NightWalker93• Show poetry

i love vampires. I'm very open when i feel comfortable with certain people and questions. i love to read Vampire Romance novels.

It Really Does Suck To Be Me.






My sister had a beautiful baby boy on April 19th 2009!!! he is the cutest thing ever!!
(My birth sister)

ummmm... oh and i love to listen to paramore, ipc, Tech n9ne(i love there song "Caribu lou"),good charlet,three days grace, Aiden, Black Ghosts, Blue Foundation, Life House, Katty Perry, David Archulata, Britney Spears, Fergie, Christins Agulara, Leona Lewis, LIl' Boosie, Lil' webbie, lil' wayne, ludachris, chris brown, Rihanna, Lady GaGa, Taylor Swift, Sofia, Linkin Park, 50 cent, T-pain,T.I., Birdman, Nickleback, Creed,Three six mafia, Shania Twain, Shop Boyz, Soulja Unit, Eminem, Ja Rule, Young Jeezy, Tom Petty, George Strait, Tim McGraw, Alan Jackson, Jordan Sparks, Jadakiss, Lil' Kim, Kanye West, Cascada, Carrie Underwood, Billy Idol, Buckcherry, AC/DC, Sugarland, Bob Dyllan,Fly leaf, Robert Patterson, justin Timberlake, FloRida, Hinder, Kid Rock, Mariah Carey, Jay z, Limp Bizkit, Kenny Cheney, DJ Khaled, DMX, All American Rejects, My Chemical Romance and Huey and ect...

i love the beach. i love snowboarding. i love swimming. i love the internet. lol. i love the NIGHT TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I REALLY DO











my AP family:


my weirdest sister- Tori - Lyllie

my closest sister- Taylor- Vampirebabe

my crazyest sister- True juggalette

my big brother- lonleyboy

my little sister- FollowYourDreams

my older sister- XxFallen-AngelxX

my cusin- XxDiggingMyOwnGravexX

my pet wolf- maniackiller

my pet lion- Brooklynn-Tainted**

my momma- Anyajoellienne*

my twin that is 3yrs younger than me- xToxic-vampireX

my lil optimistic sis- xrain dancerx

my master- DarkSexyGoddess

my cousin- DeathFollowsMe

my older brother- dark-demonic-angel

my advice giver- moonlight vampire





I am in the army of dorks!!! We stick together ALWAYS AND FOREVER!
If you are a dork put this on your page



Kiss me in front of everyone and I'll think you love me. Kiss me on my neck and I'll think your wanting me. Kiss me on my forehead and I'll be yours. Just Kiss Me!!!!!


Girl: - Do i ever cross your mind?
Boy: - No.
Girl: - Do you like me?
Boy: - No.
Girl: - Do you want me?
Boy: - No.
Girl: - Would you cry if i left?
Boy: - No.
Girl: - Would you live for me?
Boy: - No.
Girl: - Would you do anything for me?
Boy: - No
Girl: - Choose~~ Me or your Life.
Boy: - My Life.



The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and say......



The reason why you never cross my mind is because your always on my mind.
The reason why i don't like you is because i love you.
The reason why i don't want you is because i need you.
The reason why i wouldn't live for you is because i would die for you.
The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for yo is because i would do everything for you.
The reason why i chose my life is because YOU ARE MY LIFE....



-I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, NOT because I'm tired but because i want to be CLOSER to you.
-I'm the girl who likes to be kissed under the stars, more than inside your bedroom or in a expensive restaurant....
-I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss...
-I'm the girl who you can talk to about ANYTHING...
-I'm the girl who laughs at your jokes...
-I'm the girl who will have MANY inside jokes with you and remember each and everyone of them...
-I'm the girl who will brag about you to all of my friends...
-I'm the girl who will listen to you talk..
-I'm the girl who will REALLY does want to be friends after a break up....
-I'm the girl who LOVES it when you hug me for no apparent reason...
-I'm the girl who loves it when you hug me from behind or when you kiss me on my for head....
-I'm the girl who loves YOU for YOU, and doesn't care what other people think about US...
-I'm the girl who loves it when you introduce me to your friends as your GIRLFRIEND...
-I'm the girl who will ALWAYS LOVE YOU......


If you love me, will you ketch me when i fall?
When it starts to rain, will you hold me close and tell me you never want to leave this place?
Would you whisper in my ear messages of love every time i cried?
If i went away, would you try to get in touch?
Would you hold my hand every time we went for a walk?
If i broke a bone in my body, would you be there for me while i got better?
If my last words were "I Love You Forever", would you then say "I Love You Too"?


~~~~~~~If True Love Means This To You.....Then Paste This On Your Profile...<3~~~~~~~



1. - As soon as you get online-Whose name do you look at first?

2. - When you hear your phone ringing- Who do you hope is calling?

3. - When a love song comes on the radio- Who's face comes to your mind?

4. - Who's name makes your heart skip a beat every time you hear it?

5. - Who is it that you always find yourself thinking about-wondering if they're thinking about you?

6. - The whole time you where reading this bulletin, there was only one person on your mind....


<3~~~~~~~~~~Report this as the..."Six Sighs Your Falling For Someone...."~~~~~~~~~~<3




When i run away from you...
~Chase me

When i pout my lips...
~Kiss me

When i kick an punch...
~Hold me tight

When i call you a loser...
~Just know that your my loser

When i am silent...
~ I'm thinking of how to say i love you

When i ignore you...
~I want all of your attention

When i pull away...
~Grab me by the waist and never let go

When you see me at my worst...
~Tell me I'm beautiful

When i scream at you...
~Tell me you love me and you mean it

When you see me walking...
~Sneak up behind me, grab me, and kiss me

If i don't call you...
~I'm wanting you to call me

When I'm scared...
~Hold me and tell me everything's okay, 'cause I'm with you'

When i look like something's the matter...
~Kiss me and tell me not to worry




~Something really cute and true~
When she walks away from you mad[Follow her]
When she stares at your mouth[kiss her]
When she pushes you or hits you[grab her and never let go]
When she's quiet[ask her what is wrong]
When she pulls away[pull her back]
When you see her at her worst tell her shes still beautiful]
When you see her crying[just hold her and don't say a word] [ until she stops] [then ask her whats wrong]
When you see her walking[sneak up behind her and grab her and hold her]
When she's scared[protect her]
When she lays her head on your shoulder[tilt her head up and kiss her tenderly]
When she steals your favorite T-shirt[let her keep it and sleep with it for a night or two]
When she teases you[tease her back and make her laugh]
When she looks at you with doubt[back yourself up]
When she grabs your hands[hold hers and play with her fingers]
When she bumps into you[bump into her back and make her laugh]
When she tells you a secret[ keep it safe and untold]
When she looks you in the eyes[hold her gaze u ntil she looks away]
When you break her heart[ the pain never really goes away, and she wants you back]



To Every Guy:
to every that's said; "Sex CAN wait"
to every guy that's said; "Your beautiful"
to every guy that's never to busy to drive across town to see her
to every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick
to every guy that has said he would die for her
to every guy that really would.
to every guy that took time to do what she wanted to do
to every guy that she cried in front of.
to every guy that holds her hands.
to every guy that kisses her with meaning.
to every guy that hug's her when shes sad.
to every guy that hugs her for no reason t all.
to every guy that would give their jacket up for her.
to every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.
to every guy that would sit and wait for her for her, for hours, just to see her for ten minutes.
to every guy that would give his seat up.
to every guy that just wants to cuddle.
to every guy that treasured her that she was beautiful no matter what.
to every guy that told his secrets to her.
to every guy that tried to show how much he cared for her through every word and every breath.
to every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.
to every guy that believed in her dreams.
to every guy that would have done everything and anything just so she could achieve them.
to every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.
to every guy that walked her to her car.
to every guy that gave his heart.
to every guy who prays that she is happy even if you are not with her.


..................~~~~~~~~~~~This one Bulletin is for you~~~~~~~~~~~....................
Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore....
And because of this, there are not many of them left out there..........


~~~~~~I'm sorry...........~~~~~~~
I'm sorry if i don't meet your "standards"
I'm sorry if I'm not a
I'm sorry if my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs.
I'm sorry if I'm not fat enough so you don't see my ribs.
I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough to be your girl.
I'm sorry if I'm not tanned enough for you.
I'm sorry if I'm not a playboy model so i can't act like a porn star for you.
I'm sorry if I'm weird.
I'm sorry that i write about you every day.
I'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.
I'm sorry if I'm not short enough.
I'm sorry if i don't have sex with you on the first date.
I'm sorry if I'm annoying.
I'm sorry if my hair is not long enough.
I'm sorry that i am different from those other girls.
I'm sorry that i won't hang all over you, and be a complete tramp to make you happy.
I'm sorry that i actually call to see how you are doing.

But most of all..................................................
I'm sorry that most guys can't except a girl for who they really truly are.
If you're a girl and you agree with this message, please, put this on your page.


When i say I'm fine this is what i mean:

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I'm~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~F ucked up~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I nsecure~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~N erotic~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~E motional~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


A True Boyfriend!!


* Stays on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.
* Teases her and lets her tease you back.
* Stays up all night with her when she is sick.
* Watch's her favorite movie with her. (even though you may hate it)
* Wishes he could give her the world.
* Lets her wear his clothes.
* When shes bored and sad, hangs out with her.
* Lets her know that shes important.
* Kisses her in the pouring rain.
* When she runs to you crying.... the first thing you say is "Who's am i beating today baby?"

...~~~~ A true boyfriend can see the suffering in your eyes, while everyone else can just see the smile on your face...~~~~~...



I ran up the door
Shut the stairs
Got in my prayer
Said my pajamas
Turned off the bed
And jumped in light
All because you kissed me goodnight.

report this if you have ever been this confused by a guy.



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* If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you.
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* If you have low self esteem, please hang up. All of our operators are far to busy to talk to you.


Jerk: I don' t know why you wear a bra you've got nothing to put in it.
Girl: You wear pants don't you?



my favorite quote's:

" If you love something, let it go,
If it comes back to you its yours,
If it doesn't it never was....."



" Hurt is pain,
Pain is love"


"It Sucks To Be Me......"


"I love you not for whom you are
but, for who i am when I'm by your side..."




"Every Tear That Falls.........
Marks Another Forgotten Voice............"


"Sometimes you have to put up walls, not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to knock them down....."


"Love is the hardest habit to break, But the most difficult to satisfy"