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Shananafloop!!
--Holy Fucking Monkey Balls!--

Zug Island
"Always"

my wish is, i hope to do for you
all that you've done because all
that you do its like magic
your amazing me, a diamond for free
your as real as can be and to
keep you, i'd give up everything i own
the light of my life just don't
leave me alone, your my partner
i want you to see, no matter how
bad things in life can be
you've always got me
you've always got me
now you trust me, i carry that so tight
i'll be there for you, if your wrong or your right
it doesn't matter just reach out to me
i will never question any opportunity to show you
and prove to you that i care,
always you share and you've always been there
your my best friend, its so easy to see
no matter how bad things in life can be..
you've always got me
you've always got me
my wish is, i hope to do for you
all that you've done, because all that you do,
its like magic your amazing me
a diamnond for free your as real as can be
and you have always got me

you've always got me
you've always got me
you've always got me



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OK.....I have met the most absolutley amazing beautiful person I have ever met recently...she has completley changed my life..she has sent everything I've ever known and was a custom to out the window(and that it is a good thing)... and has introduced me to a brand new style of life--emotions--feelings..and has showed that it is possible to find true love .


I really can't put her into words it would be unfair..there just is enough words to describe her....but the one that sticks out first would be "beautiful"...and I mean beautiful from the inside...a personality that will just blow you away..you can tell just by hearing her talk that she is a special person...and that is really really hard to find in someone.


When we first met something instantly stuck out...hard to explain but it's like I knew her already...the more we talked the more and more I felt that way..and now I know why I felt like i knew her...its because she reminds myself of me in a way...just we start finding out that we had so much in common..well we started talking more and more...conversations getting more deep...and it wasnt long before I started thinking that I really do like this girl..no one has ever made me smile like she does..and that really meant alot to me.


I was saying to myself I want to be with her...but I was scared because I didn't want to mess what we had up..but my feelings were taking over and I was sensing she maybe had the same feelings for me..so I got the balls up to ask her out..best choice of my life by the way...and I told her how I felt and how she made me felt...and she said yes ....and went on to tell me how she felt about me..at the point I felt for the first time in my life i was truly happy and still am happy.


So from that point we got closer and closer..telling each other everything..I mean its so hard to explain what she makes me feel...I guess I can say she made me feel truly loved...something that has been missing from my life for so long..and I can't thank her enough for lifting me out of a state of sadness that I had sunk into...and I've been in that state for awhile...I had no one I could talk to in my life....but now I do.

She is absolutley the best thing that has ever happend to me without a doubt...I never thought I would find someone like this...hell I didnt know someone like this even exsisted....never before have I knew what I was doing with my life...and you know what I still dont..but what I do know is whatever it is...it's going to be with her.

She is my guardian angel and I feel she is always watching over me...and she knows I am always watching over her...I will be by her side holding her hand through thick and thin through good and bad..through any problem...I will never let anything or anyone hurt her.....she is my princess..and I promise baby...I will treat you like that for the rest of my life...I am seeing clearly for the first time in my life...and I see that life is beautiful...as long as I have her in my life it is going to continue to be that way.

This all really feels like a dream..but I know its not a dream..it is very real..real as it gets...and hope..no no no .. I know she knows how much she means to me..I dont have to write anything because she already knows how I feel...but I choose to...because I love writing how I feel and how she makes me feel.

People are always asking..how do you know when you find that special person that you are supposed to be with? Well I will give my opinion on that...I think when the reason you wake up every single day is because of her/him...then you have found that special person...and I have found mine.....it's something everyone should experience..its amazing!
....you make my world go round...you have filled in the missing pieces of my life..and giving me hope--courage--inspiraton--self esteem--love--and so many more things...baby...I love you..
our hearts will beat together
and our hearts will bleed together
the point is..together baby
I love you
forever and always
through thick to the end
*hugs and kisses*

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My Music:

-Tool-
-Slayer-
-Dog Fashion Disco-
-Mindless Self Indulgence-
-Polkadot Cadaver-
-Marilyn Manson-
-Faith No More-
-Mushroomhead-
-(Hed)pe-
-Slipknot-
-Acid Bath-
-Cold-
-Divine Heresy-
-Dope-
-Macabre-
-Hurt-
-Kittie-
-Korn-
-Mudvayne-
-Nine Inch Nails-
-Otep-
-Taproot-
-40 Below Summer-
-Pantera-
-G.G. Allin-
-Fear Factory-
-Sepultura-
-Coal Chamber-
-Clawfinger-
-American Head Charge-
-Zug Island-
-Static X-
-Perfect Circle-
-Cradle of Filth-
-Beck-
-Bullet for My Valentine-
-Black Sabbath-
-Down-
-Drain STH-
-Fashion Bomb-
-Five Finger Death Punch-
-Hatebreed-
-Staind-
-Killswitch Engage-

This list could go on for quite some time but there are other that I have forgotten about at this moment. But, as you can see I love music!!