Quotes are my thing...quotes and poetry/stories. I write to make my pain go away (as I'm sure most of you guys/girls out there do) but, I read quotes (and look for them) to identify my pain...figure out what it is and, how to deal with it. I only know like one other person who loves quotes as much as I do, so, I think it's safe to say obsession with quotations is a unique obsession.
I don't live for other people...I know I don't. Others are always telling me to live for myself, well, I do. I'm not just saying that to get people off my case either, I really do live for myself.
I won't be forced into doing anything I don't want to do. You can tell me what I should do, and why I should do it...it could make perfect sense, but, if I don't want to do it, I won't do it. Again, people need to understand that about me...I make my own choices, I don't let others make them for me.
I like to read, and I read a lot...basically my whole life revolves around reading and writing. I pay attention in class, but I don't exactly have a social life, if you know what I mean.
I get tired of being teased, but that doesn't mean I'm going to change to make the teasing stop. This is probably why I cut, to punish myself (which I know is the reason a lot of people who do do it, do it.) but, it's also more than that. I cut to let myself know that, though I may be numb, and, to others I may be an emotionless bitch, at least I can still bleed...at least I'm normal in that aspect...sometimes, that's all I want is to be normal...which I'm not.
Because of my dad's job (he trains throughbreds, {racehorses for those of you who didn't know that}) I have to travel back and forth between 2 states. People are constantly asking me which one I like better, and sometimes I like NY more than FL, and sometimes it's the other way around. It's not fair to make me choose because, as much as I wish it weren't true, they're both my home.
There are a lot of things in this world that I don't like, but I hate nothing...I hate nobody. I may say I do, but that's just cause it's easier to say than 'I really dislike you right now' so I just say 'I really hate you right now.' But, that's not possible...I believe that if you hate something, or somebody, it's not going to change. Just like love.
I think that's about it...I've told you most of the major things (except for favorite artists and such, but I don't think that stuff is really important in the long run.) so, I guess I'll just leave you with a few parting quotes.
QUOTES:
'Peace in our dreams, war in our wake.' -MiMi
'Live in the present because you can't change the past, and you can't forsee the future.' -MiMi
'Life is life, it won.' -MiMi
'Life is life, it won't change because you want it to.' -MiMi
'To dream of the person you would like to be is to waste the person you are.' -Anon
'Learn to say 'NO'; it will be of more use to you than to be able to read Latin.' -Charles Haddon Spurgeon
'Character is like a tree, and reputation like its shadow. The shadow is what we think of it; the tree is the real thing.' -Anon
P.S. ANIMAL TESTING IS WRONG, GET EDUCATED!!!
Links:
furisdead.com/
marchofcrimes.com/ (bet you didn't know March of Dimes tortures animals! I know I didn't!)
iamscruelty.com/
www.stopanimaltests.com/index.aspx
There are places that don't test, so have some hope:
www.caringconsumer.com/searchcompany.asp
www.caringconsumer.com/searchcharities.asp
I have more links somewhere, if you want them message me and I'll send them to you when I get them.
~~Rain~~
I don't live for other people...I know I don't. Others are always telling me to live for myself, well, I do. I'm not just saying that to get people off my case either, I really do live for myself.
I won't be forced into doing anything I don't want to do. You can tell me what I should do, and why I should do it...it could make perfect sense, but, if I don't want to do it, I won't do it. Again, people need to understand that about me...I make my own choices, I don't let others make them for me.
I like to read, and I read a lot...basically my whole life revolves around reading and writing. I pay attention in class, but I don't exactly have a social life, if you know what I mean.
I get tired of being teased, but that doesn't mean I'm going to change to make the teasing stop. This is probably why I cut, to punish myself (which I know is the reason a lot of people who do do it, do it.) but, it's also more than that. I cut to let myself know that, though I may be numb, and, to others I may be an emotionless bitch, at least I can still bleed...at least I'm normal in that aspect...sometimes, that's all I want is to be normal...which I'm not.
Because of my dad's job (he trains throughbreds, {racehorses for those of you who didn't know that}) I have to travel back and forth between 2 states. People are constantly asking me which one I like better, and sometimes I like NY more than FL, and sometimes it's the other way around. It's not fair to make me choose because, as much as I wish it weren't true, they're both my home.
There are a lot of things in this world that I don't like, but I hate nothing...I hate nobody. I may say I do, but that's just cause it's easier to say than 'I really dislike you right now' so I just say 'I really hate you right now.' But, that's not possible...I believe that if you hate something, or somebody, it's not going to change. Just like love.
I think that's about it...I've told you most of the major things (except for favorite artists and such, but I don't think that stuff is really important in the long run.) so, I guess I'll just leave you with a few parting quotes.
QUOTES:
'Peace in our dreams, war in our wake.' -MiMi
'Live in the present because you can't change the past, and you can't forsee the future.' -MiMi
'Life is life, it won.' -MiMi
'Life is life, it won't change because you want it to.' -MiMi
'To dream of the person you would like to be is to waste the person you are.' -Anon
'Learn to say 'NO'; it will be of more use to you than to be able to read Latin.' -Charles Haddon Spurgeon
'Character is like a tree, and reputation like its shadow. The shadow is what we think of it; the tree is the real thing.' -Anon
P.S. ANIMAL TESTING IS WRONG, GET EDUCATED!!!
Links:
furisdead.com/
marchofcrimes.com/ (bet you didn't know March of Dimes tortures animals! I know I didn't!)
iamscruelty.com/
www.stopanimaltests.com/index.aspx
There are places that don't test, so have some hope:
www.caringconsumer.com/searchcompany.asp
www.caringconsumer.com/searchcharities.asp
I have more links somewhere, if you want them message me and I'll send them to you when I get them.
~~Rain~~
- Last seen on Jul 8 11:27 AM 2008. Member since August 9, 2005.
- I'm a jade dragon poet for 296 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "Life is life, it won't change 'cuz you tell it to.".
- I am a 18 year old girl (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a Dairy Queen person thingy.
- I am in the groups A day stained in blood The life of a c
- I have 296 comments, 4 contests, 68 poems, 9 stories
My Poetry
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Hello there stranger,
how nice of you to stop by.27 lines, 1 comment, August 18, 2006. In Hope -
Tears fall down her face,
the words searing into her heart,43 lines, 2 comments, June 14, 2006. In Abuse -
My heart is with you,
no matter where my body may be.8 lines, 4 comments, June 12, 2006. In Love
My Stories
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10751 lines, 1 comment, June 17, 2006. In >5000 words
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You know, they do have a name for a person like me, and it's not 'bitch', though that's what others seem to think it is. I'm a loner, apparantly that's what they call a l116 lines, 2 comments, January 23, 2006. In <200 lines, Depression
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You know what I hate? I hate tears, I hate crying, I hate the whole she-bang...pure unadulterated hate. Okay, that isn't as random as you're probably thinking it is856 lines, 1 comment, January 16, 2006. In <200 lines, Depression
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Ted E Bare on November 2, 2007Love the screen name
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Darkened Star on June 3, 2006(\_/)
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(")_(") This is baby bunny. He wishes to out due Mr. Bunny in dominating the world. I've put this on several of my favorites comments.
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TheGangstress on May 30, 2006About those backstabbers...it's a shame was society has come to, where people betray others just as easily as they put up a fake smile. Whatever they did, forget about it. It's not worth hanging over (unless it resulted in a life or death situation - but, if it did, I don't think you would be asking for help about it on the internet). If it was your friend, it's their loss. Nothing you can really do about it. Just don't fight back, because (I noticed you were into quotes) as the saying goes, "Two wrongs don't make a right." If it was somebody you loved (boyfriends, family, ect.), then they don't deserve you, or to be in your presence. Whenever somebody stabs you in the back, just remember that you would never stoop to that level, so you are always better and more considerate than they are, and it just shows you also have more class. Just don't worry about it. You are above them.
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between slices on March 13, 2006oh hey... thanks for addin me to ur fav's list.. i never realized!! lol...
