*Your words are my food, your breath is my wine
You are everything to me.*
You know i have been here for i believe nearly two years and i havent exactly said anything about, me. Yeah maybe about school but not me. I'm 17!!! ..and I dont feel different. *laughs* . I have 3 brothers, 2 older and one younger. I also have a baby sister, and she just had her first birthday in September. I live with my mom and step-dad here in this forsakened place. Sorry i tend to say that, really this place is in the middle of nowhere. Boring and nothing to do or go. Literally. No mall, no movies, no good places to shop. But enough of that. My mom met my step dad when I was only 4, she married him when i was 5. You might be asking, wheres your dad. Dont know the guy, he walked out when i was about 1 and 1/2 years old. I have never recieved a phone call or a letter on any special occasion nor on a regular day. I have seen one picture of him but he is in the background so its not a really good view. I tend to wonder if we were to ever pass each other and have him notice i was his daughter. Hm. Dont know. But as you can see I have written some poems of how i feel towards him, questions that are always looming in my mind. See the strange thing is, he could be dead and i may never know. He could be in jail or maybe he is a bum. I truly dont know and I just always wished i knew if he truly cared about me and my older brothers. Or were we mistakes?
My poems are based on my feelings, and events that go on in my life. You see quite a few on people dying. Well I have lost many people in my life. Wont go into detail. I have a few good well...some not so depressing ones.
Favorite Poets on this site:
Silenced One
In Your Arms
Like I said, there are more added of who I like to read. I guess the reason I like theirs is because their writes are like mine..I can see exactly how they feel through the words. Some poeple think there just words, but you have to look into them. Like when listening to music, I dont listen to the music itself I listen to the lyrics first. So I could feel what they feel. Then I go back and listen to the music they use to also show the emotion.
*Favorite Music:
Simple Plan
Good Charlotte
Rap:
Tupac
Alittle bit of country depending on my mood
All American Rejects
Green Day
Blink 182
Evanescense
Oh and I'm a BIIGGG fan of Techno! *dances* Heh.
Quote of the Month. "Love Sucks..."
You are everything to me.*
You know i have been here for i believe nearly two years and i havent exactly said anything about, me. Yeah maybe about school but not me. I'm 17!!! ..and I dont feel different. *laughs* . I have 3 brothers, 2 older and one younger. I also have a baby sister, and she just had her first birthday in September. I live with my mom and step-dad here in this forsakened place. Sorry i tend to say that, really this place is in the middle of nowhere. Boring and nothing to do or go. Literally. No mall, no movies, no good places to shop. But enough of that. My mom met my step dad when I was only 4, she married him when i was 5. You might be asking, wheres your dad. Dont know the guy, he walked out when i was about 1 and 1/2 years old. I have never recieved a phone call or a letter on any special occasion nor on a regular day. I have seen one picture of him but he is in the background so its not a really good view. I tend to wonder if we were to ever pass each other and have him notice i was his daughter. Hm. Dont know. But as you can see I have written some poems of how i feel towards him, questions that are always looming in my mind. See the strange thing is, he could be dead and i may never know. He could be in jail or maybe he is a bum. I truly dont know and I just always wished i knew if he truly cared about me and my older brothers. Or were we mistakes?
My poems are based on my feelings, and events that go on in my life. You see quite a few on people dying. Well I have lost many people in my life. Wont go into detail. I have a few good well...some not so depressing ones.
Favorite Poets on this site:
Silenced One
In Your Arms
Like I said, there are more added of who I like to read. I guess the reason I like theirs is because their writes are like mine..I can see exactly how they feel through the words. Some poeple think there just words, but you have to look into them. Like when listening to music, I dont listen to the music itself I listen to the lyrics first. So I could feel what they feel. Then I go back and listen to the music they use to also show the emotion.
*Favorite Music:
Simple Plan
Good Charlotte
Rap:
Tupac
Alittle bit of country depending on my mood
All American Rejects
Green Day
Blink 182
Evanescense
Oh and I'm a BIIGGG fan of Techno! *dances* Heh.
Quote of the Month. "Love Sucks..."
- Member since June 6, 2003.
- I'm a carnelian hope poet for 136 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "Same crap, different day, its life get used to it".
- I am a 17 year old girl (US)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a student in high school.
- I have 136 comments, 2 contests, 125 poems, 13 stories
My Poetry
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What happened to the hero I once knew?
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Moving on day by day
trying to calm my mind today21 lines, 2 comments, May 17, 2005. In Personal -
Running around till no end
Trying to keep up with every end18 lines, 4 comments, March 10, 2005. In Other -
So many days just wandering
So many long nights just wondering17 lines, March 10, 2005. In Other
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Poetic Guardian on November 29, 2004You and your changing ways dearl
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Gelu unus on October 23, 2004hey chris
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Poetic Guardian on July 30, 2004Thanks, it took me a moment to realize you were talking about the poem on my Author page *laughs* yeah but I did not write it. But I still love it. Thank you for your comment, and I will check those poems you wrote.
chris -
Mary Hites on July 30, 2004Ohh I loved this..... crying buckets here. Dont worry its rather a good cry. I love poems about our four legged freinds and this is by far the best one ive ever read. Thankyou thankyou!!! If you get a chance, check out the one I wrote for my little married kittys, under My boots and Miss itchy Something tells me a heart like yours would appreciate them
