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"If any of you don't like gays or women or blacks, please leave us the fuck alone." Kurt Cobain


Day after day, love turns grey
Like the skin of a dying man
Night after night, we pretend it's all right
But I have grown older and
You have grown colder and
Nothing is very much fun any more.

And I can feel one of my turns coming on.
I feel cold as razor blade
Tight as a tourniquet
Dry as a funeral drum,
Run to the bedroom, in the suitcase on the left
You'll find my favourite axe
Don't look so frightened
This is just a passing phase



Little by little the night turns around
Counting the leaves which tremble at dawn
Novices lean on each other in yearning
Under the leaves the swallow is resting
Set the controls for the heart of the sun
Over the mountain watching the watcher
Breaking the darkness waking the grapevine
One inch of love is one inch of shadow
Love is the shadow that ripen's the wine
Set the controls for the heart of the sun
The heart of the sun
The heart of the sun
Witness the man who raves at the wall
Making the shape of his question to heaven
Whether the sun will fall in the evening
Will he remember the lesson of giving
Set the controls for the heart of the sun
The heart of the sun
The heart of the sun
  

                  It always seems to last
        But just remember when you think you're free
          The crack inside you fucking heart is me
       I wanna outrace the speed of pain for another day
                      I wish I could sleep
                  But I can't lay on my back
                   Because ther's a knife
                 For everyday that I've known you

  
  Everything Ends Lyrics


You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
I haven't slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
Shallow skin, I can paint with pain
I mark the trails on my arms with your disdain
Everyday it's the same - I love, you hate
But I guess I don't care any more...
Fix my problems with the blade
While my eyes turn from blue to gray
God, the worst thing happened to me today
But I guess I don't care anymore...
You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
I haven't slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
My flaws are the only thing left that's pure
Can't really live, can't really endure
Everything I see reminds me of her
God I wish I didn't care anymore
The more I touch, the less I feel
I'm lying to myself that it's not real
Why is everybody making such a big fucking deal?
I'm never gonna care anymore
You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
I haven't slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
Your wrong and overrated
I think I'm gonnna be sick and its your fault
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
I havent slept sinece I woke up and found
my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
Suffer.
What the hell am I doing?
Is there anyone left in my life?
What the fuck was I thinking?
Anybody want to tell me I'm fine?
Where the hell am I going?
Do I even need a reason to hide?
I am only betrayed
I am only conditioned to die
You are worng fucked and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
I havent slept since I woke up and found
My whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
Your wrong and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and its your fault
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
I havent slept since I found out my whole life was a lie
this is the end of everything
you are the end of everything
you are the end of everything




                                 This is a warning
                              A gun to the head thing
                                   This is a sign
                            A don't get out of bed thing
                                  The sky was deep
                                  The wind was hot
                                  I tried to speak
                                   But I could not
                        The telephone rang like churchbells
                           Jesus Christ I've gone to hell
                              A powder burn to the face
                                  To remember you by
                              A powder burn to the lips
                                  It'll make you cry
                                A blazing blister kiss
                              my love Don't you even try
                                   To remember this

Exit everything
Nodding dogs and Valium
Let's make this whole world
Spin like a top
and then stop
Exit Everything

The windows blew out
as you blew in
You wore the smell of success
I wore the taste of sin
With every lie I did you in
Now the siren slowly spins
It'll never last

I backed away from the stars
because their light cut my skin
Like shards of glass
and the cordite sting
I'm far too late I'm fat too thin
I've lost it all that's everything
I don't feel a thing

You know you probably heard her
It was the sound of murder
You know maybe you heard her
This is the sound of murder

Exit everything
Nodding dogs and Valium
Let's make this whole world
Spin like a top
and then stop
Exit Everything

Exit everything
Torch the throne
Kill the king
Exit everything



 I walk a lonely road
 The only one I that have ever known
 Don't know were it goes
 But its home to me and I walk alone

 I walk this empty street
 On the Boulevard of broken dreams
 Where the city sleeps
 And I'm the only one and I walk alone

 I walk alone
 I walk alone
 I walk alone

 My shadows the only one that walks beside me
 My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
 Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
 Till then I walk alone

 I'm walking down the line
 That divides me somewhere in my mind
 On the border line of the edge
 And were I walk alone

 Read between the lines of what's
 Fucked up and every things all right
 Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
 And I walk alone

 I walk alone...

          10.15 Saturday Night - The Cure

          10.15
          Saturday night
          And the tap drips
          Under the strip light
          And I'm sitting
          In the kitchen sink
          And the tap drips
          Drip drip drip drip drip drip drip...
         
          Waiting
          For the telephone to ring
          And I'm wondering
          Where she's been
          And I'm crying for yesterday
          And the tap drips
          Drip drip drip drip drip drip drip...
         
          It's always the same...  
                     ......for Sam  



                           Blink, everything's been augmented,
 you've been left so far behind.
                         I think, for sure, next time
 you should wear a pair of eyes
                                    in the back or your head.
              Consequence you've seen
                   has been stranger than si-fi of any kind.
     Situation baffles me,
             I guess it's ture, you too
                           are one of the walking dead.



I drew the blade across my wrist
To see how it would feel
Looked into the future
There was nothing to reveal
For we were just the product
Of the ever spinning wheel
Round and round we go
Round and and round we go.

After all it's just the revolution I despise
The dawn of revelations and the flower power prize
And I pity those poor children with no sunshine in their eyes
Round and round we go
Round and and round we go.

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"Footsteps in the hall, it was you, you
Pictures on my test, it was you
It was you..."

"And I feel forsaken you know
Like the things I gave away"

"the medication's wearing off
gonna hurt not a little, a lot..."

I must fight this sickness
Find a cure
I must fight this sickness..."

Lights ain't on - shit ain't right
Never had peace so I had to fight
Can you look in my eyes when my back's against
The wall, slash at my eyes, surprise, you'll never get me
You're all reality and sound bites...

The exodus is here
The happy ones are near
Let's get together
Before we get much older
Teenage wasteland
It's only teenage wasteland
Teenage wasteland
Oh..yah
Teenage wasteland
They're all wasted...


     Don't forget to let your life rot you inside out

Born In A Junkyard

Born in a junkyard, Born in a junkyard
Born in a junkyard, Born in a junkyard
Born in a junkyard, Born in a junkyard
Born in a junkyard, Born in a junkyard

I'm long gone but I'll let you through
You may decide that it's not that good
I'm long gone but I'll let you leave
You may decide on stopping me
I'm long gone, but I'll let you through
You may decide it's not for you
I'm long gone, but I'll let you through
You may decide there's nothing there

I'm long gone from vertical
Somewhere south is stopping me
I'm long gone from the american dream
You may decide it's not for me
I'm long gone but I'll let you through
You may decide it's not for you
I'm long gone, but I'll let you through
You may decide there's nothing there

Born in a junkyard, Born in a junkyard
Born in a junkyard, Born in a junkyard
Born in a junkyard, Born in a junkyard
Born in a junkyard, Born in a junkyard

I'm long gone but I'll let you through
You may decide that it's not that good
I'm long gone but I'll let you leave
You may decide on stopping me
I'm long gone, but I'll let you through
You may decide it's not for you
I'm long gone, but I'll let you through
You may decide there's nothing there

Gone Gone Gone Gone Gone Gone Gone Gone
Gone Gone Gone Gone Gone Gone Gone Gone






"Beer is proof that God loves us and wants us to be happy."
-Benjamin Franklin.


"It's better to be black than gay because when you're black you don't have to tell your mother."
Charles Pierce.


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