Pamela• Show poetry

No one appears on our stage unless the Director has placed them there for our benefit ~Paramahansa Yogananda~



It's not that she walked away
Her world got smaller
All the usual places
The same destinations
Only something's changed.

It's not that she wasn't rewarded
With pomegranate afternoons
And Mingus, Chet Baker and chess
It's not stampede and fortune
Of prim affectations
She's off on a riot
And she knows
NOW
Is greater than the whole of the past
Is greater and now she knows

It's not that the transparency
Of her earlier incarnations
Now looked back on
Were rich and loaded
With beautiful vulnerability
But now she knows
NOW
Is greater
And she knows that.

It's not like if angels
Could truly look down
Stir up the trappings
Light on the ground
Remind us of what, when, why or who
The how's up to us
Me and you
And NOW
Is greater than the whole
Of the past
Is greater
And now she knows that.

Now she knows.

Artist: R.E.M
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The doors of perception open; what was hidden has been revealed. It is myself I see and a thousand colors swirling in liquid light. I am where the sun sets below the mountains. I am this body. I am that star rising above clouds hung by a thread from its ocean moon. Hail myself traversing eternity walking among gods, a shuttle flying across the loom through the threads of time. This is all one place, one cloth: a man's life endures. On earth flowers grow, snakes crawl and wisdom lies in the palm of a hand. All that is will be - hawks and sparrows, the thousand lives within.

I have come home. I have entered humanhood, bound to rocks and plants, men and women, rivers and sky. I shall be with you in this and other worlds. When the cat arches in the doorway, think of me. I have sometimes been like that. When two men greet each other in the street, I am there speaking to you. When you look up, know I am there - sun and moon pouring my love around you. All these things am I, portents, images, signs. Though apart, I am a part of you. One of the million things in the universe, I am the universe, too. You think I disguise myself as rivers and trees simply to confuse you? Whatever I am,woman, cat or lotus, the same god breathes in every body. You and I together are a single creation . Neither death nor spite nor fear nor ignorance stops my love for you.

May we come and go in and out of heaven through the gates of starlight. As the houses of earth fill with dancing and song, so filled are the houses of heaven. I come in truth. I sail a long river and row back again. It is joy to breathe under the stars.

I am the sojourner destined to walk a thousand years until I arrive at myself. (Hymn to Osiris)





Pamela Jane was born into this life March 8, 1961 ..
in the mountains, beneath a clear sky on a rather chilly night in
Richwood West Virginia just before 12a.m.
I am Pisces..in every sense .. it's not easy.. let me tell ya..

My ancestory includes much Irish,Cherokee Indian,and German



I am a Reiki Master/practitioner, the mom of two beautiful very different girls,
Casey Rae:22 & Jessi Rheanna:18
The Mim of one beautiful 5 yr old girl..Laelah Jane
A wife to Donnie for 30 yrs







"So I try to say ...Goodbye my friend
I'd like to leave you with something warm
But never have I been a blue calm sea
I have always been a storm"*



Look not for yourself...outside of yourself

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Think about that.