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my name is Casey, I'm a 17 year old American Anarchist, I fucking hate all form of authority (cops,teachers,principles, the fucking president, you name it!) I hate my family, especially my mother, but i love my freinds, i can honestly say that they have always been there for me.






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I don't label myself punk or goth or emo I'm just me, I wear what i like, and if you don't like that then fuck you! i could care less if you like me or not!,







I am very selfless person i would take a bullet for any of my friends,



I love collecting angel art. listening to music,and writing poetry,


Angel- Within Temptation


Sparkling angel I believed
You were my saviour in my time of need.
Blinded by faith I couldn't hear
All the whispers, the warnings so clear.
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now,
No mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart.

You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they'd turn into real.
You broke your promise and made me realise.
It was all just a lie.

Sparkling angel, I couldn't see
Your dark intentions, your feelings for me.
Fallen angel, tell me why?
What is the reason, the thorn in your eye?

I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door
There's no escape now
No mercy no more
No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart

You took my heart,
deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they'd turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realise.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.

This world may have failed you,
It doesnt give you reason why.
You could have chosen a different path in life.

The smile when you tore me apart.

You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they'd turn into real.
You broke your promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.




















THIS IS THE POEM THAT ACTUALLY INSPIRED ME TO START WRITING I TRIED MY BEST TO GET THE COPYRIGHT AND THE AUTHOR'S NAME THE BEST I COULD THE AUTHOR'S(SCREEN) NAME IS ANYBODY_KILLETE SHE IS ON DARKPOETRY.COM:



Cutter's Glory

Mother's anger,
and Father's lies,
made fresh new cuts,
and darkened eyes.
But, I suppose,
you know this story,
Just your everyday,
Cutter's glory.

Mother's screams,
you try to ignore,
but, it's hard to block out
the slamming door.
Father's that promise,
that they will show,
but they never do,
and you always know.

Everyone you love,
leaves you behind,
so you push people away,
fearing what they might find.
And then you find someone,
whom you thought you could confide,
so you tell them your story,
and how you're feeling inside.

And, all of the sudden,
You aren't the same,
because by telling them this,
you have caused them shame?
I'm not sure,
but this is how I see,
all of you people,
that keep judging me.

You share your feelings,
and your criticisms too,
and just because I cut,
I'm inferior to you.
But haven't you ever,
banged your fists against a wall?
screamed? maybe shouted?
Cried in a bathroom stall?

It's all the same,
be it my blood or your tears,
or the staggered walking,
after your daily beers.
It's just the way,
you choose to deal,
with all this pain,
that you feel.
So take a look,
behind darkened eyes,
and the fresh new cuts,
that you despise.
And actually try,
to understand the story,
behind your everyday
Cutter's glory.

Copyright 2004 Anybody_Killette





|Name|: Casey
|Age|: 17
|Born|: August 7, 1989
|Gender|: Dude
|Living In|: Georgia
|Sexual Orientation|: straight
|In a Relationship|: Yeah
|Skin Color|: white, white
|Hair|: black,
|Eye Color|: hazel
|Height|: 6'3"
|Weight|: 192 lbs
|Build|: mostly muscle
|Piercings|: none
|Tattoos|: none yet
|Zodiac Sign|: Leo
|Fav. Colors|: Black, Crimson Red,
|Fav. Music|: Rock, some hip hop and some rap
|Fav. Song|: "Face down" by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
|Fav. Band|: A7X, AFI, Blink 182, Green Day...lots more
|Fav. Season|: summer
|Fav. Food|: chicken
|Fav. Candy|: Resses and Coke
|Fav. Television Show|: SURS(Steven's Untitled Rock Show)
|Fav. Movie|: all horror movies. and CLERKS II



MY MUSIC




Avenged SevenFold

Saosin

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Strike Anywhere

Black sabbath

Billy Idol

Danzig

AFI

Arch Enemy

AC/DC

Insane Clown Posse

Rob Zombie

Guns N' Roses

Papa Roach

Linkin park

Kid Rock

Marylin Manson

Nirvana

Mudvayne

White Zombie

Coheed & Cambria

Led Zeppelin

A Perfect Circle

P.O.D

Slipknot

Kittie

Velvet Revolver

Taproot

STAIND

Flyleaf

10 Years

Green day

Smile Empty Soul

t.A.T.u

Nobua Uematsu

Seether

Disturbed

Hinder

HIM

Sex Pistols

The Ramones

BLEED LIKE ME
-GARBAGE-

Avalanche is sullen and too thin
She starves herself to rid herself of sin
And the kick is so divine when she sees bones beneath her skin
And she says:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me?

Chris is all dressed up and acting coy
Painted like a brand new Christmas toy
He's trying to figure out if he's a girl or he's a boy
He says:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me?

Doodle takes dad's scissors to her skin
And when she does relief comes setting in
While she hides the scars she's making underneath her pretty clothes
She sings:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me?

Therapy is Speedie's brand new drug
Dancing with the devil's past has never been too fun
It's better off than trying to take a bullet from a gun
And she cries:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me?"



The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus "Face down"




Hey girl, you know you drive me crazy
One look puts the rhythm in my head
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down

Cover up with makeup in the mirror
Tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
You cry alone and then he swears he loves you

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well, I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
Every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wait around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down

I see the way you go and say you're alright again
Say you're alright again
Heed my lecture

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well, I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found

Face down in the dirt she says "this doesn't hurt"
She says " I've finally had enough"
Face down in the dirt she says "this doesn't hurt"
She says " I've finally had enough"

One day she will tell you that she has had enough
It's coming round again

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well, I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well, I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found

Face down in the dirt she says "this doesn't hurt"
She says " I've finally had enough" (2x)





Papa Roach "she Loves me Not"

when i see her eyes
look into my eyes
then i realize that
she could see inside my head
so i close my eyes
thinking that i could hide
disassociate so i don't have to lose my head
this situation leads to agitation
will she cut me off?
will this be amputation?

i don't know if i care
i'm the jerk
life's not fair

fighting all the time
this is out of line
she loves me not
do you realize I won't compromise
she loves me not

over the past five years
i have shed my tears
i have drank my beers and watched my fears fly away
until this day
she still swings my way
but it's sad to say sometimes
she says she loves me not
i hesitate
to tell her i hate
this relationship
i want out today
this is over

line for line
rhyme for rhyme
sometimes we be fightin' all the goddamn time -it's making me sick
relationship is getting ill
piss drunk stupid
mad
on the real
could you feel what I feel
what's the deal girl
we're tearing up each other's world
we should be in harmony
boy and girl
that is the promise we made
back in the day
we told each other things wouldn't be this way
i think we should work this out
it's all right baby we can scream and shout

life's not fair

i'm the jerk

she loves me not





Avenge SevenFold "The Beast And The Harlot"



This shining city built of gold, a far cry from innocence,
There's more than meets the eye round here, look to the waters of the deep.
A city of evil.
There sat a seven-headed beast, ten horns raised from his head.
Symbolic woman sits on his throne, but hatred strips her and leaves her naked.
The Beast and the Harlot.

She's a dwelling place for demons.
She's a cage for every unclean spirit,
every filthy bird and makes us drink the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings.
Fallen now is Babylon the Great.

The city dressed in jewels and gold, fine linen, myrrh and pearls.
Her plagues will come all at once as her mourners watch her burn.
Destroyed in an hour.
Merchants and captains of the world, sailors, navigators too.
Will weep and morn this loss with her sins piled to the sky,
The Beast and the Harlot.

She's a dwelling place for demons.
She's a cage for every unclean spirit,
every filthy bird and makes us drink the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings.
Fallen now is Babylon the Great.

The day has come for all us sinners.
If you're not a servant, you'll be struck to the ground.
Flee the burning, greedy city.
Lookin' back on her to see there's nothing around.

I don't believe in fairytales and no one wants to go to hell.
We've made the wrong decision and it's easy to see.
Now if you wanna serve above or be a king below with us,
You're welcome to the city where your future is set forever.

She's a dwelling place for demons.
She's a cage for every unclean spirit,
every filthy bird and makes us drink the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings.
Fallen now is Babylon the Great.










i love the band Smile Empty Soul my favorite song is "Silhouettes"











silhouettes above the cradle hold me down

they won't let me go the wrong way

my mother taught me all the fables, told me how

in the end all the sinners have to pay

but...



i don't wanna live like my mother

i don't wanna let fear rule my life

and i don't wanna live like my father

i don't wanna give up before i die



he worked so hard his bones are breaking

he wore them down but long ago he lost the feeling

his good intentions leave me shaking, show me how

i don't ever want to end up like he did

and...



[chorus]



when i have kids

i won't put any chains on their wrists, i won't

i'll tell them this

there's nothing in this world that you can't be if you want it enough





STAIND "Price To Play"



Failed to see how destructive we can be (can be)

Taking without giving back till the damage can be seen (be seen)



Can you see?! Can you see?!



The more you take the more you blame

For everything still feels the same

The more you hurt the more you scream

The price you pay to play the game

And all you see and all you gave

And all you step on with no shame

There are no rules no one no blame

The price to pay to play the game



Empathy the chosen way to be (to be)

Blindly look the other way while you waste away with me (with me)



Can you see?! Can you see?!



The more you take the more you blame

For everything still feels the same

The more you hurt the more you scream

The price you pay to play the game

And all you see and all you gave

And all you step on with no shame

There are no rules no one no blame

The price to pay to play the game



What you pay to play the game [x4]



The more you take the more you blame

For everything still feels the same

The more you hurt the more you scream

The price you pay to play the game

And all you see and all you gave

And all you step on with no shame

There are no rules no one no blame

The price to pay to play the game



























-PLEASE READ THIS-

My name is Sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more,I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall. I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken. "I'm sorry!", I scream But its now much too late His face has been twisted Into unimaginable hate. The hurt and the pain Again and again Oh please God, have mercy! Oh please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door, While I lay there motionless Sprawled on the floor. My name is Sarah And I am but three, Tonight my daddy Murdered me.



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P.O.D- "Will You?"

See you sittin' next to the window in the bedroom
She brakes down - brakes down
Crying over something and starin' into nothin'
Afraid now - hate now
Wanting, needing, haunting, it's killing me
Faking what has happened to live the life like that man
I'll brake down - It's fake now

Will you, Will you love me tomorrow?
So Will You, Will you stay with me today?

Fade in and out of reason to fight the way she's feelin'
She brakes down - brakes down
Going through the motions and holding onto hopes
and her dreams now - somehow
Shaken, mistaken, forsaken, it's killing me.
Wishing you could change, but he's always been this way
If you leave now - I'll drown

Will you, Will you love me tomorrow?
So Will You, Will you stay with me today?
Will you, Will you be here tomorrow?
So Will You, you remember yesterday?

Yesterday! Yesterday!
Yesterday! Yesterday!

This time, I'm sorry
This time, I'm sorry
This time, this time, I'm sorry for this time
This time, this time, I'm sorry
This time I'm sorry!

Will you, Will you love me tomorrow?
So Will You, Will you stay with me today?
Will you, Will you be here tomorrow?
So Will You, you remember yesterday?