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You have the chance to get to know me or you can judge and go on with you're own life. To me you're not worth knowing if your not willing to get to know me. One word could mean the end of a friendship... must you understand that there is no emotion in text.

I can never tell my thoughts to someone in person... I hate looking into the eyes of the person I care for... Its not that I hate it so much as I "dont want to".... I always have this constant feeling of them seeing something inside of me they will not like. My feelings are jolted down on pieces of paper... this is other wise known as MY ART.. I love writing, but I dont love so much to show it to the person it might be written for. Because my emotions go DEEP within writing.

I feel like everyone has a purpose in life. Ive figured out what mine is, Mine is to be here for people when they need to talk. Its doesnt matter if they are upset, happy, pissed, Im here, and they come. Through out the years Ive given advice and have NEVER had the same respect in return.. and now that I DO have it, I do not know how to speak. People come to me out of the random when something is wrong or they need to talk. It actually overwhelms me... in a good way. Its a good feeling knowing that you'll always be here for someone. And Im a "suicidal" person. And I can sit here and say that I know I have a reason in life, I can sit here AND ADMIT to that. there is no reason hiding it, I dont speak it for "sympathy" or "attention".. who does that anyway? So I dont care who you are, how deep in depression you're in, or if you just dont give a bunny about the world, even YOU know there is a reason why you're here, somehow you have an effect in someones life.

Ive effected many lives.. many good.. and many not so good. But I learn to cope. Its a long process... But sometimes it takes a while to get to the best things in life.

There is only one person I could actually say I hate in this world. She knows who she is. Hate is a very harsh word to me.. But hate isnt even a strong enough word to even give an idea of how much I dispise this girl. I know the harsh words I speak of, most of you have never heard me say, and be glad, because I never want to feel this way about you.

There are people that DO NOT like me out there, and I dont give a bunny who you are, I know I am not hated. Because if I am, I would like to know why. The only reason Im not liked is because Im either envyed for something Ive accomplished, people are jealous of me or my looks (and I HONESTLY cant see why), or they just judge me by looking at my image.

Im an extremely sweet, and VERY CARING person. SO PLEASE if you're reading this right now and you have some kind of thought that I dislike you in a way. Send me a message, because I probably care for, and envy you more then you realize.

I am sensitive. On the outside and on the inside. My skin is extremely sensitive, I scar very easy, so I know im not perfect, from accidents, there is something left behind on my body.. a story. My feelings come very sensitive only because Ive been hurt emotionally many times.. And im still trying to deal with it. Im not even talking about being in a "relationship"... friends change.. people change and move on.. and Its something Im going to have to get used to.. and its hurts losing someone you care for. :/

I am extremely mature, many of you might not see it, but Im probably one of the most honest and mature people you will ever meet, especially for my age.

In school, The only reason I work and get through the day is because once im done and over with that Ill be able to see the people I care for.. that I worked for to actually get to see.

I work for love, I work to live, I work to make something of myself. I want to be looked upon as someone envyed and respected, never doubted, and I want for all those who've judged me to be in pity. As for my true friends, I love you dearly.


Three = Happiness.
I would give all the riches in the world to find a word even close to how happy he makes me. When I first met him, I was wounded with a broken heart that I thought could never be sewed back shut... Oh but, was I wrong. Not only has he mended me and has been here for me to make sure I'm alright, he has put a smile on my face... a smile that was never there before.
"Your special to me.. your the angel I hold closest to my heart right now. I couldn't live another day if I ever made you unhappy. I couldn't go on with anything knowing that you wouldn't even want me here as a friend. I don't say the things I do, just to keep you here, I say them, because thats how I feel. And that'll never change, I want to be here for anytime you cry, to wipe the tears off your face... to kiss your cheek and say "Baby, everything will be ok... you protect me. And I want to be your form of protection, your comfort... I want to be here for you in everything you do. Be your support, and pick you up when your feeling down... your never going to be alone. <3"."
"Just remember that no matter how lonely times may feel, there is at least one person in this world that truely cares for you... cares for you so deep. That will never change. I will never have a burden on my chest about you. What happened today... was an obstacle. One we can overcome... together. Hold one another's hands and walk through it. Even if you have other things to worry about... think the same. Lift your head high always. I will do the same.. and if at some point, its impossible to do, put your hand to your heart and say... "Someone out there has me in this same place of there own.""