"A musician must make music, an artist must paint, a poet must write, if he is to be ultimately at peace with himself."- Abraham Moslow
Poeta nascitur, non fit!
(a poet is born, not made!)
I stand with many behind me but honestly i am what my friends call a 'lone wolf'. i spend most of my time drawing, listening to music, writing, hanging with friends...you know the usual teenage shit. i am infact a juggalette and if it bothers you then oh well, your opinion does not matter. you will find that i am energenic and a bit eccentric but if need be i am serious. most of the time if i take my time out to insult you in the cb chances are i am joking. a saying you will notice i say alot..."im bored" lmao. fact about me: i am a pyro and a smart one at that
. i do bite, i warn you! don't think im joking! im not joking! lmao
i love to have fun, read and well, read lol.....
-nikki a.k.a. killah the clown
my AP juggalo(s) or lette(s):
madroxidechild17 (luke)
http://allpoetry.com/madroxidechild17
icp fan (dylan)
http://allpoetry.com/icp%20fan
juggadragonrider
http://allpoetry.com/JuggaDragonRider
brokentruth93 (jessica)
http://allpoetry.com/Brokentruth93
lonelyboy (nick)
http://allpoetry.com/lonelyboy
darkwarrior94(taylor)
http://allpoetry.com/darkwarrior94
Icpangel666
http://allpoetry.com/Icpangel666
my AP father:
the grimm poet
http://allpoetry.com/The%20Grimm%20Poet
my AP bro:
lonelyboy (nick)
http://allpoetry.com/lonelyboy
Lunae Arcana Namine (kittie)
http://allpoetry.com/Lunae%20Arcana%20Namine
my AP sis:
katja Hochlan
http://allpoetry.com/Katja%20Hochlan
strawberry jam
http://allpoetry.com/Strawberry%20Jam
my AP hubby:
appleey
http://allpoetry.com/appleey
THIS IS ALL MY BEST FRIENDS ON AP!
lambtotheslaughter(snickies)
appleey(rick)
katja(sunshine)
korvair(kittie)
dark reaper(tk)
whoudini
naalwo(logan)
WatchMeBurn(camron)
blind truth (josh)
blueyez
Gauravrulz
lukeshangri-laswait(luke)
Sanitys Horizon
shadow in a mask
TheProdigyPoetWolf
WordOfTheWise(tim)
John.
I WILL PUT MORE WHEN I REMEMBER!
For all the wolves out there....
Wolves,
With their golden eyes
That stare straight through you
Into your soul.
Wolves,
With their soft, thick fur
That keeps them warm
During the winter months.
Wolves,
With their teeth,
That can smile one second
And then hunt for food the next
Wolves,
What does it mean to be a wolf?
Teach me how to speak as you do
How to live as you do
As simply as you please
Go where you go
Howl when you feel like it
At the moon, at the stars,
The sun, the sky
Howl for life, your loneliness,
Your pack.
Wolves,
With your golden eyes.
With your soft fur
And your teeth
And your claws.
The freedom of being wild.
most interesting person i met on AP
Korvair Blackheart (kittie ^_^)
http://allpoetry.com/Korvair%20Blackheart
i chose him even though i hardly know him because from our conversations and what i read he is fucking awesome! And i agree he is a rare find.
A Dream Within A Dream
by Edgar Allan Poe
(published 1850)
Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow --
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.
I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand --
How few! yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,
While I weep -- while I weep!
O God! can I not grasp
Them with a tighter clasp?
O God! can I not save
One from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?
well I'm still editing my page but here underneath this will be some better things about me
a few words to describe me:
...aggressive, truthful, straightforward(blunt), loyal (until i view you as unworthy of my loyalty), creative, artistic, unique, sentimental, kind, trustworthy, silly, oddball, into weird things
, nice (sometimes, I'm only mean when you piss me off), observant (when need be or feel like it
) tough, fearless, not rule conscious, likes the unknown, rarely worries, rash, attracted to the counter culture, rarely irritated, positive, resilient, abstract, not a perfectionist, risk taker, strange, weird, self reliant, leisurely, dangerous, anti-authority, trusting, optimistic, thrill seeker, likes bizarre things, and sarcastic ^_^. um the rest you find yourself ^_^
music:
...I'm an optimistic person so the music i listen to is about the same. I love techno and metal mainly though. My fav. techno group would have to be 666...they are really good i feel. OK now, of all the rock i ever listened to from coldplay(they got me into rock, go figure XD) to Dimmu Borgir....my favorite bands are apocolyptica, deftones, and Tool. why? well, apocolyptica is AWESOME! I love how they bring your classical instruments into metal. I listen to classical music and to bring that and metal together and so well...its AWESOME!^_^ now tool and deftones, i love their intoxicating Melody's it just draws me in and deftones are perfect to calm me down. tool though, every song they make has a meaning behind it and and they arn't dumb meanings! i love them their songs are like poetry to me. Sober drew me in but, the song aenima...well it made me fall in love.
Don't Label Me
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I'm Not A Fucking Soup Can!
The human Body: Month 1
Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby.
Month 2
Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me, you could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.
Month 3
You know what Mommy, I'm a girl!!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don't like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.
Month 4
Mommy, my hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine, but I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.
Month 5
You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I'm not a baby.
I am a baby Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what's abortion?
Month 6
I can hear that doctor again.
I don't like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can't get away from it!
Mommy!! HELP me!!
Every Abortion Is Just . . .
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.
Repost this if you have a heart and are against Abortion.
ABORTION IS WRONG!!
Name: you know who i am
DOB: may 20th 1992
Current Location: lorain, ohio
Nicknames: nikki, clown, killah, crazi
Eye: dark brown
Hair: dark brown
Fav Color: blue, black, purple, red, silver, green
Fav Drink: chocolate milk :3
Fav Food: im not sure
Fav Candy: Smart Tarts
Fav Movie: anything bloody
Fav Book: dont have one i love to read too much to have just one but a recent is "the gargoil" (not sure if spelled right0
Sunny or rainy: Rainy
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate all the way
Fruit or veggie: Fruit
Night or day: Night
Sour or sweet: Sour
Love or money: Love
Phone or in person: in person
Looks or personality: personality
Coffee or tea: both
Hot or cold: hot
Zodiac: taurus/monkey
Fav card game? i declare war 
Fav. Board game? life 
Fav Video game? currently devil may cry 4 only because it was the last vid. i played
Motto: its easy to dwell on the negative but to remember the positive is easy to forget
31 ways to say "i love you"
I Love You-English
Ta ma agam ort-Irish
ich liebe dich-German
Te amo-Spanish
Je t'aime-French
i rangi tangiriko-Gilbertese
Ik Houd Van Je-Dutch
Ti amo-Italian
Wo ai ni-Chinese
Su ki-Japanese
Mahal Kita-Filipino
Te amo-Catalan
Volim te-Croatνan
Miluji te-Czech
Jeg elsker dig-Danish
Mina rakastan sinua-Finnish
Aku cinta kamu-Indonesian
Es milu tevi-Latvian
As tave myliu-Lithuanian
Jeg elsker deg-Norwegian
Kocham cie-Polish
Eu te amo-Paraguay
Te iubesc-Romanean
Mi lujem ta-Slovak
Ljubim te-Slovenian
Jag alskar dig-Swedish
Toi yeu ban-Vietnamese
Ammo te-Latin
Ani ohevet otcha-male hebrew
Ani ohev otach-female hebrew
Se gampo-Greek
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Friend: Calls your parents "Mr." or "Mrs."
Juggalo: Call your parents "Mom" or "Dad."
Friend: Has never seen you cry.
Juggalo: Has the best shoulder to cry on.
Friend: Asks you for your number.
Juggalo: Asks you for their number.
Friend: Will leave you hanging to be with a crowd.
Juggalo: Always has your back.
Friend: Runs for help in a fight.
Juggalo: Jumps in the fight to help.
Friend: Will bail your stale ass out of Jail.
Juggalo: Will be sittin' right next to you saying "That was fucking awesome!"
Friend: Will help you move out of a house.
Juggalo: Will help you move a dead body out of the house.
Friend: Bums you a cigarette
Juggalo: Bums you his last pack
Friend: Is there when you need them
Juggalo: Is there even when you don't need them
Friend: Gets drunk at a party and pukes on your carpet
Juggalo: Feels worse than you do about puking on your carpet in the morning
Friend: Hides you from the cops
Juggalo: Is probably the reason the cops are after you in the first place
Friend: Lets you make an ass out of yourself in public
Juggalo: Is up there with you making an ass out of themselves too
Friend: Likes you cause your always doing stupid shit
Juggalo: Loves you even though you do stupid shit
Friend: Is shocked to find out your actually gay
Juggalo: Already knew but really could care less
Friend: Doesn't tell anyone if you kill the guy who tried to kill you
Juggalo: Helped you kill that asshole
Friend: Comes with you to your moms funeral
Juggalo: Cries with you at your moms funeral
Friend: Tells you when his parents doesn't want him to hang out with you any more
Juggalo: Laughs in his parents faces for saying that
Friends: Fade
Juggalos: Are 4 Ever
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- Member since August 25, 2009.
- I'm a carnelian hope poet for 139 comments.
- My mood is
, and quote is "im not me but only a ghost of what used to be.". - When I'm not writing, I'm looking for a way out the house.
- Visit my homepage at www.myspace.com/psychoticly_unstable
- I am a 17 year old girl from Ohio (United States)
- I am in the groups Intellectuals, Speak to Me, Unusually Beautiful
- I have 139 comments, 86 poems, 28 journals
My Poetry
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20 lines, September 1
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watching the spider as it creates its home
watching the ant while it wanders and roam20 lines, 6 comments, August 14 -
20 lines, 3 comments, June 29
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You spineless fuck, death bells ring.
Your name etched in the song they sing.26 lines, 17 comments, June 22
My journal entries
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September 7, All. 1 comment.I
Was
Here!
Hacking the brilliant Nikki's journals because I can and she loves me :3
Best friends since 05 beetches
Aishiteru wa Nikkibear ♥
-TWiNB3@R Snickiebear :3 -
September 1, All. 0 comments.well people i dont have alot of chances to get on the internet. so im sorry for my absense again. im leaving this journal short and ending with this question. how is everyone??
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August 14, 400 words. All. 11 comments.well, wolfie is back. for how long? well im not sure. there is so much i must catch up on. i was gone from a summer camp i worked at. a girlscout camp to be exact. yeah yeah i know its not like me but i gatta say working there has changed me a bit. im back now to this land i have to refamilierize my self with. im not used to seeing computers and cars everywhere lol. i miss most of you. i admit its been a while since i posted anything even when i was isolated from technology. i learned a few t...
Guest Book
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YouJustLostTheGame on June 29Snickies was here, On your page, loving you mucha best friend..
Wow.... someone's obsessive...
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BlindTruth on June 27WE have invaded Nikki's profi----
*sees a name*
wait.. watchmeburn... why does that name sound fami----
oh...no...wait.. that can't be right.
Thats the same freaking tosser that I got mad at on the CB for calling ppl different things...oi...small world. -
charlenemcd on June 18hey
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Whybotheranymore on June 17hello...so you know how u raped my page a while back...welll..i just came to say- oh do you feel that?? IM RAPING YOUR PAGE RIGHT BACK!!
u loooooooveee it 
