SadisticDolly• Show poetry

What to say about myself,well I have to say i am rather open to the things around me.I can be sadistic,twisted and morbid..but most of the time i just keep to myself.I love writing but my writing is dark,most of the time about vampires,and why? Well because of the fact they are a fetish for me and i tend to write what i dream about or what comes to my head right then and there. But Is there really a meaning to why I have come here? Or is there just a reason for everything.I am myself.I am the darkness..yet I hold the things you desire so.Understand me,Please me,But do Not lable me as those you see.One True Thing I must say,I Myself can hold the title for a juggalette.

I see hell's deadly fire consuming your eyes, running black as night.
Your voice stirs the whispered hunger within me, my desire.
Words cannot describe the things that I yearn for you to bestow onto me.
I want you to pin me to your bed of blood red velvet and split my pale shell of a body wide open.
I want you to make me beg to acquire the permission to speak your name.
I want you to take everything I am and swallow it whole, never give it back, to leave me empty inside.
I want you to throw me agianst the wall and not allow me to ever disobey words spoken from those pale reaper like lips.
If I try to run, hunt me down and punish me with you pleasure consuming tourchures.
Wrape your arms around me and force me to lie still.
Command me to see everything your way, remove my very will, and keep me forever.
Make me your slave.............
I beg of you, don't hold back any longer, I cannot bear this knawing, unfullfilled need.
Controll me, rule me, yield me,do with me as you wish.
So long as I can feel your touch set my cold flesh ablaze.
So long as your blood lust consumes me and threatens to entrall me for the remainder of eturnity.
I want your eyes to draw in my body like the blood that pours from your lips.
I hunger......Feed me, Master.....
Bing me to your body so tight that if all those spells where corsets, I would shurely suffocate and fall to the ground dead.
Make me forever the willing or unwilling prisoner in your newly erected temple, devoted to our love.
Here I am, draw your eyes open, hear my call, come take me away and set me free.
Save me from the hell in this frail mortal form....
Awaken me and save me from the nothing I have become.

So as the night drags you down into it's dark embrace, know that you're not alone, a piece of me will always be there to guide you on your way...

Here is a little taste of a book I'm writing; Hope you enjoy it...

We walk through the dimly lit streets hand and hand; I can see the occasional flicker of the flames from the gas lamps in your eyes. Hmmm... I wonder if the vampire watchers will be watching us...

Do you want me to bite your thigh or your neck this time? I promise not to suck you dry... My eternal love.

As we walk down the century old streets, I'm overcome with the scent of your jasmine perfume along with the lush baskets of flowers hanging from the balconies overhead, your breasts are shimmering in the soft flame of light as we pass under the old gas lamps. Overwhelmed I place my hand around your waist and turn you into me, I pull you close and tight never letting go of your waist, sliding my other hand around the back of your neck, you lean back melting into my arms. I gaze deeply into your eyes knowing that you are completely mine, your lips part, our eyes close, and at that very moment all that I have ever dreamed, or will ever dream, shall come to pass...

As we end our kiss we continue to make our way back to the Chateau Dupre, not a word is spoken, but all is still reveled.

As you lay on the bed, still the scent of the flowers coming from the open balcony, I gently blow across your breasts you quiver and arch your back in anticipation. when you think that it's more than you can bear I kiss your nipples and the sudden rush from the warmth of my lips almost seems unbearable. The music in the distance, the warmth, the cold, a thousand sounds, scents, and touches overwhelm all of you senses...

I try not to think of it, but even as I kiss your sweet lips I can feel the blood pulse though your body. So I tell myself not this one, not tonight, but I can't stop. Your beauty pulls me back in, you don't deserve this, but I find my way to your soft lush neck. I take hold of your long flowing hair and pull your head back, as my teeth break the skin you arch in pain, but I hold you tight. The blood trickles at first, but then flows freely, all your dreams and desires flow into me; you start to swoon as pain gives way to exquisite pleasure. I can feel your breasts heaving in and out with each beat of our hearts as they beat now as one. The full weight of your body is now in my arms, I pull back to gaze at you only to realize that I must do the unthinkable. Looking down I see a single drop of blood from my lips as it falls on your glistening breast.

You sleep in the bed now, not knowing that everything has changed, when the night falls again you will be entirely mine, together in blood, passion, and damnation...

I must leave you now, the only light a single candle on the nightstand, the only light you will ever know again; One candle away from darkness...

Come into my secret world
Follow my darkest memories
Become my gaurdian of death
Protect me from the screams

Look into my shattered lights
Ignore the look of lust
I will not tell you lies
You have my total trust

Push my face down underwater
Cover me with burning oil
Bring me to the massive slaughter
Make my blood boil
Make my blood boil

Alive

I will be strong for you
I will be hard as stone
Tell me your darkest secrets
You dream when you're alone