Perfectly Corrupted• Show poetry

Malak, it's what I go by.
You either know me or you don't.
I tend to care too much, or at least that's the impression I give off.
In reality, I don't really care much for most people.
You all know that quote, "You never know what you had until its gone."
I find out who means the most and who meant nothing that way.

Very few people are on the 'I really do care about you' list.
Aside from family, there's about two.
Pretty much anyone else I can live without (:

Some call me heartless, I'm really not.
I'm nice to everyone, and I get along with pretty much everyone.
Always smiling and laughing, because I have nothing to be sad about.
I'm not one to bitch about the world, because I've realized what a beautiful thing it actually is.

Love is an amazing feeling, so I hear.
I'll let you know once I've felt it.

I'm 15, going to be 16 on March 19.
Buy me something nice!
I love the piano, only wish I could play it.
It makes such beautiful music, and I plan on learning how to play soon.

I love school, and contrary to your beliefs, I am good at it.
I'm so much smarter than you'll give me credit for, granted I am VERY lazy.
But hey, I go to DCMST, procrastination is the number one requirement!

I have many friends, all of whom are amazing people.
I have very little regrets in my life, thats because I tend to look at things as a lesson.
I'm a very stubborn person, and very hypocritical.
I've been known to let my laziness get in the way of what I really want in life, but that's one major habit I plan on breaking.

I love art, but I can't draw. Reading and writing are fun hobbies. Though I've drifted from poetry, I still do appreciate it. School is fun, and no, that wasn't a typo.

I'm one who just loves to learn.
My goal in life is to know everything and anything there is to know.

"Tell me I can't do it and just watch where I end up."
A quote I tend to throw at people who like to rain on my parade.

"You have to take the good with the bad, and smile when nothing's left."
I know that may not be the exact quote, but I like it my way better.
Oh, I tend to like a lot of things my way a lot of the time, too.
Just another thing people find annoying about me.

I ramble and go off topic a lot.
I'm a walking contradiction.
I tend to live inside my head most of the time.
But I'm also very social.
I'm the type of person who would walk up to you and say:
"That book was AMAZING!" or "I love that band!"
if I caught you reading or listening to something I like.
And I'd let that be my first impression.

I'm a huge smart ass, or so my teachers/friends tell me. (:
Sarcasm is my first language.
Then come English and Arabic.
I can also do pretty much any accent, though you won't be hearing that.
I cannot sing for SHIT.

Yes, I'm an Arab.
No, I am not a terrorist.
I DON'T know how to build a bomb.
Blood that isn't mine creeps me out.
I haven't been trained for suicide bombings.
No, I do not believe those retards that kill themselves in the name of God get 72 virgins when they die.
I do not own excessive amounts of Downy, nor do I wear a towel on my head.
Do not call me a 'sand-nigger', I am Lebanese, and we don't have a Desert there.
Look it up.

I am Muslim, and no, our God doesn't approve of what stupid extremeists claim to do in his name.
And I know this because I've actually read the Quran, not because God has spoken to me, nerds.
I'm not Skitzo.
No where does my book say you get 72 virgins if you blow up 3 Americans.
You won't be stoned/burned to death for touching someone of the opposite sex.
Its not as crazy of a religion as some tend to make it look.
Like other religions, we have some fanatics. Maybe more than others, but you get my point.
Religious wars are dumb, but I won't get into that because I'll be here all day. (:

I don't think drugs/weed/alcohol are in any way fun.
Might be to you, but I've come to terms with the fact that I'm immune to all.
Its fine, people say its because I'm just a natural high on. (:

I'm giggly, smiley, and blush real easily.
The day you catch me without a smile on my face, ask me who died.

I'm just someone whose very hard to handle, and if you can't take me at my loudest/craziest/worst moments, then you really don't deserve me at my sweetest/calmest/best.


Sidenote: This outrageously long Author's Info was a result of sheer boredom. (: