Paper Girl• Show poetry

I am a normal teenage girl. I am not perfect, but I try to be as optomistic as possible. I am very old-fashioned. I attempt very hard to keep myself on track with my morals. I do not attend church, I do not know what I believe about the afterlife, or this life, for that matter. My friends tell me I am one of the kindest people they have ever met. I, personally, think there are much nicer people than me. But... you can judge.
Maybe, I am not the normal teenage girl. Maybe, just maybe... Again, you can judge.

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I have never...
had sex.
done drugs.
cried in school.
smoked.
snuck out.

I have...
driven.
hurt myself.
cried in front of my best friend.
broken down.

I love...
pizza.
my friends.
my family.
giving.
helping.
cats.
fish.
dresses.

I hate...
my family.
accepting gifts.
dogs.
dress shoes.
school marching bands.
humidity.

To name just a few things.

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Message me some time, I love to make new friends.


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-_- Music keeps me from completely breaking down every day.

-_- My favorite show is True Blood on HBO.

-_- My favorite musical artists include: Placebo, Meg and Dia, Alex Day, Elton John, Panic! At The Disco, Jace Everett, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Train, Radiohead, Hot Chelle Rae, Mindless Self Indulgence, Escape The Fate, and Lady Gaga.

-_- My favorite color is a really rich blue-grey. I think it is simply beautiful.

-_- I have a horrid self-esteem.

-_- Favorite animal is a sunbear for land, whale for sea, and a bird, for something that can fly.

-_- I am terrified of time, sex, and abandonment.

-_- I am super shy, but only when I am alone.

-_- My best friend is the only person to know everything.

-_- Meeting new people really helps me.


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AllPoetry Family
All of these people are special and unique, and they all are wonderful. Take the time to get to know them too. They would appreciate it.

Older Sisters:
LostWarrior
Flaming Dark Tiger
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Lovingvictor

Younger Sisters:
Thelamb01
yourmidnightlover
Mystic Red Phenoix
love-him-4ever

Uncles:
Distant Mind
Freelance writer

Best Friends:
Sir Squigglim
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Older Brother:
knightcall

Younger Brother:
Star-Crossed Romeo

Daughters:
Sweet-sins
Scene-JellyBean


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My Day With Music - A Meme


Opening credits: We Are Nowhere And It's Now -- Bright Eyes

Waking up: 15 Steps -- Radiohead

First day of school: Tiny Dancer -- Elton John

Falling in love: The Ransom -- Escape The Fate

Fight Song: Holding On -- Scary Kids Scaring Kids

Breaking up: Reckoner -- Radiohead

Prom Night: Bennie and the Jets -- Elton John

Life: Battle For The Sun -- Placebo

Mental Breakdown: Get Low -- Lil Jon and the East Side Boys

Driving: Snake Devil -- Scary Kids Scaring Kids

Flashback: Weird Fishes/Arpeggi -- Radiohead

Getting back together: Icky Thump -- The White Stripes

Wedding: Bad Things -- Jace Everett

Birth: The Fear -- Lily Allen

Final Battle: Don't Trust Me -- 3OH!3

Funeral song: Special Needs -- Placebo

Ending Credits: Blowin' In The Wind -- Jay Brannan


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Type the alphabet and stop at the letter of the last person you kissed.
A. =}

Who sits next to you in english?
Um... Sarah

Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
Terryn

Would you consider your parents to be strict?
Yes.

Have you ever tackled someone to the ground?
Yes.

What was the last thing you wore that was black?
My bra.

Have you kissed anyone with the name starting with a J?
No.

What happened a month ago from today?
It was Memorial Day, no?

What’s the last thing that went into your mouth?
Caffeine Free Diet Coke. =}

When was the last time you laughed really hard that you cried? And why?
I was with Alex, and he called the baby Strawberry Shortcake, because he didn't know whatelse to call it... And I laughed so hard.

Do you have a mirror in your room?
Yes, on my door.

How about a tv?
Yeah.

Would you hug the last person you hugged again?
Absolutely.

Can you be your complete self around the person you like?
Yes.

The last person to be under covers with you?
xD Alex.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
Yes.

If someone told you that you were a player, what would you say back?
I would say "How?"

Where is the one boy/girl you want to see the most right now?
Work.

Last night you felt?
Tired.

Do you wish someone was with you right now?
Absolutely. I am making due with my friends online though.

If you were 12 and you could see yourself now, would you be disappointed?
Nope.

Told your parents you were going somewhere but went somewhere else?
Yeah, who hasn't?

First place you went this morning?
Pee.

What if the last person you texted told you they had feelings for you?
I have no phone. But, If it was the last person I talked too, I would say "I am sorry, I am involved right now."

Do you have clothes that are not yours?
Yes.

You see your recent ex and he/she tells you he misses you & you say?
Ew.

Is it hard for you to get over your ex’s?
No.

Who is the first person you would call if you needed help?
Alex.

If someone cheated on you, would you take them back if you really loved them?
Never.

Got in any fights this year, 2010?
Yes.

Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
No.

Did you wake up to someone attractive recently?
Yes.

Honestly, why are you taking this survey?
BORED.

How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?
Maaaaaaaaaaany.

What do you look like right now?
Tired... Wore out.

Cried recently?
Yes.

Do you find it weird that some people brush their teeth in the shower?
No, I do that.

Will you be in a relationship 1 month from right now?
Yes.

Did you have a valentine last valentines day?
Yes

Do you ever think about what went wrong in your last relationship?
Yes

Where was the last place you went out to eat?
Um... Sonic

Which do you prefer - eyes or lips?
Yes.

Medicine, fine arts, or law?
Law.

Is your bedroom window open?
Nope

Who was the last band you saw live in concert?
Aerosmith

When was the last time you got a good workout?
A few days ago.

Where did your last kiss take place?
My kitchen

What were you doing at 11:59 PM on Monday night?
Laying in bed, and talking to Alex.

Who was the last friend you had come over to your house?
Alex

When was the last time you went dancing while under the influence?
Never

What do you think about people who party a lot?
Not who I assosciated with.

Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
No

What are two bands or singers that you will always love?
Elton John, Jace Everett

Where is your favorite place to get coffee?
Starbucks.

When was the last time you dyed your hair?
Never

Is there someone you wanna date?
Yes

Why did you stop liking the last person you liked?
He was a dick.

What was the first thing you did when you woke up today?
Went pee

Do you like vitamin water?
No.

Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them?
Yes.

Do you get along with your parents?
Yes

Do you believe that what comes around goes around?
Yes

Does anyone love you?
Yes

Do you love anybody?
Yes

Ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
Yes

What's the one thing that's getting you through the week?
Alex.

Do you give out second chances too easily?
No

What did you do yesterday?
Puked, church, puked, clinic.

What's your favorite thing to have for breakfast?
Eggs

What do you think of long-term relationships?
I am in one. I love it.

Are you pissed off about anything?
No.

When is the next time you will kiss someone?
Tonight.

If you could change your eye color what would it be?
I like my eyes.

Are your lips chapped?
Yes.

What's your favorite season?
Fall.

Are you the type of person who likes to be out or home?
Home.

Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?
Yes...

When you trip, do you get embarrassed or just play it off?
I fall a lot.

How often do you drink Monster?
Not really... a lot.
sometimes.

Have you ever made totally pointless videos with your friends?
Yes. Lots and lots of times.

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"At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world. Six billion souls. And sometimes -- all you need is one."

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I remember dreaming about growing up, and learning to drive. I remember dreaming about growing up, and thinking about my first boyfriend, my first time, my wedding and future. I remember dreaming about growing up and having my first day of high school.
Now, that I have grown up...
I wish I could go back to dreaming.

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[are you left handed or right handed?] Right
[are you smart?] Depends on who is asking.
[whats your middle name?] Marie
[how many personalities do you have?] Just one.
[how many piercings do you have?] 0
[tattoos?] 0
[do you have bangs?] Yes
[can you drive?] Yes

[do you snore?] Nope.
[Do you drool in your sleep?] Yes
[do you like cotton candy?] No.
[what instruments can you play?] Violin.
[what words do you overuse?] Fuck, Shit, Hell
[what do you sleep in?] Bra and pajama bottoms.
[whats your bedtime?] When I crash.
[how many pillows do you have?] 3
[do you like to dance?] Yes
[do you like to sing?] Yes
[are you any good at it?] Yes
[do you like to talk on the phone?] Yes

[how many times have you moved houses?] 2
[is your room messy?] Nope
[do you like your writing?] Yes
[what do you smell like?] Coconut
[are you organized?] Yes
[do you sleep with a stuffed animal?] Yes
[do you sleep with socks on?] Yes
[are you ticklish?] Yes
[are you shy?] Yes

[do you talk to yourself?] Yes
[did you go to preschool?] Yes
[are you a morning person?] Yes
[whats your favorite outfit?] Jeans and a t-shirt
[who has the most annoying voice in the world?] My friend
[whats your favorite feature (on yourself)?] My eyes.

[what do you do when you’re nervous?] Shake.
[who’s your role model?] Harry Potter
[do you like classical music?] Yes

[what will you name your daughter?] Clementine, or Sunny

[son?] Adian, or Misu

[have you ever thought you were gonna die?] Yes


Have you ever made a mistake?: Yes
Beer, wine or hard liquor?: Hard Liquor
What are your plans for the future?: College
Would you rather be blind or deaf?: Deaf
Do you have any special talents?: Not really.
Do you like horror or comedy?: Comedy
Who is the person you can count on the most? My Friend
What is your favorite alcoholic drink?: Vodka
What did you last cry over?: My Parents

What's the last mistake you made?: I don't even know...

Who was the last person you said I love you to?: My Best Friend
Who last slept in your bed?: Me
Where do you want to be?: In Oregon
Who can always make you happy? My best friend.

Who hates you?: Everyone.

What are you doing right now?: Answering this...

How often do you cry?: Not often, but when I do, it always lasts until I cry myself out.
What did you do last night?: Talked on the phone.
What's the last movie you watched?: The Gods Must Be Crazy
Done drugs?: No
Made fun of a fat person?: No

Laughed at someone?: Yes
Looked at someone funny?: Yes
Whats on your mind right now: My guy, my family

Do you know how to shoot a gun?: Yes
Do you think more about the past, present or future?: Future
If you could fast forward your life, would you?: No
Would you go back in time?: Not to change my life, but to witness history.
Is your closet door open or closed? Closed
When is the last time you ate breakfast?: A few hours ago.
Which do you prefer: DVD Player or VCR?: DVD
When is the last time you flew on a plane?: 2 years ago.
Are your parents married or divorced? Married

How old will you be in 7 years?: 24
Who do you wish you could talk to more than anyone right now?: My Friend


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