Portals To My Soul• Show poetry

Hi , my name is Katlynn. I've recently started drawing, but right now my muse is temporarily unavailable. I have several loves in my life. They are conversation , argument and music.
I am addicted to conversation and argument. Those and music are my drugs of choice( although I cannot forget caffiene xD). I play four instruments Flute,Piccolo,piano and im teaching myself Cello.
I am currently composing bits and pieces of music for both piano and flute. I seem to be falling in love with music ,more so than I ever was before. Though I do not posses great or natural skill or talent for the instruments that I play but what skill I have is because of practice and hard work.
I come from a large family. I have 7 aunts, 9 or 10 uncles and a couple step uncles.I have more than 30 cousins( I dont know the exact number anymore).
I have three sets of grandparents.My family for the most part are kinda conservative( not in the political sense).
I have two dads, although nether of them truly know me.They haven't been around me enough in my life to get to know me.So they do not actually understand me.My mom and older sister know me the best. I have 5 siblings, 3 older brothers, one older sister and a little sister. I miss every single one of my older siblings.
But time and life is slowly severing the relationships that I have with them. I currently am a Jr at Thurston Senior High School.I am in Band, ( yes I am a band geek). I have a facination with computers. My other interests are reading( I constantly read all sorts of subjects and materials)my friends, my family, my pets and teh interwebs.
Altho my computer is kinda crappy and has a small HD, I still love it. I have three pets, a dog her name is Shasta, she is a cowardly mooch.I have two cats, one is a younger female , her name is Sadie, she is a grey calico. My other cat is a younger tom, his name is Stripes, he only comes around about every three days or so. He roams the neighborhood alot.He is a dark tabby striped cat.
I am currently dating someone who I find perfect for me. His name is Adrian.He has a good heart and a sound mind. He has these goregous blue eyes and beautiful thick curly blond hair.He always smells good, I dont know how he does it. He is rather intelligent and has a large knowledge base.He has a great sense of humor and can make me smile and laugh. He is the sexiest man in the world to me .
I LOVE HIM!!!
He makes me feel happy ,content,secure and peaceful.When i'm in his arms I feel as if the world is right and safe. I think that the relationship between him and I ,is going to be positive for the both of us.I am possessive of my sweet.
I am going to take this relationship slow and steady.He is slowly becoming my saving grace of which I have to keep me sane in this insane world that we live in.
He has a sweet,loyal caring nature,which he doesn't show to very many people.He is what I need right now I dont know if he realizes that.I think about him alot,perhaps more than I should,I dont know. Ive been thinking alot lately of the mistakes that I have made in my previous relationships and I vow to not make the same mistakes in this one. I value him alot,I value his opinions, feelings,thoughts and dreams. I want to make him happy and content and secure in his life.And Im going to try my damnest to do it.