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My name is Samantha, I am 20 years old... I have not written anything new in I don't know how long, but at the same time it is kind of good. I have changed alot since I was writing and I lost my muse in it all because all I knew was anger and pain.... and while I was changing I found love and hope, and I never really learned how to write about that lol.... but I hope you still enjoy my poetry any where from 1- 6 years ago... i still get on here sometimes so leave me a message or a comment if you would like. As soon as I come up with something new.... this website will be the first to know : )

quotes: "poorly lived
poorly died
poorly buried
and no one cried"
---Movie, "The Dissappearance"


"just because I don't cry
doesn't mean I am not sad"
---Me

"Destiny is not a matter of chance, but a matter of choice"
---Unknown


"Should I smile, because you are my friend? Or cry cuz that's all we'll ever be?"
---Unknown

"To the world your just one person but to one person you could mean the world"
---Unknown

"A MiLLi0n WoRDs Would Not Bring You Back, I Kn0w, Because I've Tried. Neither Would A Million TeaRs. I Know, BeCause I've Cried"
---Unknown

"Why am I fighting to live if I'm just living to fight, Why am I trying to see, when there ain't nothin in sight, Why am I trying to give, when no one gives me a try, Why am I dying to live, when I'm just living to die."
---2pac and biggie smalls


"When we were children, it was like life was perfect, nothing could go wrong, we were all so happy and carefree. And then hell shattered it... it broke through like demons screaming for fire, yearning for the cold, tearing apart our life, knives stabbing through our smiles and careless ways and giving us something to bleed about."
---Me

No smile is as beautiful as the one that struggles through tears.
---Unknown {found this on divine's author page... thanx by the way.}


The model I am comparing myself to... is unrealistic
---Kara Belew

It's harder to hang on to something that never could be, than to forget about something that never was
--I think it was me, I have never heard it before

A smile is not the only thing I wear upon my face, but the tears that fall, you refuse to see.
---Me

Real tears hurt worse than fake smiles
---Me

My smile is just like another scar, it will be here no matter what happens
---Me

I am the only one who understands me
---Hoobastank

I hope that watching me fall,
Was the hardest thing, you've ever had to do,
And I just wanted to let you know,
I'd be okay,
If it wasn't for you
---Me

She knows how to give and she knows how to take
But so many times she's been taken a fool
---Tracy Lawrence

My tears are dried, My blood is thin, My heart is numb, and my words are useless
---Me

I'm not happy unless you're smiling, you don't smile unless I cry
---FalseReality

I'm not happy, unless I'm sad
---FalseReality

When we begin to hate others for who they are,
The more we really hate ourselves for who we are not
---Daniel Stanberry

Sometimes I just wish I could fast forward through time, to see if it is all worth it in the end
---unknown

Don't make someone a *priority* when they only make you an option
---unknown

People do not listen, they just wait for their chance to talk
---unknown

Pain doesn't hurt, when it's all you've ever felt
---Unknown

It's okay to kiss a fool, it's alright to let a fool kiss you, but never let a kiss fool you
---Unknown

Walking away isn't the hard part, it's knowing that you won't come after me that hurts the worst
---Unknown

How come I always fall in love with the wrong boys, and the right boys always fall in love with me
---Unknown

The worst thing about getting your heart broken, is falling asleep and knowing you'll wake up with the same broken heart
---Unknown

When I look into your eyes, I remember what is missing from my heart
---Unknown

The scariest things about memories is thinking that you will forget them
---Unknown

I love you is eight letters, but then again so is bullshit
---Unknown

I don't miss him, I miss who I thought he was
---Unknown

A heart is just two tear drops upside down
---Unknown

I am trying really hard to not cry over you, because every tear is a reminder of how I can't let go
---Unknown

I miss the kisses that meant something, so I guess I shouldn't miss anything at all
---The first part was Unknown the last part after the comma I made up

The only tears of blood cried, are the tears that are colored by wounds from the heart
---Me

It hurt when you looked at me like there was still something there, but it hurt worse, when you quit looking at me all together
---Me

What is suppose to break, when you began with a broken heart in the first place
---Me

Torn pages of broken memories never burn
---Unknown

I wish we were what we were before we happened
---Unknown

I tear my heart open. I sew myself shut. My weakness is that I care too much. And our scars remind us that the past is real. I tear my heart open, just to feel.
---Papa Roach

Don't say you don't love him, if you can't let him go
---Unknown

Never try to hold on to something that is no longer there... it will just hurt you more
---Unknown

You have cut deeper than any razor ever will, but unlike my razor, you left me alone to heal
---Me

Spiteful words hurt your feelings, but silence breaks your heart
---Unknown

You told me it meant something to you, but you're telling others, it was just a kiss
---Me

No matter how bad they hurt us, we are always willing to say yes, when people ask if we would do it all again
---Me

The one calls we wait for, are the one calls that never come
---Me

I held my pillow close tonight, and imagined it was you, so it made it seem like you weren't there holding her
---Me

Sometimes feelings you start to have again…are just ones that [n-e-v-e-r] went away.
---Unknown (Got from lostpromise... thanks by the way)

HE is the HARDEST one;
NoT to yell at
To put up with
Not cry over
Be with
And Let GO of
But (he) is the easiest one To [f*o*r*g*i*v*e]
---Unknown (Got from lostpromise... thanks by the way)

Never say I love you, If it isn’t really there
Never talk about feelings, If you don’t really care
Never hold my hand, If your gonna break my heart
Never say your gonna, If you don’t plan to start
Never look into my eyes, If all you do is lie
Never say hello, If you really mean good-bye
If you really mean forever then please say you’ll try
Never say forever because forever makes me cry
---Unknown (Got from lostpromise... thanks by the way)

P.r.O.m.I.s.E.s MeAn EvErYtHinG
BuT AfTer ThEy'Re {{Broken}}
S.o.R.r.Y MeAnS ¤Nothing
---Unknown (Got from lostpromise... thanks by the way)

Sometimes, the people that are the hardest to let go of, are the people that were never yours in the first place
---Me

Everyone asks me... don't you dream? don't you hope? don't you wish? And I replied, "Yes, I used too, until one day, when I met someone who made me wake up"
---Unknown

"The times that I don't act like I care, is when I really care the most"
---Me

"Forgive them not, Father, for they knew what they did"
---Elie Wiesel
A.K.A Nazi #A7713

"We were so weak that we could not carry our own lives, we carried them in triumph"
---Elie Wiesel
A.K.A Nazi #A7713

"I do not believe in collective guilt, nor in collective responsibility"
---Elie Wiesel
A.K.A Nazi #A7713

"Mr. President, there was a degree of suffering and loneliness in the concentration camps that defies imagination. Cut off from the world with no refuge anywhere, sons watch helplessly their fathers being beaten to death. Mothers watched their children die of hunger. And then there was Mengele and his selections. Terror, fear, isolation, torture, gas chambers, flames, flames rising to the heavens."
---Elie Wiesel
A.K.A Nazi #A7713

"The issue here is not politics, but good and evil. and we must never confuse them"
---Elie Wiesel
A.K.A Nazi #A7713

"Eliezer...Eliezer....tell them not to hit me.... I haven't done anything...Why do they keep hitting me?"
---Elie Wiesel Father, a few days before his death

"I can see them, son. I can see them all right. Let them sleep. It's so long since they closed their eyes....They are exhausted...exhausted."
---Elie Wiesel father as he lay in the snow looking at the dead bodies around him, trying to convince his son, Elie, he just wanted to sleep for a while.

"They'll never wake up again! Never! Don't you understand?"
---Elie Wiesel, trying to convince his father not to fall asleep or he will die.
A.K.A Nazi #A7713


"I did not weep, and it pained me that I could not weep, But I had no more tears. And, in the depths of my being, in the recesses of my weakened conscience, could I have searched it. I might perhaps have found something like-free at last"
---Elie Wiesel right after his father was killed.
A.K.A Nazi #A7713

"You always told me,
To look inside me,
And see what you see,
But now you're gone,
Does that mean I was empty"
---Me

"It hurts me to hang on, but it hurts me worse to let go"
---Me

"My life is messed up, but people still live in it, except the one's that made it that way"
---Me

"Someone once asked me if I believe someone can be lonely until their dying day, and I said yes, for I do not believe in forever, but I believe loneliness never fades"
---Me

"They say what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger, but through all I have been through, it has only made me empty"
---Me

"Lust decieves all"
---I think it was me

"She's afraid to be alone, so she has laces tied to every guy at school"
---Me... inside joke between me and lostpromise

"I cut myself tonight,
And smeared it across the shower wall,
But I washed it off, so it's okay,
But it doesn't matter Mom and Dad,
Cause even if I left it there,
You wouldn't have noticed anyways"
---Me

"I don't want to be alone anymore, I want to be with someone else"
---(This quote was made by someone else, but I changed the part after the comma other than what they had)

"You love me, but you don't know who I am, so let me go"
---Three Doors Down

"You told me to call you whenever I felt lonely, but then you went away for the second time again, so I took my razor and cut the word "alone again" on my skin, to remind myself, that is what I have always been.... so if I called you when I got lonely, we would be talking forever on end, because you have cut deeper than any razor ever will, but unlike my razor, you left me alone to heal"
---Me.... the last lines I have posted on here already but I thought that it fit in this one too.

"I was a dreamer before you and you let me down"
---Taylor Swift "White Horse"
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