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I am myself..... That is basically all I can use to describe myself. I am about the exact opposite of what you would expect me to be. All of my poetry if from real life experinces.... I have had some rough times in life... ex: cutting, hospitals, running away, raped by my father and placement in a juvnile home. I have turned my ways around and now, I think I am on the right track for the most part. I still have one bad habit though and that is smoking cigarettes... I hate it yet i still do it, i dont understand i bet you dont either but thats okay i am not that easy to understand. My life has many sides to it. The only wasy you will get to see all of them is through my poetry. I keep my feelings inside for the most part and i trust no one, that way i cannot get hurt. If i trust myself, then i am dead. I dont know if you understand that but some will. I have a mother, a aunt, and three sisters here on ap. I also am an aunt to someone here on ap. Here they are:

Mom: Roughrider-Rosa... mi Amor
Mom: Mystic Enchantress
Dad: Brokenpen
Aunt: Freewill
Sisers: Cosmic Euphoria, listen, AlReAdY-DeAd, and BeautifulXLetdown

I am an aunt to: TheRockerWhoLostAll


News: I now have a new mom and dad here on ap..... They are Mystic Enchantress and Brokenpen. I love them to death!!!! I recommend them both for you all to read. They are both inspiring and talented poets.

Thank you for coming to my page I hope you enjoy it..... I am going to add lyrics soon so look out for them!!

Much Love~
Laura


Quotes:

"Do you know what it feels like to think you know what happened but you'll never really know?"-Law&Order SVU

It is not "why did this happen to me?" it is "why did this happen FOR me"- a friend

Injustice aywhere is a threat to justice everywhere- MLK Jr.

Count yourself, your not that many- Sister Bea

Fall seven times, stand up eight- Japanese Proverb

Invisable as music, positive as sound- Emily Dickenson

...we do not always like what is good for us in this world- Eleanoe Roosevelt

... You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when. You can only decide how your going to live. Now.- Joan Baez

Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope you have.- 1 Peter 3:15

Bands:
Mudvayne, Green Day, Tool, Alkaline Trio, AeroSmith, Shinedown, System of a Down, Theory of a Deadman, Uriah Heep (which probably only old people know about lol) Pink Floyd, Avenged Sevenfold, Disturbed, Foo Fighters, Nine Inch Nails, Motley Crue and many more...

Things I like:
Rock, rock and more rock, girls, guys, rain, pink, music, mellow yellow, puzzles, school aka homework, poetry, bath and body stuff and a lot more but i can't think right now.....


Children Learn What They Live

If a child lives with criticism, he learns to condemn.
If a child lives with hostility, he learns to fight.
If a child lives with ridicule, he learns to be shy.
If a child lives with shame, he learns to feel guilty.
If a child lives with tolerence, he learns to be patient.
If a child lives withencouragement, he learns confidence.
If a child lives with praise, he learns to appreciate.
If a child lives with fairness, he learns justice.
If a child lives with security, he learns to have faith.
If a child lives with approval, he learns to like himself.
If a child lives with acceptance and friendship,
he learns to find love in the world.

Hang It On The Cross
By: Lisa O. Engelhardt

If you have a secret sorrow,
a burrden or a loss,
An aching need for healing...
Hang It On The Cross.
If worry steals your sleep
and makes you turn and toss,
If your heart is feeling heavy...
Hang It On The Cross.
Every obstacle to faith
or doubt you come across,
Every prayer unanswered...
Hang It On The Cross.
For Chist has borne
our brokenness
and dearly paid the cost
To turn our trials to triumph...
Hanging On The Cross.


Soldier Side
by: System of A Down

Dead men lying on the bottom of the grave
Wondering when Savior comes
Is he gonna be saved
Maybe your a sinner, into your alternate life
Maybe your a joker, maybe you deserve to die
They were crying when their sons left
God is wearing black
He's gone so far to find no hope
He's never coming back
They were crying when their sons left
All young men must go
He's come so far to find the truth
He's never coming home
Young men standing at the top of their own graves
Wondering when Jesus comes
Is he gonna be saved
Cruelty to the winner, Bishop tells the King his lies
Maybe your a mourner, maybe you deserve to die
They were crying when their sons left
God is wearing black
He's gone so far to find no hope
He's never coming back
They were crying when their sons left
All young men must go
He's come so far to find no truth
He's never going home
Welcome to the Soldier Side
Where there's no one here but me
People all grow up to die
There is no one here but me
Welcome to the Soldier Side
Where there's no one here but me
People on the soldier's side
There is no one here but me.....

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  • EmoGothicRainbow on March 18, 2006
    Hey gurl, it has been a really long time and I am super worried about you, you seem to not get on anymore and I miss ya alot, I have been wondering if you are all right, when you get on lemme know okay, Later

    Love,
    ~KittySlave~
  • isisspirit on March 12, 2006
    Hey you want another sister, i wont bother wit the nitty gritty just check out ma author page
  • Mystic Enchantress on February 1, 2006
    Hi sweetheart,
    I just thought I'd come by here and let you know that I am really worried about you. I wish I knew if you are doing fine. If you come on please let me know, Steven, Jamie and I are very concerned that we haven't seen you online. I miss chatting with you dear. Blessed be mi hija Laurita, Nena
  • between slices on January 24, 2006
    maybe i know why you smoke even though you hate it.. having such a sucky past is worth forgetting. and maybe smoking provides you with that outlet... a lighter mind... but i bet you know it's bad, so i wont rub it in. and looks like there's an addict here... that's why you're not able to let go of it even though you may want to. just like i told this other guy, eat tomatoes. yeah, i mean it! get around to doing that easily, it's got lots of antioxidants which'll help your body out. it doesnt stop you, but it helps to clean your body a bit.
    it sucks to hear all your dark poems are from real life experiences. but i say you could make life a better place for yourself if you want to.

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