Phantom-Phanatic• Show poetry

I'm just a teen girl trying to get through highschool. I love to write, act, and sing. I mostly just want to know if my writing is any good, so please feel free to comment my poems with constructive criticism or just tips or w/e. thanks!

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More about me:
I'm a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. For those of you who don't know what that is, i'm a Mormon. If you have a problem with that, don't make it my problem. I am what I am and if you rag on me for it you become no better than elementary school bullies.

I believe in true love and that I'll find my other half someday. I guess you could say I'm a hopeless romantic.

I truly am a Phantom of the Opera fanatic, as my screen name suggests. I couldn't live without it.
I am 15 years old. I'm currently single and you will have to be a-freakin-mazing to change that.

I'm a goth/rebel/punk/emo according to my friends. If you hate emos or goths, read below.

I'm absolutely insane and probably am the loudest person you will ever meet. I believe life is a plaything for my enjoyment. If you can't deal with that, then it's your issue.

I have cut before and still do sometimes, just not as often. If you think i'm an attention seeker or something, why are you still reading my page?

My friends are my life. You mess with them, you mess with me. Thats how it is. And I know just the right way to destroy anyone, so it's better just to leave us to our own devices.

I live for the stage. I would always rather be on stage. Nothing can take away from my time on stage except for my friends who need me. Not even my relationships can take me from the stage. Keep that in mind as you read some of my poems.

Favorite Plays (not in any order): Hamlet by Shakespeare, Antigone by Sophecles, Macbeth by Shakespeare, & A Midsummer's Night Dream by Shakespeare

Favorite Musicals: The Phantom of the Opera by Andrew Lloyd Webber, Les Miserables by Victor Hugo & Oliver by ?

I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE (!!!) Avril Lavigne. She writes the story of my life through her music. I also like Kelly Clarkson, Taylor Swift, Theory of a Deadman, Boys like Girls, Jack's Mannequin, We The Kings, Greenday, Jo Dee Messina, Paramore, Victim Effect, Papa Roach, Flyleaf, Fireflight, Saving Jane, Superchic[k] and lots of others. Below you will find some of my favorite songs' lyrics. Hope you enjoy.

Message me if you want to know more about me or my poetry. Bye!

"A shot to kill the pain
A pill to drain the shame
A purge to stop the gain
A cut to break the vein
A smoke to ease the crave
A drink to win the game
An addictions an addiction
Because it always hurts the same"

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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I nsecure~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~See im just F.I.N.E.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

----///-----If you feel::
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HATE EMO?
READ THIS:
Isn't it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a t-shirt that barely cover anything?
Isn't it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?
Isn't it funny that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone
Are you laughing?
Isn't it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?
Isn't it funny that you don't mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?
I'm not laughing
Its so funny that you and your friends can make a girl's life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.
Isn't it funny that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.
HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OR LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS
keep on laughing
Isn't it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life without knowing her situation with her friends or her family or her LIFE
BRAVE ISN'T GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING
BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH
OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND
BRAVE IS
GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE S AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES
ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT
ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET
ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS
BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMMOROW ISN'T A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE
ITS ANOTHER DAY OF ING AND DODGING RUMORS
keep on laughing
if you agree put this on ur blog
and advise others to do so
screw THE EMO HATERS


Emos:
*Don’t cut them self to get attention
*Don’t always cry
*Sometimes cry because they hurt
*Are not all bisexual
*Want to be included
*Are not babies
*Don’t always date emos
*Don't lable
*Want to be happy just like others

[if you suport emos or are emo add this to you page]

Goths:
*Don't always wear black
*Don't worship Satan
*Are NOT evil
*Do not want to kill people
*Do not hate everybody
*Are not always depressed
*Can be happy too
*Are usually nice people
*Are normal, just like you

[if you suport goths or are one add this to your page]


"I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch/
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.
I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I WEAR SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be a Slut.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a stupid ditz.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be whore to them all.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be GAY TOO
I'm a VIRGIN, so I MUST be a prude.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly or crazy.
I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I don't FLIRT WITH GUYS AT SCHOOL so I MUST be gay.
I dont like the SUN so I MUST be albino.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear BOY'S CLOTHES so I MUST be a lesbian.
I'm POSTING THIS so I MUST be a groupie."
~*Post this in your profile if you think stereotyping is just plain wrong*~


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When a girl is quiet..
Millions of things are running through her head.
When a girl is not arguing..
She is thinking deeply.
When a girl looks starely at you..
She is wondering how long you will be around.
When a girl answers "I'm Fine"..
She isnt.
When a girl lays her head on your chest..
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl says "i Love You"..
She means it.
And when a girl says she misses you..
No one in this world can miss you more than she does

who would've thought
the girl with the biggest smile on her face everyday
cried herself to sleep [e.v.e.r.y] night
because she knew she wasnt good enough


HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG!
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
REPOST THIS ON YOUR AUTHOR PAGE IF YOU BELIEVE HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG!
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"Anything But Ordinary" by Avril Lavigne

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rahter be anything but ordinary please.

Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is a beautiful
accident turbulent suculent
opulent permanent, no way
I wanna taste it
Don't wanna waste it away

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh my self to sleep
It's my lullaby

Is it enough?
Is it enough?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

Is it enough?
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
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"One Girl Revolution (Mob-Action Mix)" by Superchic[k]

[chorus]
And I'll be everything
that I wanna be
I am confidence in insecurity
I am a voice yet waiting to be heard
I'll shoot the shot bang that you hear round the world

(And) I'm a one girl revolution [x3]

I wear a disguise I'm just your average jane
the super doesn't stand for model
but that doesn't mean I'm plain
if all you see is how I look you missed the superchick within
and I christen you Titanic underestimate and swim

[chorus]

Some people see the revolution
but most only see the girl
I can lose my hard earned freedom if my fear defines my world
I declare my independence from the critics and their stones
I can find my revolution I can learn to stand alone

[chorus]

Comin out the underground, straight from the top
Where my beats drop, never gonna stop til I take part
Never lookin back, never lettin go
Rippin that flow cuz you know I'm unmatched from the get go
How you gonna act when the chips stack
When you know you can't go back
How you gonna handle that?
When they say that you not up to size, then ya gotta realize...

[chorus]

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When the Rain Falls from the movie Pixel Perfect

Oh…oo oo
I don’t understand
This should be so easy
To just reach my hand
And know the world is free
But nothing’s, as it seems
I can tell you freely
Touching’s not the only way to feel

(Chorus)
When the rain falls
It’s like heaven’s crying
When the name’s all
The difference that there is
Cause tears are
The same when they are trying to grow something good
Out of all the pain
There’s no difference between the teardrops and the rain.

I know you proudly say
That I’m just talking crazy
To think of life that way
Means that I’m confused
There’s happy and there’s sad
But maybe yes just maybe
The sadness can make the happiness more true

(Chorus)
When the rain falls
It’s like heaven’s crying
When the name’s all
The difference that there is
Cause tears are
The same when they are trying to grow something good
Out of all the pain
There’s no difference between the teardrops and the rain.

Because I know the bones were necessary
I don’t let it bother me at all

(Chorus)
When the rain falls
It’s like heaven’s crying
When the name’s all
The difference that there is
Cause tears are
The same when they are trying to grow something good
Out of all the pain
There’s no difference between the teardrops and the rain.

Oh…oo oo

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*YoU gOt A pRoBlEm WiTh Me?*
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