all i love...so far...

i'm sure you don't want to know what i hate...its a complete waste of your time







I AM...
emo
punk
goth???
nice
dead
quiet
happy
sad
resilient
loving
helpful
imperfect
mean
rabid
morbid
stubborn
bitchy
isolated
weird
loved
hated
ugly
pretty
worried
free
caged up
unknown
well-known
in love
heartbroken
heartbreaking
lost
found
cool
dumb
smart
alive
undead
unmasked
truthful
used
abused
useful
kind
scared
powerless
hopeful
hopeless
caring
and...everything that makes me, me
you don't like who i am..don't bother telling me you hate me
that kind of opinion doesn't matter to me



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one last thing:
gay people are cool, ok... just shut up about 'em
emo is emo, don't laugh about it, it sux being depressed all the time
just cuz they're punk doesn't mean they'll kill you with mosh
if they're goth, they wont try to suck your blood. vampires do that
not all preps are bitches
not all norms are weird
just cuz they're japanese doesn't mean they're nerds
just cuz they're nerds doesn't mean they like everything you hate
if someone wears bad clothes, why should you give a damn?
if they have acne, why should you run away? it's not contagious
if they're too fat, why do you walk away
if they're just ugly, why do you ridicule them


just a little thought. don't make someone feel bad for being who they are. most times, they can't help it, so shut your fat mouth, dammit!
(sorry if that sounded mean)
and yea, so what, i have problems, everyone does...even you! thats just the thing, i hate it. i'm sure you do too. so don't laugh about it...simple as that.


♀ + ♂ = ♥
♀ + ♀ = ♥
♂ + ♂ = ♥
HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG!!!

a quote (just out of boredom):
The burden of originality is one that most people don't want to accept. They'd rather sit in front of the TV and let that tell them what they're supposed to like, what they're supposed to buy, and what they're supposed to laugh at.
~marilyn manson

yes, by now, you may think i'm a total freedom fighting hippy... i'm the exact opposite there isn't such a thing as 100% freedom to me. something is always demolished along the road to happiness. and the only way we can truly be free is if we live completely alone...
i don't wear weird floral dresses, i don't play the acoustic guitar, i don't spray paint everything i own with neon, and i don't smoke weed... ha! that proves i'm not a hippy (kind of)

and...some more things you should know about me:
i don't care what you look like
i don't care what you smell like
i don't care what other people think about you
i don't care what you think about yourself
i don't care how much you talk
i don't care how much you weigh
i don't care what color you are
or what sex you are
what gender you like
what age you are
how tall you are
how smart you are
in fact...
i don't really even care at all
but i love you. and i like you for you, not matter what idiotic things you say or do
sooo....talk to me, i don't care
i don't even care if you believe this or not
but its true


a quote i'll always live by:
love the unloved, and they will love you back. ~me


:^{ <---------this is guy with a mustache...he likes to suck peanut butter with a straw...in other words...he just sux..

>:^((( <-------thats my mom when she's in a GOOD mood

:] <-------my pet...forgot his name..

;^) <---------me...i think?


<----------for my cute little Zack, i love you!!