Saddened Angel• Show poetry

This is the beginning. The beginning of the end. The place where everything flows together into one last masterpiece...where it all makes sense. All the tears, joy, pain, laughter, heartache, smiles...where they come into one being and define my heart: define who I am and what I am still to become. Each page a new beginning; each page another ending. Few may curl over into themselves. Each blurry picture crafted with words another showing of my tears. Every bright and iridescent page a reflection of my laughter. Each smile a starting heartache, each heartache a hidden joy. Everything is nothing, and nothing is everything. My life is my death, and my death is my life, for we live to die, and then die to live. One viscious circle of hate and love, love and hate, terror and courage, bravery and fear. One resounding echo, eminating from one forgotten voice. So little, yet so much. Trust and hope and lies and emptiness. All we are, and, yet, all we are not and never will be. Our heart's haven and our mind's hell. Just one more mirror to reflect our raggedy, wholesome lives...displaying our perfectly flawed emotions.
-Me


So, about me:

[Name]: Whitney (Nicknames are totally okay)

[Hair Color]: Blonde

[Eye Color]: Blue

[Height]: 5'5 1/2" (the fraction is important )

[Birthdate]: October 2

[My AP Mother]: HeLLaKeWL420...She is amazing.

[AP Idol and Lover]: SoleDiavolo/My Hearts Decease.

[RL Sister]: WesLeAnn a.k.a. evilbatwoman

[AP Brother]: robertrummery, you rock!! I'm Satan's female form

[AP Sister]: rower4life

[AP Sister]: Cheese Cake Baby!!! Kiles is absolutely the best, but only I can call her Kiles because it's my special nickname for her!

[Favorite AP Friend]: ChibberMonkey. Awww, Mountain Dew!

[Second AP Awesomeness]: Eric a.k.a. Unknown Cause

[Third AP Awesomeness]: Torked

[The One Better Than All the Rest]: etheric monk

[And Last but Not Least]: BladeOfEquinox


[Interests]: Anything and everything, God, laughter, video games, monopoly, cards, hugs, my computer, frogs, basketball, people, music, happiness, movies, dancing, singing, baking, reading, joking around, sarcasm, and just having a good time

[Activities]: Volunteer/Service work, Basketball, Volleyball, Church at Mars Hill with Amy and the boy, Reading, Sleeping, Smiling, Hugging, Being Overwhelmingly Happy, Partaking of my First Language: Sarcasm, YJC, Making Random Baked Goods, and working as a photo copy slave

[Things You Need to Know]:
I like to smile, laugh, and hug.
Sports are my addiction, Adrenaline is my drug.
I'm not going to hesitate to tell you how awesome you are, for people never hear it nearly as often as they should.
I want to have really, big laugh lines when I‘m older.
Blonde moments may be hazardous to my health.
My family and friends are extremely important to me.
Calla Lilies are my favorite flower. They're just so simple, smooth and beautiful...everything life should be...but isn't.
I’m still learning things I ought to know by now.
I'm a nerd and I'm awesome that way.
I'm also a dork and a total band geek!
If it rains on your parade, break out the slip n' slide!
I'd like a hug, please!

If you're going my way, I'll walk with you...


"Promise you won't forget me, because if I thought you would, I'd never leave."
--Winnie the Pooh, A.A. Milne



[Music]: Imogen Heap, Crossfade, Everclear, Josh Groban, Point One, Alanis Morisette, Smile Empty Soul, Smashing Pumpkins, Breaking Benjamin, Regina Spektor, Disney songs, The Eagles, mewithoutyou, Three Doors Down, Aerosmith, Stone Sour, Secondhand Serenade, Colbie Caillat, Celtic Bagpipes, Norah Jones, Ella Fitzgerald, Alicia Keys, Foo Fighters, Goo Goo Dolls, Alison Krause, The Dead Kennedys, Diana Krall, Letters to Cleo, Aretha Franklin, Hinder, David Crowder Band, Vertical Horizon, Tupac, System of a Down, AFI, Shinedown, ABBA, Rod Stewart, Weezer, Ray Charles, Stevie Wonder, Panic! At the Disco, Nickelback, Natasha Bedingfield, Nickel Creek, Coldplay, Gabriel Mann, Evanescence, Nazareth, Bare Naked Ladies, Pink Floyd, Led Zepplin, Chantal Kreviazuk, Mary J. Blige, 311, Adema, Linkin Park, Kenny G, JoJo, Kacy Crowley, Jimi Hendrix, Bob Dylan, Godsmack, Gavin DeGraw

Um, basically, a little bit of everything!!

Current Theme Songs:
"Wonderful" by Everclear
"Ironic" by Alanis Morissette
"Iris" by The Goo Goo Dolls
"Realize" by Colbie Caillat
"One Last Breath" by Creed


[Movies]: To keep it short, I love everything on film. Some good mentions are: The Boondock Saints, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, The Departed, 10 Things I Hate About You, V for Vendetta, Garden State, Pride and Prejudice, Princess Bride, Phantom of the Opera!!, Monty Python, Remember the Titans, While You Were Sleeping, Who Framed Rodger Rabbit, The Original Willy Wonka, Anchorman, Miss Congeniality, Mean Girls, Fight Club, Anything Disney (Little Mermaid!!!), and so on and so forth...If you ever need a movie date, let me know.

[Disclaimer]: However, I have not seen the following the movies, which may be considered a crime in 49 of the 50 states: Any of the Star Wars, The II or III Godfathers, Shawshank Redemption, All of Casablanca, All of Dr. Strangelove, Any of the GhostBusters, Blade Runner, The Exorcist, Jaws, or Donnie Darko. Also, I am a total scary movie pansy.



[MY QUOTES]:

"A smile is a curve that can straighten out a lot of things."

Why do you try so hard to fit in when you were born to stand out? --What A Girl Wants

Instead of waiting for someone to bring me flowers, I'm going to plant my own garden, I'm going to decorate my own soul...

Life and love are the same, you can hold back, or you can let go of your fears, jump and pray that you miss the rocks.

Don’t be afraid of the shadows; it means there’s light near-by.

"To be human is to be able to extend compassion to others, to empathize with them, and to reflect honestly on how they are affected by our actions."
~Michael Schwalbe

Galatians 2:20
Psalm 139
Isaiah 6:6-8, 11:6-9, and 12:2-3
Song of Solomon 8:6-7
Matthew 2
I John 4:7,8,19
Psalm 100
John 1:1-5, 3:17, and 13:34-35

"Well, it's kind of like you and I are reading the same book at exactly the same time. We are on the same page, the same paragraph...maybe even the same exact word. Yeah, I think it's something like that..."
-Cori

Every time I close the door on reality it comes in through the windows. -- Jennifer Unlimited

I'm straight, but it may just be a phase!!