I am now Living in the dam. It is all so up in the air and I still have my stuff to get over here. .....
LIFE IS GOOD!!!
I have also got a lit agent for the story about my mum, me and the night she was murdered. Not that I have to prove myself to people, but I will be glad when it is done. Some people (you know who you are) will owe me an apology.
Some people here have assumed I am lying about my life, but I guess you can't expect any thing more from small minded people who don't have a life. I think these people have to much spare time on their hands and of course they can only think of that kind of sick thing because they do it themselves.
Anyway, I am finally leaving the UK, with my heart healed and happy and ready to LIVE!!
I HAVE ME A NEW GIRL CALLED Jemima xx
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I AM VERY MUCH ALIVE AND WELL THANKYOU VERY MUCH....
I am finally free from the pain in me, and all who know me can come and see... I am happy and living, alive and awake from the nightmare that stole me and the life it did take!!!!!
FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My name is Phoenix, I am a survivour of abuse and also a terrible night that stole my mother from me. I don't want to say more than that, just read my work I guess.
I have been on a wonderful journey this last Year. I have met me and I like me very much, in fact in a non vain way, I love ME... I am worthy of love.
My life has not been easy, but what I make of it now is up to me..... I feel free of a terrible blackness that has engulfed me for such a long long time.
It seems I have lost a few friends here due to the spitefulness of my ex, but I can't help that, thats their choice.
Thanks for reading....
- Last seen on Oct 3 6:27 AM. Member since January 23, 2007.
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- I am a 19 year old girl (Great Britain)
- When I'm not writing, I'm In College..


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Kahliya on July 1, 2007For a friend and a poet!
Your words spoke to me clearly and with such understanding! Your good, true and kind heart shone through despite everything you had to deal with in your life! You remained a true and good person where so many others would not have.
You were a wonderful poet and your work will live on in the mind and memories of those who had the priviledge to read your work!
I truly hope that you have found your peace and the happiness you so deserve.
You will be missed
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Grimlathak on April 4, 2007I take this moment to pay tribute to a dear friend of which whoms strength of will I admire. Phoenix has been dealt a harsh blow in her life and even in the depths of deep depression and insurmountable odds she has survived to tell the tale. A tale of deep loss which nearly killed her and you can feel her pain clearly in the details of her writes of which I strongly reccomend all who see this testimony to read.
Phoenix, in spite of it all you are prevailing. Even more you are on the right track to a better and brighter future of which you so deeply deserve. Your strong will never ceases to amaze me and with your ambitions you shall go far in this life and also touch the lives of others who walk in similar shoes with an impact of undeniable significance. That you should so selfflessly desire to help others in the aftermath of your trajedy makes you a great woman in my book. SO clearly in my mind I can see your dear mother smiling down on your with her featered wings of white and a deeply proud look upon her face as she watches over her daughter. A pride I similarly share when I think on you. Rise from the ashes dear Phoenix, begin life anew.
It tis your name. It tis your destiny! I'm proud to know you as my friend. -
Grimlathak on March 28, 2007Im very glad things are taking a happier turn for you my friend. Let there be blue skies forever in your future and know that Ive been thinking of you and found this for your enjoyment. I hope you like it!
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Patience15 on March 20, 2007Wow... I'm so sorry about your mom. I have a feeling it has to do with something in your letter although i don't think i should give my opinion since i don't the situation. Really i don't know what it's like to lose a mother and that's way you have really touched me because even though my mother abandoned like 5 months ago it's not the same really and i really do feel for you. I admire your strength and i know you will be able to move on in life. I pray for you. Lots of love. Emily
