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10.31.04

omg...i haven't been on here is so long...wow...um...im turning 16 tomorrow...having a party tonight...wow...been real long since ive been here...so much has happened...but not much poetry...well...im gonna jet...ttul!!

xoxoxo
me

4.30.04

hey...whats going on? nm here...i got new shoes yesterday!! yay! hehe...can't stay long, kinda grounded. want more info go to my homepage at http://guard_geek.tripod.com see yall later

-me

4.15.04

wassup....nm here. my mom sister and i went on vacation and got back on monday...it was cool. really dont wanna get into it now...just check out my xanga (link below in personal info). havent really been doing much i go back to school on monday. starting monday i have 30 days of school until summer vacation! yay!! my parents have already said that im driving this summer...another yay! i went to the doctor this morning cuz ive had this rash on the bottom of my feet and it hella hurts when i walk. he asks if he could look at my shoes (my year old black converse...the best!) and says that theyre the reason for my reaction (as he called it)then tells me that i have to throw them away! i was hella pissed -and of course my mom was laughing at me...not cool. she said i can get a new pair next weekend. i guess ill live til then.

later
-ab


well thats all for now...ill add more later...


xoxo
amber


favorite bands...

*Mudvayne*
*Evanescence*
*Slayer*
*orgy*
Insane Clown Posse
disturbed
story of the year
rammstein

Lyrics that mean something to me....

*Bitch* -Meredith Brooks (not Alanis Morrisette...she did the cover 2 years later...)

Im a bitch
im a lover
im a child
im a mother
im a sinner
im a saint
i do not feel ashamed
im your hell
im your dream
im nothing in between
you know you wouldn't want it any other way.


*amber*-311 (hehe...thats me! good shit...)

Whoa, amber is the color of your energy
whoa, shades of gold displayed naturally
you ought to know what brings me here
you glide through my head blind to fear
and I know why
whoa, amber is the color of your energy
whoa, shades of gold displayed naturally

Whoa, amber is the color of your energy
whoa, shades of gold displayed naturally

You live too far away
your voice rings like a bell anyway
don't give up your independence
unless it feels so right
nothing good comes easily
sometimes you gotta fight


*Death Blooms* mudvayne

Dark for fear of failure
an inner gloom as wide as an eye and fermenting
boiling hate
death grip in my veins
unveiling rancid petals
flowering forth foul nectar
the space between a blink and a tear
death blooms


*World So Cold* - Mudvayne

I'm backing out, I'm no pawn,
No mother-fucking slave to this,
Never lied
Never left
Never lived
Never loved
Never lost
Never hurt
Never worry about being me, or anyone else
Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about
Anything

*stupid* - sarah mclachlan

Night lift up the shades
let in the brilliant light of morning
but steady there now
for I am weak and starving for mercy
sleep has left me alone
to carry the weight of unravelling where we went wrong
it's all I can do to hang on
to keep me from falling
into old familiar shoes

how stupid could I be
a simpleton could see
that you're no good for me
but you're the only one I see

everything changes
everything falls apart
can't stop to feel myself losing control
but deep in my senses I know

*cold* - crossfade


Looking back at me,
I see that i never really got it right,
I never stop to think of you.
I'm always wrapped up in things i can not win.
You are the antiqdote that gets by,
something strong like a drug that gets me high.
What i really meant to say,
is i'm sorry for the way, i am.
I never meant to be so cold (Never meant to be so cold)

Cold to you, i'm sorry about all the lies
maybe in a different life,
you could see me stand on my own again,
cause now i can see.



well...ya. thats all for now. talk to ya later

later days-
amber


ps...wanna chat? yahoo: sweet_sixx6sixx
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