Night Mistress 1• Show poetry

Well lets see, what to say...I am 20. I have been living in Oregon for two years and I love it here. I miss my siblings in California though. I am easily annoyed if you lie to me, and I trust people and give total respect if you do the same. I look for the good in people and I don't judge anyone. I try my best to help everyone, In fact if I weren't helping people on a daily basis there would be no reason for me to be alive.

My form of fun isn't the general for as most think of. I don't like to be stuck in big crowds where I don't know anyone and I don't go out drinking or partying. I am a very shy person and I don't talk much to people I don't know unless it isn't face to face because then there is a less likely chance of me being embarrassed about something I say or do.

I like to talk to people as long as they don't act rudely or use vulgar words, I can tolerate a small amount but not a lot cause it tends to annoy me that people cant think of a better way to express themselves. I believe in Jesus Christ as my savior and no other. I am born again Christian. It is not a religion it is a belief and a faith. You have every right to believe what you would like as do I, so dont try and prove me wrong. I am known as a babe in Christ cause I don't know that much about it yet. But what I do know I would be more than happy to tell you about if you want to know as well. I don't know all the answers and I am not perfect no one is and we all deserve death.

If you ask me about it be prepared to hear what I have to say and if you have questions I cannot answer then I will refer you to my pastor who can in fact help you with what you need to know. i am not high in going to church all the time and I don't want people to judge me all the time on my belief systems either. I have been told that I am a really good person and that I have saved four people from killing themselves. I have good advice if anyone ever needs the help and I always speak from experience, knowledge or having dealt with someone who went through similar circumstances.

I don't like to do things that get me into trouble and I am generally a nice person until you do something that pisses me off and then I can be quite cross, but I will always apologize for it later. I don't like to hurt people and I don't like to offend people either. I do my best to please everyone and I am a very easy going person. I don't tend to lie to people cause I want the same respect from others too. I will always do my best to talk to the people who talk to me , which there aren't many, and you will find that once you get to know me I can be a very likable person.

Anyways a little more about my family life, I am the oldest of 11, one died not long after birth. and I have 20 siblings in all, though about 3/4 of them are half and step siblings, but no matter they are still my siblings. I have only 4 biological siblings from both my mom and dad, and then the there 6 are from another man. I don't know all of my siblings and I don't see any of them that often if at all. When I was 12 I was put into foster care along with my 7 siblings at the time. I was there for 6 years and all but one of them are adopted out now. I was never adopted by choice and I currently live in Oregon with a small part of my family.