Perfectly Inperfect• Show poetry

Hey, im Amanda. I am 15 and I entered this cruel world on July 20th, 1992.I took my first breath at 10:30 p.m. , and im still learning how to breath...

I attend Brien Mcmahon High school, and Ive learned that drama is part of the package and friends come and go. Ive learned never to let anyone grow close to you, because it just allows them to hurt you.
and lastly, There are no such things as true, real, reliable, or best friends only people posing as a "friend" until you fall....

I smile, I frown, I cry, I laugh, I stand, I fall,I live, I die, It's me and it's never ending.....

I prefer writing dark and depressed poetry because it's what I feel and I cant write something happy if im not happy. So if you dont like my talk of suicide and hatred then dont read it.


~~~QUOTES: ~~~
"Sex, drugs, Rock&Roll. Speed, weed, birth control. Lifes a party, lets get high. Lifes a bitch than ya die."

"every kid goes to heaven, some just have to go through hell to get there."

"I was standing on the edge, ready to turn back but then you pushed me; never even got a chance to jump."

"Dont say you love me unless you really mean it, because i might do something crazy like believe it...."

"tears of an apple light drops of rain i love you so much and it makes me insane"

"life is cheap, freinds are priceless"

"I have walked toward death so many times, but theres always a freind pulling at my sleeve."

"Love, Peace, bleeding wrists, just one more razor blade kiss"

"life is like the line at the rollercoaster. Your waiting in it for the real ride, but when you cut your just that much closer."

"How do you know I am hurting if you cannot see my pain, to wear it on my body tells what words cannot explain.”

"Giving up doesn’t always mean your weak it just means your strong enough to let go."

"There's nothing to fear, but fear itself."

"If it was just moms the kids would be wimps, if it was just dads the kids would be dead."

"What if we really lived by what we say we believed?"

"I remember when getting high meant swinging at the playground. The worst thing you got from a girl was cooties. Race issues were who could run the fastest.The only thing you smoked was the tires on your bike. Life was so simple and carefree, but the thing i remember the most was wanting to grow up."

"My heart longs for you,
My soul dies for you,
My eyes cry for you,
My EMPTY arms reach for you."

"I cant wake up from this nightmare you reffer to as 'life'."

"Life sucks when your faking the smiles"

"dont ever regret something that once made you smile"

"hate is a 4 letter word, love is a 4 letter lie"

"life is to short to be cool, enhance your inner dork"

"Forget regret, live life to its fullest"

"Dont take life to seriously; you might not get out alive"