"I'd rather hate you
For everything you are
Than ever love you
For something you are not
I'd rather you hate me
For everything I am
Than have you love me
For something that I'm not"
--"Never Enough" By Five Finger Death Punch
my name is Casey,
I'm a 20 yr old Guy
I love in the not-so-great state of Georgia
I love any and everything to do with Angels (Alis Grave Nil: Nothing Is Heavy For Those With Wings)
I LIVE Music and Poetry
I'm Purfekly Phlaw3d ,Perfectly M3
I wear my memories upon my arms.
I could care less what you think of me
So DONT waste my time if you're gonna talk shit...
My Friends are my life
To me they are more family,than my real family
They are the reason I wake up every morning.
Mess with them, AND I WILL NOT HESITATE TO KNOCK YOU THE FUCK OUT!
I've made my share of mistakes in life
and still continue to..
but everyday i try to make up for them
If you wanna know more then just message me, I wont bite...too hard
If i had to choose one quote to describe life as i have seen it, it would have to be:
"Some things you lose and some things you just give away" -Jack Off Jill
THIS IS THE POEM THAT ACTUALLY INSPIRED ME TO START WRITING I TRIED MY BEST TO GET THE COPYRIGHT AND THE AUTHOR'S NAME THE BEST I COULD THE AUTHOR'S(SCREEN) NAME IS ANYBODY_KILLETE SHE IS ON DARKPOETRY.COM:
Cutter's Glory
Mother's anger,
and Father's lies,
made fresh new cuts,
and darkened eyes.
But, I suppose,
you know this story,
Just your everyday,
Cutter's glory.
Mother's screams,
you try to ignore,
but, it's hard to block out
the slamming door.
Father's that promise,
that they will show,
but they never do,
and you always know.
Everyone you love,
leaves you behind,
so you push people away,
fearing what they might find.
And then you find someone,
whom you thought you could confide,
so you tell them your story,
and how you're feeling inside.
And, all of the sudden,
You aren't the same,
because by telling them this,
you have caused them shame?
I'm not sure,
but this is how I see,
all of you people,
that keep judging me.
You share your feelings,
and your criticisms too,
and just because I cut,
I'm inferior to you.
But haven't you ever,
banged your fists against a wall?
screamed? maybe shouted?
Cried in a bathroom stall?
It's all the same,
be it my blood or your tears,
or the staggered walking,
after your daily beers.
It's just the way,
you choose to deal,
with all this pain,
that you feel.
So take a look,
behind darkened eyes,
and the fresh new cuts,
that you despise.
And actually try,
to understand the story,
behind your everyday
Cutter's glory.
Copyright 2004 Anybody_Killette on www.DarkPoetry.com
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
MY MUSIC
------------------
Evanescence
Jack off Jill
Jimi Hendrix
Hawthorne Heights
My Chemical Romance
Guns n Roses
Led Zeppelin
Pantera
Linkin Park
Rascall Flats
H.I.M
Rob Zombie
Insane Clown Posse
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
the Sex Pistols
Bullet for my Valentine
Paramore
Smile Empty Soul
Flyleaf
AFI
P.O.D
Billy Idol
SlipKnot
Mistress
Garbage
Lacuna Coil
Scar Symmetry
Sum 41
Mary Magdalan
Otep
Blink 182
Andrew W.K
Bullets And Octane
Tokio Hotel
Avenged SevenFold
Saosin
Strike Anywhere
Black sabbath
Danzig
Arch Enemy
AC/DC
Rob Zombie
Guns N' Roses
Papa Roach
Kid Rock
Marylin Manson
Nirvana
Mudvayne
White Zombie
Coheed & Cambria
A Perfect Circle
Kittie
Velvet Revolver
Taproot
STAIND
10 Years
Green day
t.A.T.u
Nobua Uematsu
Seether
Disturbed
Hinder
The Ramones
IWrestledABearOnce
I Killed The Prom Queen
KillWhitneyDead
Framing Hanley
Medic Droid
Mozart Season
Aiden
In This Moment
Madina Lake
Saliva
Yellowcard
[Local Bands]
The Absurd-Dublin,Ga
Deepest Gray-ATL.Ga
Second Thief-Jacksonville,Fl
The Awakener--Ga
Beware the Neverending-Valdosta,Ga
----------Books-----------------
Speak
Crosses
She Said Yes
Cut
Go Ask Alice
Eragon
Eldest
Define "normal"
Catalyst
Aimee
THE TWILIGHT SERIES:
{Twilight
New Moon
Eclipse
Breaking Dawn}
--------------------------------------------------------------------------
BLEED LIKE ME
-GARBAGE-
Avalanche is sullen and too thin
She starves herself to rid herself of sin
And the kick is so divine when she sees bones beneath her skin
And she says:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me?
Chris is all dressed up and acting coy
Painted like a brand new Christmas toy
He's trying to figure out if he's a girl or he's a boy
He says:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me?
Doodle takes dad's scissors to her skin
And when she does relief comes setting in
While she hides the scars she's making underneath her pretty clothes
She sings:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me?
Therapy is Speedie's brand new drug
Dancing with the devil's past has never been too fun
It's better off than trying to take a bullet from a gun
And she cries:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me?"
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
"The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows"-Brand New
We saw the western coast
I saw the hospital
Nursed the shoreline like a wound
Reports of lover's tryst
Were neither clear nor descript
We kept it safe and slow
The quiet things that no one ever knows
So keep the blood in your head
And keep your feet on the ground
If today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we drop out
Gave up my body and bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lower cases and capitals
I contemplate the day we wed
Your friends are boring me to death
Your veil is ruined in the rain
By then it's you I can do without
There's nothing new to talk about
And though our kids are blessed
Their parents let them shoulder all the blame
So keep the blood in your head
And keep your feet on the ground
If today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we drop out
Gave up my body and bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lower cases and capitals
I lie for only you
And I lie well...
Hallelu...
So keep the blood in your head
And keep your feet on the ground
Today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we drop out
Gave up my body and bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lower cases and capitals
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
"Pages"-- 3 Doors Down
What happens to a man when he spills his heart over a page
And he watches words float away then
His feelings lie on a page alone
There waiting for someone who cares to read them
To open their eyes to see them
To see if they can make his thoughts their own
To find out that maybe your life's not perfect
Maybe it's not worth what he gives away
You can see that this broken soul is bleeding
So you can see your feelings inside yourself
And wonder through my heart
Letting you see through me now only consumes me
Forget your pain and watch me fall apart
What happens to a soul when he's trapped inside his emotions
And all of these words he's spoken
They bind him to the life he's left behind
And every new step he takes
He knows that he might not make it
To all of these dreams that he has yet to find
Maybe your life's not perfect
Or maybe it's not worth what he gives away
You can see that this broken soul is bleeding
So you can see your feelings inside yourself
And wonder through my heart
Letting you see through me now only consumes me
Forget your pain and watch me fall apart
As I fall apart
You can see that this broken soul is bleeding
So you can see your feelings inside yourself
And wonder through my heart
Letting you see through me now only consumes me
Forget your pain and watch me fall apart
As I fall apart
-------------------------------------Quotes---------------------------------------------------
"reality is too stagnant... stale and cold... imagination is anything you want it to be..."
-- John wells, me
"Now I got scars like the number of stars, my mind's full of vipers
I got the dust of the desert in my bones, coming through the amplifiers"- Gaslight Anthem
"My sanity wrote a suicide note but
One of us is illiterate
And the other is blind"--Otep Shamaya
Remember, do not slide into bed with the Devil unless you intend to fuck."--Otep Shamaya
♥ "The problem with being nuts, she thought, is that you don't always feel as if you're nuts. Sometimes, in fact, you feel perfectly sane, and there just happens to be a trailer-shaped dragon crouching in the lot next door."
-Christopher Moore
"Like the Naked leads the Blind I know I'm selfish,I'm unkind"
--Placebo from the song "Every me,Every you"
"No one cares when you're out on the street
Picking up the pieces to make ends meet
No one cares when you're down in the gutter
Got no friends, got no lover"--Placebo
For everything you are
Than ever love you
For something you are not
I'd rather you hate me
For everything I am
Than have you love me
For something that I'm not"
--"Never Enough" By Five Finger Death Punch
my name is Casey,
I'm a 20 yr old Guy
I love in the not-so-great state of Georgia
I love any and everything to do with Angels (Alis Grave Nil: Nothing Is Heavy For Those With Wings)
I LIVE Music and Poetry
I'm Purfekly Phlaw3d ,Perfectly M3
I wear my memories upon my arms.
I could care less what you think of me
So DONT waste my time if you're gonna talk shit...
My Friends are my life
To me they are more family,than my real family
They are the reason I wake up every morning.
Mess with them, AND I WILL NOT HESITATE TO KNOCK YOU THE FUCK OUT!
I've made my share of mistakes in life
and still continue to..
but everyday i try to make up for them
If you wanna know more then just message me, I wont bite...too hard
If i had to choose one quote to describe life as i have seen it, it would have to be:
"Some things you lose and some things you just give away" -Jack Off Jill
THIS IS THE POEM THAT ACTUALLY INSPIRED ME TO START WRITING I TRIED MY BEST TO GET THE COPYRIGHT AND THE AUTHOR'S NAME THE BEST I COULD THE AUTHOR'S(SCREEN) NAME IS ANYBODY_KILLETE SHE IS ON DARKPOETRY.COM:
Cutter's Glory
Mother's anger,
and Father's lies,
made fresh new cuts,
and darkened eyes.
But, I suppose,
you know this story,
Just your everyday,
Cutter's glory.
Mother's screams,
you try to ignore,
but, it's hard to block out
the slamming door.
Father's that promise,
that they will show,
but they never do,
and you always know.
Everyone you love,
leaves you behind,
so you push people away,
fearing what they might find.
And then you find someone,
whom you thought you could confide,
so you tell them your story,
and how you're feeling inside.
And, all of the sudden,
You aren't the same,
because by telling them this,
you have caused them shame?
I'm not sure,
but this is how I see,
all of you people,
that keep judging me.
You share your feelings,
and your criticisms too,
and just because I cut,
I'm inferior to you.
But haven't you ever,
banged your fists against a wall?
screamed? maybe shouted?
Cried in a bathroom stall?
It's all the same,
be it my blood or your tears,
or the staggered walking,
after your daily beers.
It's just the way,
you choose to deal,
with all this pain,
that you feel.
So take a look,
behind darkened eyes,
and the fresh new cuts,
that you despise.
And actually try,
to understand the story,
behind your everyday
Cutter's glory.
Copyright 2004 Anybody_Killette on www.DarkPoetry.com
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
MY MUSIC
------------------
Evanescence
Jack off Jill
Jimi Hendrix
Hawthorne Heights
My Chemical Romance
Guns n Roses
Led Zeppelin
Pantera
Linkin Park
Rascall Flats
H.I.M
Rob Zombie
Insane Clown Posse
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
the Sex Pistols
Bullet for my Valentine
Paramore
Smile Empty Soul
Flyleaf
AFI
P.O.D
Billy Idol
SlipKnot
Mistress
Garbage
Lacuna Coil
Scar Symmetry
Sum 41
Mary Magdalan
Otep
Blink 182
Andrew W.K
Bullets And Octane
Tokio Hotel
Avenged SevenFold
Saosin
Strike Anywhere
Black sabbath
Danzig
Arch Enemy
AC/DC
Rob Zombie
Guns N' Roses
Papa Roach
Kid Rock
Marylin Manson
Nirvana
Mudvayne
White Zombie
Coheed & Cambria
A Perfect Circle
Kittie
Velvet Revolver
Taproot
STAIND
10 Years
Green day
t.A.T.u
Nobua Uematsu
Seether
Disturbed
Hinder
The Ramones
IWrestledABearOnce
I Killed The Prom Queen
KillWhitneyDead
Framing Hanley
Medic Droid
Mozart Season
Aiden
In This Moment
Madina Lake
Saliva
Yellowcard
[Local Bands]
The Absurd-Dublin,Ga
Deepest Gray-ATL.Ga
Second Thief-Jacksonville,Fl
The Awakener--Ga
Beware the Neverending-Valdosta,Ga
----------Books-----------------
Speak
Crosses
She Said Yes
Cut
Go Ask Alice
Eragon
Eldest
Define "normal"
Catalyst
Aimee
THE TWILIGHT SERIES:
{Twilight
New Moon
Eclipse
Breaking Dawn}
--------------------------------------------------------------------------
BLEED LIKE ME
-GARBAGE-
Avalanche is sullen and too thin
She starves herself to rid herself of sin
And the kick is so divine when she sees bones beneath her skin
And she says:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me?
Chris is all dressed up and acting coy
Painted like a brand new Christmas toy
He's trying to figure out if he's a girl or he's a boy
He says:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me?
Doodle takes dad's scissors to her skin
And when she does relief comes setting in
While she hides the scars she's making underneath her pretty clothes
She sings:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me?
Therapy is Speedie's brand new drug
Dancing with the devil's past has never been too fun
It's better off than trying to take a bullet from a gun
And she cries:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me?"
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
"The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows"-Brand New
We saw the western coast
I saw the hospital
Nursed the shoreline like a wound
Reports of lover's tryst
Were neither clear nor descript
We kept it safe and slow
The quiet things that no one ever knows
So keep the blood in your head
And keep your feet on the ground
If today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we drop out
Gave up my body and bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lower cases and capitals
I contemplate the day we wed
Your friends are boring me to death
Your veil is ruined in the rain
By then it's you I can do without
There's nothing new to talk about
And though our kids are blessed
Their parents let them shoulder all the blame
So keep the blood in your head
And keep your feet on the ground
If today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we drop out
Gave up my body and bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lower cases and capitals
I lie for only you
And I lie well...
Hallelu...
So keep the blood in your head
And keep your feet on the ground
Today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we drop out
Gave up my body and bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lower cases and capitals
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
"Pages"-- 3 Doors Down
What happens to a man when he spills his heart over a page
And he watches words float away then
His feelings lie on a page alone
There waiting for someone who cares to read them
To open their eyes to see them
To see if they can make his thoughts their own
To find out that maybe your life's not perfect
Maybe it's not worth what he gives away
You can see that this broken soul is bleeding
So you can see your feelings inside yourself
And wonder through my heart
Letting you see through me now only consumes me
Forget your pain and watch me fall apart
What happens to a soul when he's trapped inside his emotions
And all of these words he's spoken
They bind him to the life he's left behind
And every new step he takes
He knows that he might not make it
To all of these dreams that he has yet to find
Maybe your life's not perfect
Or maybe it's not worth what he gives away
You can see that this broken soul is bleeding
So you can see your feelings inside yourself
And wonder through my heart
Letting you see through me now only consumes me
Forget your pain and watch me fall apart
As I fall apart
You can see that this broken soul is bleeding
So you can see your feelings inside yourself
And wonder through my heart
Letting you see through me now only consumes me
Forget your pain and watch me fall apart
As I fall apart
-------------------------------------Quotes---------------------------------------------------
"reality is too stagnant... stale and cold... imagination is anything you want it to be..."
-- John wells, me
"Now I got scars like the number of stars, my mind's full of vipers
I got the dust of the desert in my bones, coming through the amplifiers"- Gaslight Anthem
"My sanity wrote a suicide note but
One of us is illiterate
And the other is blind"--Otep Shamaya
Remember, do not slide into bed with the Devil unless you intend to fuck."--Otep Shamaya
♥ "The problem with being nuts, she thought, is that you don't always feel as if you're nuts. Sometimes, in fact, you feel perfectly sane, and there just happens to be a trailer-shaped dragon crouching in the lot next door."
-Christopher Moore
"Like the Naked leads the Blind I know I'm selfish,I'm unkind"
--Placebo from the song "Every me,Every you"
"No one cares when you're out on the street
Picking up the pieces to make ends meet
No one cares when you're down in the gutter
Got no friends, got no lover"--Placebo
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- When I'm not writing, I'm Hangin' out with freinds or wasting time.
- Visit my homepage at www.myspace.com/Sin_jester
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every-time i talk to someone they all wanna know, what i've been up to... 1 the last six months of my life has been some crazy ass, stoners-on-a-fear-and-loathing-road-trip kinda shit... 2 i spent three weeks sitting by a fire, smoking pot with two runaway teenage lesbians, and a guy that can only be describe
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