*Known as Dmpshortie89*
~My name is Diane
~I'm 15 years old 16
~I'm from Philippines
~I go to north highschool
~I play badminton for sports (its fun)
~I'm single...(relationships suck!)
~I wish my ex and I atleast didn't end up the way we are now
~I wish it was easy moving on with your life
~I write poetry even if i'm not dat gud
~I wish i was taller
~I hate being depressed
~I luv music..all kinds xcept 4 heavy metal...
~i'm dat kind of prson who keeps promises 2 pple n care 4
em even if dey treat me lyk shit...hey a promise is
a promise! well...i'll tell more later on...
if any u guys wanna talk my s/n is XXxmakeUmineXxX
"You don't have to love in words,
because even through the silences,
love is always heard."
"There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved"
"When two loving hearts JOIN - it is like two
rivers joining and become one, that finds its way to the ocean
of eternal joy"
IMPORTANT stuff everyone SHOULD know!!!
~When we get hurt physically, we immediately try to cure it by chemicals, medicines etc. After few days you get cured and forget the wound. BUT what about the emotional wounds. MOST people leave them open, bleeding, try to cover them by fake smiles, by finding artificial means to treat it, cure it. THE result is very bad. The emotional wounds remain there, get worse, untreated and even become infectious. A single emotional hurt left unattended can depress a person completely. If you have any old emotional wound somewhere hidden, deal with it now. Do not hide it. Even if you have any residuals left somewhere forgotten, you must remove them now or get ready when they re-surface at a time when you are weaker.
~In the journey of each life you have met people all along. Some were there for a short period and some continue to be with you in many lives. Each relationship has a deep meaning and an impact on us.
~Some very brief relationships leave a long-term mark or scar whereas some lengthy relationships seem meaningless. It's because life path is a continual journey of coming back again and again. The accumulated inbuilt memory and karmic actions of our past keep bringing you closer to some people.
~The biggest challenge in any lifetime is to let go and to separate without pain or to manage the separation. I will send you some messages on how to handle these separations in coming days. Meanwhile please remember and learn to value any relationships you maintain even though they may appear meaningless or colorless today. Meet each person you know as if it is the last day of your meeting. You don't know if you will ever encounter them again.
~Do not wait for tomorrow to love. If you cannot love today please do not hope for the tomorrows, as it may never be there. YOU ONLY have today to love and do whatever you can for people you love. Forget the rest.
~Never judge someone for his thin appearance, there may be a huge personality in that frail body or for his big physique, there may be a cute little innocent baby in that wide body. Never judge anyone with poor looks, there may be hidden, God's most precious gifts in that mind.
~Lack of love creates fear, evil, crime, depression, weakness, darkness and violence. Lack of love alters mind, moods, metabolism of your body and health.
~A person who finds true and fulfilling love can never think of cheating, infidelity or betrayal as he or she finds total fullness of life. Such person has no guilt, no worries, no anxiety, no resentment, no frustration and no cynicism. A fulfilled and happy person becomes a pool of compassion and love.Such a fulfilled person is responsible and is not drawn to temporary illusions or wanderings.
~My name is Diane
~I'm 15 years old 16
~I'm from Philippines
~I go to north highschool
~I play badminton for sports (its fun)
~I'm single...(relationships suck!)
~I wish my ex and I atleast didn't end up the way we are now
~I wish it was easy moving on with your life
~I write poetry even if i'm not dat gud
~I wish i was taller
~I hate being depressed
~I luv music..all kinds xcept 4 heavy metal...
~i'm dat kind of prson who keeps promises 2 pple n care 4
em even if dey treat me lyk shit...hey a promise is
a promise! well...i'll tell more later on...
if any u guys wanna talk my s/n is XXxmakeUmineXxX
"You don't have to love in words,
because even through the silences,
love is always heard."
"There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved"
"When two loving hearts JOIN - it is like two
rivers joining and become one, that finds its way to the ocean
of eternal joy"
IMPORTANT stuff everyone SHOULD know!!!
~When we get hurt physically, we immediately try to cure it by chemicals, medicines etc. After few days you get cured and forget the wound. BUT what about the emotional wounds. MOST people leave them open, bleeding, try to cover them by fake smiles, by finding artificial means to treat it, cure it. THE result is very bad. The emotional wounds remain there, get worse, untreated and even become infectious. A single emotional hurt left unattended can depress a person completely. If you have any old emotional wound somewhere hidden, deal with it now. Do not hide it. Even if you have any residuals left somewhere forgotten, you must remove them now or get ready when they re-surface at a time when you are weaker.
~In the journey of each life you have met people all along. Some were there for a short period and some continue to be with you in many lives. Each relationship has a deep meaning and an impact on us.
~Some very brief relationships leave a long-term mark or scar whereas some lengthy relationships seem meaningless. It's because life path is a continual journey of coming back again and again. The accumulated inbuilt memory and karmic actions of our past keep bringing you closer to some people.
~The biggest challenge in any lifetime is to let go and to separate without pain or to manage the separation. I will send you some messages on how to handle these separations in coming days. Meanwhile please remember and learn to value any relationships you maintain even though they may appear meaningless or colorless today. Meet each person you know as if it is the last day of your meeting. You don't know if you will ever encounter them again.
~Do not wait for tomorrow to love. If you cannot love today please do not hope for the tomorrows, as it may never be there. YOU ONLY have today to love and do whatever you can for people you love. Forget the rest.
~Never judge someone for his thin appearance, there may be a huge personality in that frail body or for his big physique, there may be a cute little innocent baby in that wide body. Never judge anyone with poor looks, there may be hidden, God's most precious gifts in that mind.
~Lack of love creates fear, evil, crime, depression, weakness, darkness and violence. Lack of love alters mind, moods, metabolism of your body and health.
~A person who finds true and fulfilling love can never think of cheating, infidelity or betrayal as he or she finds total fullness of life. Such person has no guilt, no worries, no anxiety, no resentment, no frustration and no cynicism. A fulfilled and happy person becomes a pool of compassion and love.Such a fulfilled person is responsible and is not drawn to temporary illusions or wanderings.
- Last seen on Jun 14 11:11 AM 2006. Member since July 25, 2004.
- I'm a lapisLazuli dream poet for 307 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "love is just another broken promise".
- I am a 18 year old girl (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a Student.
- Visit my homepage at www.xanga.com/asianbabygurl89

- I am in the groups tatak PiNoY
- I have 307 comments, 1 column, 59 poems
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We stayed up 'till five in the morning,Crying and laughing the whole time,We talked about life,Both past and present,And even our future,24 lines, 2 comments, April 14, 2005. In Personal
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This pain inside of me,
That you don’t feel, -
I once loved a guy,
A guy I truly cared for, -
You’ll never understand,
So why do I even bother explaining?
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dyingsoul89 on December 22, 2005Well I am able to talk and stuff now. I just didn't call anyone or anything because I wanted to see if they'd call me or not. A lot of people have somewhat distanced themselves from me and it's been hard for me. I've lost a few friends and it really sucks ass. Blah... that poem I wrote... I figured out it wasn't directed towards Cody. I mean it was somewhat directed towards him but really it was more directed towards Mitchell. I figured that out last night. So yeah... shitty shitty shitty. The pain shall go away someday but right now it will be an open wound that is going to take some time to overcome. I'm still healing from Mitchell and now I must also heal from the loss of Cody and some other friends. Greatness right? Just kidding... lol. So yeah... talk to you soon.
Christie -
dyingsoul89 on October 18, 2005don't even bother saying that you're a true friend when you know you fucking aren't. you leave people when all they do is try to be a friend to you. you fucking say that i'm god damned selfish? LOOK IN THE MIRROR BABE! fucking hell... wow i had a shitty birthday and at least i wasn't fucking accusing people of shit when it probably wasn't fucking him. just open your fucking eyes for once... you think that i'm selfish?! i couldn't care less about myself. i don't give a shit if i die or anything. i always put my friends and family before myself. so don't say that i'm the selfish one... aren't we all selfish at times? so you don't care anymore? good... i dont fucking care. thats just one more "friend" off my list. if you were a true friend then you would fucking see what you did on saturday that upset me. yeah cuz u know for a fucking fact that i wouldn't leave you to go see a movie by yourself with one friend on your birthday. you know that i fucking wouldn't do that. so yeah bitch.... bring it the fuck on. what are you going to do now? tell me that i'm all this shit?! sorry to say i don't tell you half the shit that i feel. sorry to say that i don't fucking go around telling you every single god damned thing that i do and/or think. especially how i feel. want to know how i fucking feel?! I HOPE I DIE.... I just dont care anymore. fuck life...
fuck you too if you can't be a fucking friend. just like i've been to you. -
BeautifullyBurned on May 18, 2005Hey Di! I was just lookin around and it never said anything bout u and chrissy havin a fight or anything. If u dont want to talk about it, i TOTALLY respect that, but if u ever need to rant, I'm always here! Ur the sweetest girl ever!
--Nat
