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Welcome to my page. I know that it rarely gets used anymore but I'm hoping that eventually, as I grow as a person, as a writer and as I grow into who I am that the poetry spark will come back to stay.
I recently received an email from Kevin informing me of my 5 year All Poetry anniversary. I have changed so much since I came here, a lost, depressed 15 year old teenager with the world falling down around her. Now, I would like to think of myself as, although not all the time mature, a responsible, mature 20 year old who can appriciate the value of life. The joy in living and just experiencing everything life has to offer. I know it sounds like a complete load of bull, but for the people who knew me back then, or the people who have been there, they'll understand the value of this paragraph.
And one more thing that I want to say here before you all loose interest in reading this. Thank you! If you helped me become the person I am today. Then thank you. Especially to my scruffles.
Also one more thing I really want to say, I think... just because I need to say it somewhere - I think I'm Christian now. *faints* It's weird. But I like the idea of some big guy up in the sky, watching over us and loving us no matter what we do. 
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- What a cute kitty! Is he yours?
I'm glad you're well, sweetheart, and I can definitely understand where you're coming from. It seems like only yesterday that I joined AP- I was 18, and in my first year of college; a confused, broken-hearted teenager, who wrote for the sole purpose of being heard. Now, I'm almost 25, have been a member for nearly 6 years, and have only just figured out who I am... Not sure whether or not I'll be sticking around (until recently, my account hadn't been used in months), but I very well might.
Hugs & stuff, sweet girl.
- Mmm, I was 15 when I joined, hard to believe I'm now 20. I still have no idea who the hell I am, just a more generalised knowledge of who I'm not. And yes, the kitty is mine, his name is Zen. I walked into the bathroom one day to find him there and just had to take a photo. He seemed to enjoy the spotlight. Hehehe.
I just log in here from time to time, I still like it because it's not facebook or any other site where everyone knows me IRL. I can vent my feelings here and not have to deal with the massive drama that would occur in FB. *hugs* Keep in touch though, there is always msn, skype, aaaaaand facebook.
*hugs and loves* - Yes, you're old.
That's this site's redeeming quality, methinks... Even though Kevin has turned AP into a social-networking site, it's still a better one than Facebook; my only real use for FB is to keep in touch with my friends and family, most of whom live across the country from me. I do have skype- my name there is lauravb7 (from Moncton, Canada- add me [=) though I can't run it on this computer... My desktop is on the fritz, and this lappy is an old piece of crap that hopefully won't crash before I can afford to replace it.
I still can't believe that you're 20, either... I remember being your adoptive AP mom when you were, like, 16 and I was your age now- how time flies (and I don't mean the watch that I just threw out of my apartment-window) Stay in touch, love, & I hope all it well... Tell Zen (lovely name, too) that his charms worked on me.
- Hey sis just thought I would drop a line & say Hi
Hope all is going well for you ... up here its raining like crazy & life is chaotic like it always is but this time its alot different and more busy than ever ... any ways luffles ya sis and hope you're doing well. - See all
on Sep 17 05:43 PM
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