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my name is Courtney and I don't really know where I'm at right now...maybe just floatin in space at the moment...I have obtained my GED while in lockup... I am no longer depressed or writing depressing, UNMEANINGFUL poems... Other than all that wonderful news I love rock music and rap...throughout the years I have been in the system the most important thing to remember if not the one and only, is that everything gets worse before it gets better, you fall down a lot of times; you just have to find the strength in yourself to stand back up...and it's not that hard...ya know what I mean???....Life may suck at the time that you're looking at it, but you need to give it a couple years and soon it will pass and you'll find that it is enjoyable...find WHAT you love not WHO...you have to love you before you love them...TRUST ME...I found all this out the hard way...or else I'd be hiding somewhere all disoriented from the drugs I  do...

"To give pleasure to a single heart by a single act is better than a thousand heads bowing in prayer"-Ghandi

"We played wedding songs, and you didn't dance, so we played funeral songs, and you didn't weep."-Luke 7:32

I think eggs and tacos are amazing,

Tall chicks are hot.....too bad im short...

GAY PRIDE

You may be able to hide your emotions for a while but soon or later everything gets the best of us all.

Don't wear the mask if you can't keep it from fading.


BLA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(quietly outloud)  

These are some of the bands that I listen to:

Hollywood Undead
3 Days Grace
30 Seconds to Mars
KORN
DISTURBED
AFI
AAR
Evanescence
ATREYU
TOOL
SUBLIME
SYSTEM OF A DOWN
AVENGED SEVENFOLD
Stonesour
FLYLEAF
Paramore
SLIPKNOT
THE USED
A PERFECT CIRCLE
Breaking Benjamin
Crossfade
Sum 41
INCUBUS
Boys Like Girls
LIVE
Sixx: Am
Linkin Park
Metallica
Lil' Whyte
SHE WANTS REVENGE
COHEED & CAMBRIA
SKILLET
Red
SPM
Chevelle
Blessthefall
Lil' Wayne
Lil' Boosie
Tech Nine
Kottonmouth Kings
Nikki Minaj
The Red Hot Chilli Peppers
A Perfect Circle

turn up the music.....



"My name is Sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more,I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall. I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken. "I'm sorry!", I scream But its now much too late His face has been twisted Into unimaginable hate. The hurt and the pain Again and again Oh please God, have mercy! Oh please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door, While I lay there motionless Sprawled on the floor. My name is Sarah And I am but three, Tonight my daddy Murdered me."

We need to STOP CHILD ABUSE!!!!
Help support this and put this on your profile please...



*A girl and guy were speeding, on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road..
Girl: Slow down. I’m scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, it’s not. Please, it’s too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It’s bugging me.
(In the paper the next day)
A motorcycle crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
\\_*If you love someone this much put this on your site*_//

DO THIS ONE BY ONE! DONT LOOK AHEAD! THIS IS LIKE 99.9% TRUE!!

1) Write the name of a person of the opposite sex.
2) Which is your favorite color out of red, black, blue, green, yellow?
3)your first initial?
4) Your month of birth?
5) Which color do you like more black or white?
6) Name of person of the same sex as you?
7) Your favorite number?
8) Do you like California or Florida more?
9) Do you like the lake or ocean more?
10) Write down a wish (a realistic one)
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THE ANSWERS
1) You are completely in love with this person.
2) If you chose:
Red- you are alert and your life is full of love.
Black- you are conservative and aggressive.
Green- your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue- you are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.
Yellow- you are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down.
3) If your initial is:
A-K you have a lot of love and friendships in your life.
L-R you try to enjoy life to the maximum and your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z you like to help others and your future love life looks very good.
4) If you were born in:
Jan-Mar The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you will fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
Apr-Jun You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever.
July-Sep You will have a great year and experience a major life changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec Your love life will not be too great but will eventually find your soul mate.
5) If you choose:
Black- your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White- you will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.
6) This person is your best friend.
7) This is how many close friends you have in your life time.
8) If you choose:
California- you like adventure.
Florida- you are a laid back person.
9) If you choose:
Lake- you are loyal to your friends and to your love. And you are very reserved.
Ocean- You are spontaneous and like to please people. 10) This wish will come true only if you RE-POST THIS BULLETIN in one hour