I’m scared out of wits, and if I could I would hide away
in a small corner. But sadly enough I have to move on
living and breathing; in an atmosphere I don't belong
in, an existence I hate. shrouded behind a shadow of
apathy... constantly moving, acting out emotions...
always robotic, always discontent, always alone...
forever shattered...
*******
"The dreams that you have manifested in your mind, keep them between the barriers of reverie, because the moment they are reduced to silhouettes; the pain is unbearable" ...
By Nishwar Mohtamine aka me!
"I've excluded happiness as one of those possibilities we seek for ourselves. Oh, I still want it, but that's beside the point. Contentment - they say it's the ultimate, but I can't even wish for that. I don't even want the desire to be content. I can only hope for silence." Frm JTHM
"You can cry until there is nothing wet in you. You can scream and curse to where your throat rebels and ruptures. You can pray all you want, to whatever God you think will listen and, still, it makes no difference. It goes on, with no sign as to when it might release you and you know that if it did relent, it would not be because it cared." From JTHM
"Dear Die-ary,
there's nothing terribly wrong with feeling lost, so long as that feeling precedes some plan on your part to actually do something about it. Too often a person grows complacent with their disillusionment, perpetually wearing their "discomfort" like a favorite shirt. I can't say I'm very pleased with where my life is just now...but I can't help but look forward to where it's going”… From JTHM!
BANDS I LIKE:
ANATHEMA, Kidney Thieves, Theater of Tragedy, gravity kills, coal chamber, Therion, Nightwish, Lacuna coil, Cradle of Filth, KMFDM, Kamelot, Symphony X, APC&TOOL, NIN, samael, trail of tears, stabbing westward, filter, Within Temptation, evanescence, tristania, dream theater, angra, avantasia, after forever....etc
in a small corner. But sadly enough I have to move on
living and breathing; in an atmosphere I don't belong
in, an existence I hate. shrouded behind a shadow of
apathy... constantly moving, acting out emotions...
always robotic, always discontent, always alone...
forever shattered...
*******
"The dreams that you have manifested in your mind, keep them between the barriers of reverie, because the moment they are reduced to silhouettes; the pain is unbearable" ...
By Nishwar Mohtamine aka me!
"I've excluded happiness as one of those possibilities we seek for ourselves. Oh, I still want it, but that's beside the point. Contentment - they say it's the ultimate, but I can't even wish for that. I don't even want the desire to be content. I can only hope for silence." Frm JTHM
"You can cry until there is nothing wet in you. You can scream and curse to where your throat rebels and ruptures. You can pray all you want, to whatever God you think will listen and, still, it makes no difference. It goes on, with no sign as to when it might release you and you know that if it did relent, it would not be because it cared." From JTHM
"Dear Die-ary,
there's nothing terribly wrong with feeling lost, so long as that feeling precedes some plan on your part to actually do something about it. Too often a person grows complacent with their disillusionment, perpetually wearing their "discomfort" like a favorite shirt. I can't say I'm very pleased with where my life is just now...but I can't help but look forward to where it's going”… From JTHM!
BANDS I LIKE:
ANATHEMA, Kidney Thieves, Theater of Tragedy, gravity kills, coal chamber, Therion, Nightwish, Lacuna coil, Cradle of Filth, KMFDM, Kamelot, Symphony X, APC&TOOL, NIN, samael, trail of tears, stabbing westward, filter, Within Temptation, evanescence, tristania, dream theater, angra, avantasia, after forever....etc
- Last seen on Jan 24 10:41 AM. Member since May 22, 2005.
- I'm a tigereye texture poet for 1400 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is Evolve to contentment.
- I am a 16 year old girl (Bangladesh)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a Student, and Artist.
- Visit my homepage at www.myspace.com/kiss_nish1
- I am in the groups A Group For Those Cute But Phyco Poets, A Group For Vampires, A Group for Artists and Musicians, A Perfect Black Rose, A Place For Evanescence Lovers, A Shoulder To Cry On, AcceptanceX, Addiction To Pain, Alone In My Mind, Anorexics, Children Of The Night, Dead Poets Society, Dont Label Me, For Everyone Who Is Known As Different, Gay Rights and Feminism Group, Girl Interrupted, Harry Potter Fans, Johnny Depp Fans, Life Sucks And Then You Die, Lost in a Dream, Music Rules My Life, Open Minds, Sick Of America and The War, Suicidal Depressionists, Vampire Lovers, a circle of light, a family of poets, black broken hearts, broken dreams and whisperd lies, for the Love of Rock, psychology freaks
- I have 1,400 comments
My Poetry
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Your frail crystal fascination, Dreams lie like fragments on the floor,20 lines, August 3, 2007. In It's an Ode for Crying out loud
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Voids becoming one as a heartbeat; / Tears blind these senses, / The consequences become violence; / Emotional overflow of apathy, / These wings become translucent, / Lugubrious uncertainty, / Confi29 lines, July 23, 2007. In Weird
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Slendering beauty, / The ice sculpture; preserved, / Mine never, words uttered; / I destroy senses; snapshot trances; / Indulgence painted crimson rouge, remold / Her eyes,
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sOuL on May 29hie nice to meet you
i am also from Bangladesh
but stay abroad
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Shadow Rule on October 9, 2006Nola my friend were have you been. It's been months and we haven't spoken. Nor have you been on MSN. I hope everything is well. Write back.
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darktemplar999 on August 22, 2006nisha great poem !.Anorexic Reality .
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kissmeKillme on July 21, 2006Thank for the comment on cutters lullaby.
