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So this is the box where I tell about myself, only I won't talk about me or anything that pertains to me, but about the Lord and the person I am within the Lord.
MARTYR-1. a person who dies for their convictions or religious faith
2.Greek word for "witness"
3.the act, suffering and self-sacrifice of the persecuted.
If you think about it, every Christian could be a martyr, but it's how far you're willing to go for the love of the Lord, that makes you a martyr, it's the acts and things you're willing to do and say while in flesh, for the Lord that seperates the people who hide behind the Lord for comfort or safety from hell and the martyrs, the actual Christians the actual followers of the Lord.  I am a martyr, I am willing to look like a fool in front of you, or to you just to tell you about the Lord's word, I am willing to die for, bleed for,sacrifice for the Lord.  That's what I am willing to do, the question is, Will I do it?  And only He can answer that, and in the end, only He can judge me, and I find comfort in that, because I don't have to care about what you think or feel, in fact, I really don't care what you think or feel, because in the end we aLL will be answering for our actions to someone much more powerful and loving and higher than anyone living in skin.  So have at me, tell me there is no such thing as God, tell me that I am nothing, and that there is no such thing as Heaven or Hell, tell me what I'm living for is all made up, and I will lift up my sleeves and show you scars I have made on my own, and then give you scriptures of the Bible and ask you to read them to me, and then ask you which one of us suffered more pain and agony, all so you could refuse the hand that stretches out to take your hand.  You can tell me anything you want against the Lord, but I know who I am and what I have been through, I am a witness, I follow the light, I have seen the darkness and I no longer want to be in it, but choose to follow the light, and am willing to give up everything even my own life to be in that light, to be near it or even just to see it.  I know what I am living for, I know what i am, who I am, I know and am aware, are you?  Probably not, if you deny the Lord, and if you do deny him, you will never know yourself, and you are the one living for nothing....don't you want to live for something?  If you do, do what I do, get on your knees until they are bloody red and tell the Lord who you are, and what you want from Him, and the kind of life and relationship you want to lead with him for all the days that follow in your life that he has granted to you.  See, I could choose to believe your words and your denial, but all it is is lies.......and I don't know about you, but I don't like being lied to or even living in or for or even being associated with lies.  so I choose the truth and I choose to live for it and in it, every single day that the Lord has granted me, and I choose to answer to the higher being the man in my life , the love of my life, the father in my life....the Almighty God.  Because in the end, only He can judge me.  And only He can judge me
now.....

I lay it all down to you
I give you all that I am
Youre everything that I have, Lord
I put my dreams in your hands...
Cherish this time of worship
need your strength to revive me
Catch my tears from falling
Let your love overwhelm me

Take all that I am
Take all that Ill ever be
I surrender my life
to you, to you

And you make me wanna sing:
Na Na Na Na (come on, come on fall)
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