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I am the author of my life;;Unfortunately I'm writing in pen and can't erase my mistakes.




There are a lot of things in life that I wish I could change. Unfortunately, I can't. Right now, I'm busy learning to accept that things aren't always going to be okay, and that even though it hurts, I can still smile. I'm learning the true meaning of regret, closing old chapters, and teaching myself how to breathe every morning. It's okay that I miss him, and it's okay that he broke my heart. One day, I'm sure I'll look back on this and think of how he taught me a valuable lesson. One day, I'm hoping I can look at him without wanting to fall to the floor in convulsions. I'm figuring out that life just is what it is. That I can't fix everything, and I'm not going to make it through it without being beaten and banged up. I'm okay.

I'm the girl that will always be there. No matter how much I say I hate you, if I, at one point, cared for you, I always will. I love people, love watching them, and epsecially love befriending them. Having a huge friend group makes me feel good, because I feel that I've fixed myself enough for others to like me.  I am so very gullible to lies. I forgive easily, but I'm not one to forget the lessons life has taught me. In the end, I'm quite dysfunctional, and I don't really know who I am. I may be a little damaged, but it doesn't give anyone the right to run over me, or treat me like shit. I'm working on fixing things, but until then, tread carefully, please.

I will never be perfect, beautiful, or exactly what anyone wants me to be. I refuse to change myself to satisfy people. I just am who I am. You can hurt me, but don't expect me to let you tread all over me for very long, I may love with all I've got, but I'm becoming a stronger person, and with that comes an attitude adjustment. So, world, get ready for me!

Now, you people might find this wierd,

But I just have to give a shout out,

To my favorite pair of shoes.

My converses.

They're beautiful, they grace my feet e.v.e.r.y. day,

And no matter what you fools think,

I L-O-V-E- me some verses!

And just in case you're wondering.

The verses in my pic. They're m!i!n!e!

G-Gullible

I-Impetuous

U-Umbrageous

L-Loquacious

I-Illuminative

A-Altruistic