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I don't really have a specified poetry style... I write whatever way the poem looks good. I am 16 years old... I absolutely love to write poems. I hope to be a writer one day also. I have been through so much stuff I can't even begin to say so just put your feet up grab some kleenex lol and read away!!!

Mwaz....

Meagan



*Shout outs*



My First shout out is to Alex. Im pretty sure you will never read this, but if I say this then I know i have made the effort, and that I have taken the time to say I am sorry. I am sorry for everything that happened between us, and how badly I treated you. I realize now that I should have made the effort to make things right. I wish I could tell you how much your friendship meant to me, and that you were the only one who ever understood me, and forgave me for my mistakes. I wish i could turn have time and change the way our friendship ended, and make it all okay agian. It honestly hurts that I couldnt have been a better friend, and that I still have to see you everyday knowing I ruined our friendship. I honestly say from the bottem of my heart, that I hope you are doing well, and that you are happy. The things I said to you I said trying to make you see that you were not alone. I will always be there for you, and I will always regret what I said to you. Anything that Marie or Britney told you that year was NOT true. I was focusing everything on making sure I didnt talk about you. You can believe that or not, it doesnt matter anymore, what does it really benefit me to tell you that now? nothing so i am telling to truth. I have nothing left to say, except watch your friends (marie and Britney) they do not like and still talk about you behind your back. They are telling people that you are pregnant too. I wish we couldve talked about things, now all I can say is that Im sorry and i hope you find it in your heart one day to truely forgive me.
Sincerely,
Meagan A. MacPhee

My name is Meagan, I live in Canada. I love writing poetry and I do it everytime im either in the mood or just wanting to write something down. Which is basically all of the time. I love to hang out with my friends, watch movies and I relish each and every minute of my day. Life is too short to live on petty little things.
Love life forever!

MWAZ


:+: Name: Meagan Amber MacPhee

:+: Hair Color: Dirty Blond

:+: Eye Color: Blue

:+: Height: 5'4 or 5'5



:+: Your fears: spiders, snakes, and most definately sharks!

:+: Your thoughts first waking up:hmm another day

:+: Your best physical feature: eyes and lips

:+: Your most missed memory: childhood

:+: Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate



Do you?

:+: Smoke: nopes

:+: Cuss: hahaha maybe... lol

:+: Sing: yeps

:+: Take showers: everyday

:+: Have a crush: well duh

:+: Like high school: its good... cant wait for it to be done though

:+: Believe in yourself: no I dont but others do

:+: Think you’re a health freak: no just vegetarian lol

:+: Get along with your parent(s): yeps

:+: Like thunderstorms: yeps i like to run outside in them...



:+: Smoked up: before... yes... now... no

:+: Gone to the mall?: well duh

:+: Skipped School: yeppers

:+: Missed Someone: mmm yeps

:+: Gone skating: yeppers

:+: Made homemade cookies: yeppers

:+: Dyed your hair: nopes



:+: Cried over someone of the opposite sex: haha yes who hasn't

:+: Wanted to tell someone you loved them: yeps

:+: Been called a flirt: oh yeah!!!

:+: Gotten beaten up: ...


Favourite-

:+: Color: black

:+: Movie: The Notebook, Pearl Harbor and Titanic, etc.

:+: Sport: hmmm skiing and volleyball

:+: TV Show: gossip girl... etc...

:+: Fruit: raspberries, strawberries and blueberries and nanners

:+: Season: summer



Sayings



I was so stupid to think, for one second, that you cared.



You asked me what was wrong and I smiled and said nothing, and then turned around and whispered everything.



Words that cannot be said stream down my face.



Im sick of writing every poem about you.



Waiting for the day when I will finally be happy.



So much pain behind these eyes.



I was a fool to believe the words you told me.



So easy to question, so hard to accept.



I love walking in the rain becuz nobody know's im crying.



Anyone can make you smile or cry, but it takes someone special to make you smile when you have tears in your eyes.



Excuse me but I think you forgot to give me back my heart when you so kindly ripped it out.



Life brings tears, smiles and memories... When the tears dry, the smiles fade, but the memories last forever.



He gave her 12 roses, 11 real and 1 fake, and he said ill love you till the last one dies.



If I could reach up and take a star for everytime you have made me smile, the entire night sky would be in the palm of my hand.



I wish I was a teddy bear that sat up on your bed, so that when you dreamed of someone else I could punch you in the head.



If a word is misspelled in the dictionary, how would we ever know?



If Webster wrote the first dictionary, where did he find the words?



I used to have an opened mind but my brains kept falling out.



I Miss...



When boys meant "yuck"



When fri[end]s were *new*,



dreams were [un]shattered



and worries few



When recess was 'too short'



and life 'too long'



decisions came *easily*



without need to belong.



When storks delivered *babies*



and passions weren't so strong



friendships were [un]broken



'right' was right, 'wrong' was wrong.



When 'bad' things didn't happen



when [only] *skinned knees* brought tears



and the night light in its socket



quieted all our *fears*.



When farewell meant just for *summer*



and real friends didn't part



the fun went on *forever*



and never left a .broken.heart.







Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?

Boy: No.

Girl: Do you like me?

Boy: No.

Girl: Do you want me?

Boy: No.

Girl: Would you cry if I left?

Boy: No.

Girl: Are you willing to do anything for me?

Boy: No.

Girl: Would you choose your life or me?

Boy: My life.

..The girl turns to run away in tears, the boy grabs her arm...

Boy:You never cross my mind, because you are always on my mind.

Boy: I do not like you, I love you.

Boy: I do not want you, I need you.

Boy: I wouldn’t cry if you left me, I would die if you did.

Boy: I wouldn’t be willing to do anything, because I would do everything.

Boy: For you, I choose my life, because you ARE my life







I went to a party,

And remembered what you said.

You told me not to drink, Mom

So I had a sprite instead.

I felt proud of myself,

The way you said I would,

That I didn't drink and drive,

Though some friends said I should.

I made a healthy choice,

And your advice to me was right,

The party finally ended,

And the kids drove out of sight.

I got into my car,

Sure to get home in one piece,

I never knew what was coming, Mom

Something I expected least.

Now I'm lying on the pavement,

And I hear the policeman say,

The kid that caused this wreck was drunk,

Mom, his voice seems far away.

My own blood's all around me,

As I try hard not to cry.

I can hear the paramedic say,

This girl is going to die.

I'm sure the guy had no idea,

While he was flying high,

Because he chose to drink and drive,

Now I would have to die.

So why do people do it, Mom

Knowing that it ruins lives?

And now the pain is cutting me,

Like a hundred stabbing knives.

Tell sister not to be afraid, Mom

Tell daddy to be brave,

And when I go to heaven,

Put " Mommy 's Girl" on my grave.

Someone should have taught him,

That it's wrong to drink and drive.

Maybe if his parents had,

I'd still be alive.

My breath is getting shorter, Mom

I 'm getting really scared.

These are my final moments,

And I'm so unprepared.

I wish that you could hold me Mom,

As I lie here and die.

I wish that I could say, "I love you, Mom!"

So I love you and good-bye.







I remember when....***

getting high meant swinging at the playground.

The worst thing you could get from boys was cooties.

Mom was your hero & Dad was the only boy in your life.

Your worst enemies were your siblings.

Race issues were who ran the fastest.

War was a card game.

The only drug you knew of was cough medicine.







*Me without you is like.. *

*a pothead who's not high*

*a plane that doesn't fly*

*a hooker with no luck*

*a hoe that doesn't suck*

*a slu* that doesn't f****

*a shoe with no laces*

*a nerd without braces*

*asentencewithoutspaces*

*i love you*



KISS



Point your lashes down

and you can picture my face-

I'm smiling...



Open your mouth, speak with your heart

and you can see my soul-

I'm waiting...



Place your arms around my waist

and you can embrace my uncertainty-

I'm shaking...



Press your lips against mine

and try to catch me-

I'm falling...

Emily Crane



He finally said, "I Love You"



As I looked into his eyes

And found his longing stare

I stopped myself from saying words

That would show how much I care

I put my hand up to his face

To hold my feelings in

I wouldn't say the words again

To show my love for him

The last time I had told him

How much he meant to me

He put my hands away from his

And said to leave him be

I never spoke the words again

For fear of his deep fright

I thought it was the last time

Until that blissful night

His fingers traced around my face

Pushing my hair away

And I was quite unprepared

For what he was to say

My heart beat quickly, my head raced on

I thought that I might cry

He looked as if he might faint-

Imagine this strong guy

But never would I be more impressed

With anything he'd do

Than when he took that heartfelt leap

And told me, "I love you."

Jennifer Orendach



This is my private email and I am inviting anyone who needs comfort, help, advice or anything at all to feel free to email me at ANY time at all. I am on my email pretty much all the time and you dont have to give your real name if you just want to use your a.p. name feel free too. If you even know a friend that you would like me to talk to please feel free to let them email me. My email is meagan_kicks_butt_2004@hotmail.com.

Thank you...

*~~*~*~~*Meagan*~~*~*~~*