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My Name is Belva Jo.

Well, once again things have changed. I am now nineteen and I am no longer engaged. With that happening, I am strangley numb and currently experiencing writers block. I graduated high school a year ago but I am still not sure what my plans are as far as college goes.

I have deleted alot of my old poems but I will be adding more that I have either recently written or recently found. I am hoping these will be better, because I think my writing has matured and improved since you all last heard from me, and so have I. So still continue to support me as you have always done.



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October 17, 2009
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01.) Name:: Belva
02.) Middle Name: Jo
03.) DOB:: October 10
04.) Age:: 19
05.) Location:: Boone County
06.) Eye Color:: Blue/Green/Gray
07.) Hair Color:: Red
08.) Hair Length:: Long
09.) Height:: 5'5
10.) Shoe Size:: 9.5/10
11.) Glasses or Contacts:: Glasses to read and do homework and stuff like that
12.) Braces:: Nope, never had them
13.) Single or Taken:: Single
14.) Bad Habits:: Eating junk food
15.) Fears:: Failure and getting old

::_*_:: School ::_*_::

17.) Where Do You Go to School:: I graduated from Sherman High
18.) Whats Your School Mascot:: A Boat
19.) Whats Your School Colors:: Maroon and Gold
20.) Whats Your Favorite Subject:: History and Lunch
21.) Whos Your Favorite Teacher:: Ms. May
22.) What Do They Teach:: History
23.) Who Sits Next to You In History Class:: Angel

::_*_:: Love Life ::_*_::

24.) Do You Have a Boyfriend/ Girlfriend:: No
25.) If So, Whats There Name:: ....
26.) If So, How Long Have You Been Together:: ....
27.) Do You Have a Crush:: No
28.) Do They Know:: .........
29.) Have You Ever Broken Someones Heart: Unfortunately yes (I HATE to do things like that, it’s so mean)
30.) Have You Ever Had Your Heart Broken:: Who hasn't?

::_*_:: Favorites ::_*_::

31.) Animal:: Butterflies and Sloths
32.) Color:: Purple Yellow, and Black (But Blacks a shade)
33.) Person:: Gregory
34.) Subject:: Didn’t we cover this earlier?
35.) Season:: Late Summer and Early Fall (Yes, that’s a season as of right now, I just made it that way!!).
36.) Holiday:: My B-DAY!!
37.) Hobby:: Running, IM'ing, Watching old movies, and Listening to music
38.) Sport:: Track
39.) Feeling:: Being in love
40.) Saying:: hehehe….
41.) Word:: Snap
42.) Month:: August, September, October, And February
43.) Clothing:: Ripped Jeans and Tank Tops, Dresses.
44.) Jewelry:: Rings
45.) Food:: Cold Pizza, Mint Chocolate Chip Ice cream, Cheesecake, M&M's, and Poptarts....
46.) Snack:: Whatever I feel like eatin at the time

::_*_:: Have You Ever ::_*_::

61.) Had a Wish Come True:: Yes
62.) Had a Dream Come True:: Yes
63.) Broken a Body Part:: Yep, Most of my toes and My collarbone (which hurt like H*LL
64.) Fallin in Love:: YES
65.) Done Something You Regret:: No, I only regret the things that I DIDN’T do
66.) Tripped and Fell in Public:: A couple times
67.) Sang in Public:: All The Time
68.) Cryed in Public:: A couple times
69.) Kissed Someone Besides Family:: YES
70.) Been in a Car Crash:: Not a serious one

::_*_:: The Last ::_*_::

71.) Thing You Did Before Getting on the Computer:: Laid Down In Bed For A Bit.
72.) Person You Yelled at:: Tiff.
73.) Person You Hugged:: Jon
74.) Person You IMed:: Gregory
75.) Time You Cleaned Your Room:: IDR
76.) Song You were Listening to:: Dead Flowers-Miranda Lambert
77.) TV Show You Watched:: The Hills, LOL
78.) Movie You Watched:: Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs.
79.) Time You went to the Movies:: Thursday.
80.) Time You Cryed:: Not sure
81.) You Took a Shower:: This morning

::_*_:: This OR That ::_*_::

82.) Coke OR Pepsi:: Coke
83.) Tall OR Short:: In The Middle
84.) Flowers OR Candy:: Neither
85.) Math OR English:: English
86.) Blink 182 OR Sugarcult:: Blink 182
87.) Mickey OR Minnie:: Minnie
88.) Middle School OR High School:: High School
89.) Boyfriend OR Girlfriend:: Boyfriend
90.) Single OR Taken:: Single.

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The Last Time
Within Temptation

For so long I've tried.
Could not close my eyes.
When you became an outcast in this life.

Again and again I try
to understand the demons inside your head,
but the truth is you love them to death.

Now, I know it's the last time I have tried
to lift you up to make you fight.
Nothing is ever easy in life.
I can't change it if you don't have the will deep inside.

I have been blind to how you justify
everything that you've wasted in this life.

Got lost in the illusion,
I'd find a solution for the demons in your head,
but the truth is you love them to death.

Now, I know it's the last time I have tried
to lift you up to make you fight.
Nothing is ever easy in life.
I can't change it if you don't have the will deep inside.

You can blame and you can hide
behind what is wrong and what is right.
Life is the choices we make
I hope you'll awake before it's too late.

Now, I know it's the last time I have tried
to lift you up to make you fight.
Nothing is ever easy in life.
I can't change it if you don't have the will deep inside.
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BOTH OF THESE ARE FOR KIRSTAY:
Are you tired of all those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that really speaks to true friendship: 1. When you are sad - I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue - I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile - I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared - I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried - I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining. 6. When you are confused - I will use little words. 7. When you are sick - Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall - I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. This is my oath...I pledge it till the end. Why? You may ask. Because you are my friend. Remember: A good friend will help you move. A really good friend will help you move a body. Let me know if I ever need to bring a shovel.


A BEST FRIEND IS ONE WHO SCREAMS I LOVE YOU IN THE HALLWAYS, NOT CARING IF OTHER PEOPLE HEAR AND THINK THEIR A LESBIAN, ONLY CARING THAT YOU HEAR THEM EVERYTIME.